Friday, 12 September 2014

We Were Moving Mountains Before We Knew We Could


After being excessively worried about one thing, and saying, fuck this and hightailing it from the mountain just before five in order to sort it out, I came back empty handed and was a bit disgruntled, till I realised that the past actually had all the seeds i needed for progress. Indeed, I was moving mountains long before I knew I could, and well, it shows, right now. You all, in the false bay basin, at least, could see it, if you had eyes, but thank God you do not believe me... ! I would hate to be taken seriously enough for someone to do something about it, ha ha! I hate fans.
Let me be plain, I do NOT think like you do, I do not even behave like you do, and yesterday, when I walked to kalk bay after my library post, my thoughts were not of people, but I went, "Oh, boy, I am going to starve today" when I saw none of sydney's paraphenalia outside olympia cafe. I felt like Thor ( OK, i have been trying to get to the bottom of this Government Thor:- Cape Flats thing, and the only thing i have discovered, aside from the ebullience, the quickness with his fists, the complete lack of regard for his or others' safety, irreverence,is that, well, if what I did find out was to make an impact, it would flatten the capetonians, and so far, it hasn't, and I sort of hate God for putting me in a difficult situation like this) when cast on earth when he went, "this mortal body is weak, it requires sustenance", and I was a bit dismal to find that, sydney absent, the only viable choice was ... mwale.
I told myself I was REALLY going to starve.
Anyway, mwale had something he wanted me to do, and promised me he would pay me as soon as I finished, and while skeptical, I realised that this was a bit of a change, from him, anyway. So, I sat with him, in the roaring wind (
dont you think that was  nice touch, huh? the dark skies, roaring wind, I liked it, it made me feel alive. It also contributed to my being hungry, too! But I did not KNOW till yesterday that I could send a bolt of lighning from clear blue skies, that I did NOT need all the overcast ambience to make my ... POINT!) where else, but where he normally sits when he first comes; by the outspan restaurant, which is where vinnie displays his wares. Neither vinnie nor abisha were there, and so, I decided that, since the most I was getting was R10, and the work was little, I would just sit with him and finish it. Right there.
I had seen the obnoxious gallery woman's bakkie parked in the one way by the entrance to the olympia cafe, and was expecting trouble from the quarter, because, of course, I KNOW that she is so convinced of the 'rightness' of her chosen path that she can not for the moment accept that what i have said, that she will be the first to die, and that NOTHING will change that, and she will be struck by lightning till she turns... well, I decided blue-black, because black would be too good for her, well, she does not think it would happen. Ha! We shall see.
Apparently, the term "implacable enemity" does not register in her vocabulary, and so, she probably thinks there is a way around it.

this mortal body is weak, it needs some sustenace
What should also have alerted me to the activity going on around me was the look I got from... junior, the drc guard that seems like mike's lapdog, as he eyed me from across the street when I was talking to the... sister (I have known her for more than a year, know she is zimbabwean, comes from the ndebele region, but I have NO idea what her name is. Shows just how shallow my interest in people IS). I did not see the slk, nor did i check for any other cars, because, well, I have said my piece, I am going to kill people, today, and so, that is it. I do not have to beat you all over the head with it. DIE, be dead, fuck, it is just  a statement that loses meaning unless enforced, and enforce it I will.
Anyway, I saw the asshole, who else, running presumably from the building to the parking across the main road, and maybe he was late for a business meeting, or maybe he was just scared, I do not know, and I do not care. If he was even a quarter of a man, I would beat him up with my own hands, but he is too scared, and so, I have decided that, as soon as the gallery woman is dead, and i hope she IS the apple chick's mother (
which reminds me, vinnie said, when I came from jail and he from burying his mother, that the apple chick was called "anja" which is a very unfortunate name, because if she IS called that, well, she should ask any xhosa person what her name sounds like, and well, she will "suffer" indeed, ha ha!) then mike will have the earth open up under him, and he will be swallowed alive, transported bodily, to hell, as is, and I do not want that hole closed till there is fire belching from it, and the stench of hell, and she can smell it for herself. This just for pissing me off.
then next comes the pretender.
Now, the other thing i saw was the .... dog, that she and the pretender both used. Unless it has an evil twin somewhere, the dog kenny of olympia uses as part of a pair is the one she was walking about with, maybe to send a message, but all I saw was a silly fool disregarding my words and anger to try to TEACH me what to do, when all I am about it DESTRUCTION, and an end to your lives. I mean, what the fuck is wrong with that silly woman?
The pretender goes the same way as mike. I hate that asshole, and as I said, I intend to make her suffer. You do not pull my beard the way she did and hope to walk away unscathed. Oh, hell, NO. I am here for revenge, and revenge I intend to have, big time.
Apparently there is this whole caucus of people that were interested in putting me to rights and stopping me how they want to, how they can. Unfortunately, I have the final say over everything, and while right now, I am still worried about my stomach, which is why the weather is ... nice, or nicer than before, as soon as that worry is over with, how about we roll the gloves off and we get very, very... unpleasant.
Rest of them fools that decided to ... instruct me... will die in various other bad ways.
Fools to think they could stop the juggernaut. HA!
Prepare for war!
And your deaths!