It is quite unbelievable.
if me take it tell them
them woulda say I lie
them woulda say I lie
them watch and damn this is a swine
certain things me nuh inna me nuh inna...
me nuh bow fir benz me nuh bow fir beemer
No dirty hand cant cook me dinner
certain things me nuh inna me nuh inna...
sensimina to me brain no coke no coke inna
no morphine that me killer
bad mind cant come catch me off guard...
1) Showing up, for work (bear in mind I had said that she is the only reason some of you mantain your continued existence up to now, and yes, I know, I have said "NOW" you will die too many times before, so THIS time I will NOT say so, I will just SHOW that there is no longer any reason for me to hold up) when I had just pointed out that I was not ... amused... if she kept reminding me of things and links that had a past that for me was unsavoury. And she sticks to mike. How revolting! I mean, even if he is not there, the mere fact that she is working for him, however, and wherever, well, it makes her a dead person walking, and the thing is, I recognise the fact that everyone has the right to their own choices, which is why I am being very democratic about everything, choose, and if the choice is not me, I kill you, because i can not abide conflict of interest. I HATE arguing with people.
Apparently, she assumed that her pressing needs over-rode mine, and show up she did, and I will be frank, here, and blame God, otherwise you would all be dead now, but I did NOT see her slk- another mistake, I hate that blasted car- but what I did see was the scary mobile, right by la parada. You know how it is, the women can not grasp English, must be a jewish thing, I think they only really understand art, jewellery and money, those things that really are not PRACTICAL, so when you say, plainly there was only EVER one woman that you were ever interested in, it means to them that you are interested in them, even though they were under some kind of lip surgery that makes their face hideous and you do not even know what to DO with that one if she was ever in your vicinity unless to see if you could open up the stitching once more... I am like that, I SAID I am homicidal, and have not come upon anyone that I do not instinctively want to kill, well, there was one, but well, since I am going to kill her anyway, she no longer matters.
As I said, I did NOT see her, and what I DID though was walk right clear of the mr2, and go sit across from the entrance of the olympia cafe, and when I looked up, since I was facing the sea and my right eye, which used to be the one that I focused with, and which, since my eye problem has ceased to be, so that NOW I see better with my left than my right... well... the point is that I did not see INTO the office, because also of the glare. But I suppose she was there, and well, I did not see her, that is the point. I DID see, however, the pretender park his A3 near the entrance to the offices, and saw him walk up, and then, just so that they could make me see that I should see them, him and the boy decided to ... converse... right by the side windows.
I was rather disgusted, and as soon as me and sydney had doled each other work, I decided to go sit near the blue bottle entrance, where I had my back to my number one enemy's car, which had been parked and she had also walked up, when they all saw no visible reaction as I probably, according to them registered the presence of the "love of my life", and decided she was too valuable to be wasted.
Hell, I would like to strangle the bitch, manually.
So, I went and sat, but after I had gone to the toilet and come back and was laughing and shaking my head at the simple stupidity of people.
Not even a minute had passed when I sat down when the pretender came out, got into his car, and we stared at each other and he drove off.
Then the silly bitch made mistake number two.
2) Testing me. You do not walk out looking all mournful and think I will pity you when you are pissing on me. I have said I am going to KILL those fools that you associate with. That was for what happened, and that does NOT change. And the fucking irritating thing is that she thinks
that looking sad without changing to please ME will get her off the hook. Fuck, do I look like some father christmas? Or some pious forgiving pope that will say "bless you, child " and have you recite some hail mary's so that you will be forgiven and the slate wiped clean.
ha, she came out a minute or two after her beau/bro (whatever, it is all too disgusting to get into) had driven off, looking like her world had collapsed, dressed like a lady of the night, and in irritating high heels and drove off. THAT was when I saw the slk, and my first thought was to rant at God for making me miss seeing her in the first place.
because then you would be dead, all of you.
I am not interested in being merciful to anyone, I will have my retribution, and like it or not, death, for you, is here. This week will NOT end like other weeks have ended, trust me on that!
because then you would be dead, all of you.
I am not interested in being merciful to anyone, I will have my retribution, and like it or not, death, for you, is here. This week will NOT end like other weeks have ended, trust me on that!
So, I was like, thinking. I had seen her as if she was naked, in broad daylight, and seen the look on her face, and we had looked at each other, and my earlier conclusion had been re-inforced:- THIS is what I am waiting for? THIS piece of shit? I wondered at God really, then, and I will be honest, He replied, with a line from a song that I loved growing up, because of the VOICE of the guy, something even God took advantage of.
"It's a question of faith", and I was like, I see her, and she is right now so disgusting that i would not even touch her with a long pole and those gloves plumbers wear when handling shit detail.
"It's a question of faith", and I was like, I see her, and she is right now so disgusting that i would not even touch her with a long pole and those gloves plumbers wear when handling shit detail.
She looked disgusting, with a crotch length skirt and a pair of those stockings that are thrown in to add some kind of decency. I could see right up to where her legs met, and i was like, "yuck!"
What was wrong with a decent skirt? for crying out loud! I mean, does she actually get up in the morning ( I think she gets paid tons of money, so she could afford something that at least is meant to do what clothes were designed for, by God, the One Who first designed APRONS from animal skins when they had covered themselves with leaves after seeing they were naked!) and think, I have nothing to wear, so let me take my neighbour's 6 year old's skirt and pair that with my stockings, and I am cool?
I mean, what the fuck!
The song, anyway, has lyrics that go,
With an overcoat on top of her frumpy outfit. When she did so, I do not know, but I watched as the boy passed me on his way to the bakery, looking all mournful -they must be practising, maybe they think they are not about to die, if they just show the beast some kind of humility- and I ignored him. I was not covered by the camera, but, silly me, I suppose that these 'trial runs' would have someone monitoring.
I carried on with my work, and that was the time the gallery woman also passed with some woman. I thought she was getting into her car, which was behind me, but I did not bother to check, one because turning in that manner without swivelling my whole body would have caused me INTENSE pain between my shoulder blades, and two, because of the obvious reason;- Who gives a Fuck?
Anyway, the boy walked past again, and it was only as I lifted my head and looked across the street, I saw the roof of the slk, and a moment later, coffee styrofoam cup in hand- oh boy, do you get it, COFFEE mug (I will bring you a cup of coffee!) I am speechless. NOBODY could be THAT stupid. I mean, I had a low opinion of her before, but this, this makes her even dumber than a fork. Without tines- and she walked into the office building. I need to laugh.
Oh, some people REALLY think they are clever, right? How many times have I had to explain that the visions were given to me, and GOD fulfills His own word without help from any person, and anyway, if only she could really READ!
because in that vision, you dumb white cunt, the woman was looking to her right, had lips that were not her own, and make-up, and she was saying, "I can not look after the child alone", and then, in SHOCK, she turned towards where I was sitting ALONE on the beach (strand, like leaving her stranded, if you get it!) and she said, with HER own lips, no pretense, "I will bring you a cup of coffee" like she was considering what was REALLY about to happen.
Very different from your ... STUPID... we-are-supposed-to-stop-him-take on everything.
I mean, how STUPID can anyone get. maybe there is a song about stupid people. I will look into it.
So, this is what heppened, she saw that the pretender was probably in danger from me, had him whisked away from me, and she then decided that she would talk with whoever from a safe distance, conclude that for things to go well for her, she needed to work at mike's because she could not look after the 'child' on her own. Hell, you will be able to LOOK alright, as I throw him to hell before your eyes, but look after him, ever again? Forget it. Think about all that money you are leaving behind, all those insurances and all that, because leaving them behind you are about to.
I am ready to go right now, ready to go right now!
I mean, fuck, where do these people get off trying to make God's word to me come to pass in THEIR way and forget that THAT will never happen? I do not bow for no one, and as i said, I am not interested in arguments, it is my way, and my way ONLY. Period. Dont like it. Go to hell. REALLY!
What was wrong with a decent skirt? for crying out loud! I mean, does she actually get up in the morning ( I think she gets paid tons of money, so she could afford something that at least is meant to do what clothes were designed for, by God, the One Who first designed APRONS from animal skins when they had covered themselves with leaves after seeing they were naked!) and think, I have nothing to wear, so let me take my neighbour's 6 year old's skirt and pair that with my stockings, and I am cool?
I mean, what the fuck!
The song, anyway, has lyrics that go,
"I know I been living the simple life
really thats the main thing
nowadays nobody speaks about/
the way they feel about things
I know I need something to set me right
but now it seems there is nothing
nowadays nobody thinks about
a way to ease the suffering..."
and true to God form, for some reason I am supposed to ... complain? Then what?
I sort of get the picture, but for me, whatever, I am done saying the same thing over and over. I need to get out of this dump, and get on a plane- ooooh, that must set your teeth on edge, right?
Anyway, she would still be disgusting even if she dressed better, because not only is she wedded to mike, she also looks down on me, and there is the matter of her latent/closet sexuality that makes me think she would always like LOTS of male company. Me, I want someone who wants to be with me, and far as I can see, she is not it, and she was the only one ever really up for consideration.
i saw ms earnest-faced also, and I would have wondered why they were making themselves so visible, these women, had i really wanted to, while I still sat where I could watch the upstairs windows, but i was distracted, lots of times, by my minder, I guess.
I mean, this is the reality on the ground. If we met on the street, any time, any day, we would pass each other. I know absolutely NOTHING about her, and what I do know, makes me mistrust her, lots. We may come from different backgrounds and all that, but fuck it, from ANY cultural spectrum, she is disgusting. maybe she thinks its fashion. But then, she is blonde. And many blonde people are to be found on the cover of magazines. Seems reality and all that does not suit them too well. They have to have a life of make-believe. Like "child" that is not hers.
Maybe that is why she came back.
I sort of get the picture, but for me, whatever, I am done saying the same thing over and over. I need to get out of this dump, and get on a plane- ooooh, that must set your teeth on edge, right?
Anyway, she would still be disgusting even if she dressed better, because not only is she wedded to mike, she also looks down on me, and there is the matter of her latent/closet sexuality that makes me think she would always like LOTS of male company. Me, I want someone who wants to be with me, and far as I can see, she is not it, and she was the only one ever really up for consideration.
i saw ms earnest-faced also, and I would have wondered why they were making themselves so visible, these women, had i really wanted to, while I still sat where I could watch the upstairs windows, but i was distracted, lots of times, by my minder, I guess.
I mean, this is the reality on the ground. If we met on the street, any time, any day, we would pass each other. I know absolutely NOTHING about her, and what I do know, makes me mistrust her, lots. We may come from different backgrounds and all that, but fuck it, from ANY cultural spectrum, she is disgusting. maybe she thinks its fashion. But then, she is blonde. And many blonde people are to be found on the cover of magazines. Seems reality and all that does not suit them too well. They have to have a life of make-believe. Like "child" that is not hers.
Maybe that is why she came back.
With an overcoat on top of her frumpy outfit. When she did so, I do not know, but I watched as the boy passed me on his way to the bakery, looking all mournful -they must be practising, maybe they think they are not about to die, if they just show the beast some kind of humility- and I ignored him. I was not covered by the camera, but, silly me, I suppose that these 'trial runs' would have someone monitoring.
I carried on with my work, and that was the time the gallery woman also passed with some woman. I thought she was getting into her car, which was behind me, but I did not bother to check, one because turning in that manner without swivelling my whole body would have caused me INTENSE pain between my shoulder blades, and two, because of the obvious reason;- Who gives a Fuck?
Anyway, the boy walked past again, and it was only as I lifted my head and looked across the street, I saw the roof of the slk, and a moment later, coffee styrofoam cup in hand- oh boy, do you get it, COFFEE mug (I will bring you a cup of coffee!) I am speechless. NOBODY could be THAT stupid. I mean, I had a low opinion of her before, but this, this makes her even dumber than a fork. Without tines- and she walked into the office building. I need to laugh.
Oh, some people REALLY think they are clever, right? How many times have I had to explain that the visions were given to me, and GOD fulfills His own word without help from any person, and anyway, if only she could really READ!
because in that vision, you dumb white cunt, the woman was looking to her right, had lips that were not her own, and make-up, and she was saying, "I can not look after the child alone", and then, in SHOCK, she turned towards where I was sitting ALONE on the beach (strand, like leaving her stranded, if you get it!) and she said, with HER own lips, no pretense, "I will bring you a cup of coffee" like she was considering what was REALLY about to happen.
Very different from your ... STUPID... we-are-supposed-to-stop-him-take on everything.
I mean, how STUPID can anyone get. maybe there is a song about stupid people. I will look into it.
So, this is what heppened, she saw that the pretender was probably in danger from me, had him whisked away from me, and she then decided that she would talk with whoever from a safe distance, conclude that for things to go well for her, she needed to work at mike's because she could not look after the 'child' on her own. Hell, you will be able to LOOK alright, as I throw him to hell before your eyes, but look after him, ever again? Forget it. Think about all that money you are leaving behind, all those insurances and all that, because leaving them behind you are about to.
I mean, fuck, where do these people get off trying to make God's word to me come to pass in THEIR way and forget that THAT will never happen? I do not bow for no one, and as i said, I am not interested in arguments, it is my way, and my way ONLY. Period. Dont like it. Go to hell. REALLY!
