Relief As I Figure Out WHY God Was/Is So "Uncharacteristically" Kind

I was being 'shepherded' today, the most obvious that I have had it so far. I made up my mind the moment I walked into kalk bay and saw the low rider colt of the gallery woman ( when they are saying up yours, their vehicles are very prominent) and an slk across the road I presumed, and never bothered to check, had a plate that went CA 414- something, and I said, "QED", and then, all of a sudden, my... transport, vehicle, twin, whatever you will call the 'guy' introduced to me as Rumble, kicked in, and I just sat back and watched as I was fed, kept out of the way of people who would have pissed me off even more, and who probably thought they had me cornered, and found myself with an even deeper appreciation of who God was, is. And it is all very simple. God has now complete jurisdiction over me, because I LEFT home. Decided that home, my mother, would never be a part of me ever again. NOW He is my complete father, MY Elshaddai, and NOW, people, the lord of the earth, the person that was also 'introduced' to me as Gumboy, can legitimately ... exist.

well if you've the script
well the game done changed
prince-pal music drive them insane
jig zag zigalloo come 
BRING THE PAIN
worldwide it aint been the same...


blow them up out of the cosmos
make them know we are the
UTMOST

 we be keeping it live

and we dont be talking that jive

prince blazing it over jive

WE NUH BACKSLIDE
co we everyday pon the campaign
non stop we driving this train

Right, this means, among other things, the 'erratic' nature of my behaviour is now gone, and I was just sitting, as I said, and observed that I no longer cough, and could look at the sun without my eyes watering. Which means, people that I have been 'covered' by God, which means I am now, sort of, well, definitely, indestructible, and without weakness. I am ready now, and, well, guess you know what that means. I have NO reason to delay from destroying you all. So, let us set a date, right?
How about I say, just so you know Who is the BOSS, I start tomorrow to make the weather very, very bad. and then, because I have got what I wanted, and the woman has shown me precisely where i stand, and I have no interest in negotiating, I will start on my killing spree. Of course, I will not get my hands dirty, I will just send her 'beloved' people to hell one by one while she watches. Oh, boy, call me vindictive, right?
How about some ... 

hail and snow, lightning and thunder/

 when the youth them fed up and frus/(trated)

, babylon fall like lumber/

 get cast asunder/

when the lightning set up and flash !

This is the part where you realise one thing, that every vision, every dream that I was sent was for a specific reason, to guide ME to a point where i realised MY destiny, and at this point, I am right there where i point to myself to the blasted woman, who probably assumed that i would come crawling and joking to vinnie and just try to meekly carry on with life with that hypocrite, as if that is all there is to life, and she can dictate to me other T's and C's, ha ha, this is the part where I go, "he was not for God took him". The judge, jury and executioner is here, and i am feeling VERY cruel.

the cup them full and runover

when the cup them full and runover

tell them say a judgement

tell them say a judgement!

we burn chichiman
are me now burn sodomite
everybody bawl out
 [I] say that's right
we burn hypocrite
are me now burn parasite
everybody bawl out
[I] say that's right...

come we go burn chichiman

we go burn sodomite

 and everybody bawl  out say that's right

come we burn hypocrite

 and we go burn sodomite 

and everybody bawl  out say that's right

and we bring down carnage with a stick of dynamite

everybody bowl out  say that's right

...straight and the narrow road are that we be pon

course the road one lead to destruction 

Well, at least I am going to be holding the controls of a plane very soon anyway, and well, it is funny that someone could READ what I read and still when things happen, draw a conclusion that is so at odds with everything i have said. I mean, at one time these fools actually thought, and basically THINK I am wrong. That I do not believe in God. As i was coming to the train station, I saw that woman who cut my hair, and remembered the conversation at her 'hairven' about a guy who owned virgin mobile -who the fuck wrote THAT script?- who did not believe in God and wanted to go to space for the heck of it. Ha ha, let me put it THIS way. I myself have been having trouble with it all because even if I am the ONLY person who can say He has any idea Who God is, THIS is still beyond me, much of it: God created the Universe for MY viewing pleasure. And i intend to SEE it all, after I kill off everyone on the planet. Because you all deserve to die anyway, being self sufficient.

In the End, There Can Be ONLY ONE

I am immortal

I have inside the blood of kings

I have no rival

no man can be my equal

we've got to be the rulers of this world.

THAT part, the fact that I seemed 'unreasonable' to hate, even without being able to explain why fully, as now, any male being involved if and when a woman seemed interested in me, or any other being,like a child, or another woman (which is why I was long cognisant of the fact that the woman had to be a virgin as well as never ever having been interested in any other guy, since I hate being part of something that can be compared to anything else) for that matter, caused a lot of ... drama in my life, something i could have really done without. I am a person who WANTS to be alone, who will NOT share his interests with anyone, and I really do NOT care whether anyone believes me or not, because i do NOT want anyone to believe me. I actually REALLY hate you fools, and today, as i said, I came to find out whether the woman had woken up to what I was, and found she had not, and so, because for me, it is all or nothing, I have decided to dump the woman. Maybe not dump her, because she has in effect rejected ME, so the thing is, I have accepted that this can never be, and so, I move on. Who can blame me. Or blame me for being unreasonable about how I show my displeasure? ha ha!

I will actually learn from my past and NOT be caught in compromising situations and walk away. Because MY rise will not include a fall, no, no no way!
bad man nuh suck pussy