You would think that anyone with even a peanut for a brain would have gotten it by now just how ... unhappy... I am to be in this situation, and how I am eager to spread that unhappiness around, but do they? NO, they seem to think I think with another part of my anatomy that is best left in the dark in public... .
The irritating thing is that, when I thought my day was done, and I need not worry about my stomach anymore, He said, "expect the unexpected", and I was not stupid enough to expect what I had gotten before. BUT, seeing some silly woman, who I KNOW has kids,and who has been on at vinnie in the past to get him to make some 'names' which I ended up making, and was so into some silly antics as well, and whom I had ignored before because well, in shona we have a saying, "kupurira musaga" (threshing everything in a sack, meaning that you cover all things) I had assumed that even the silly bitches out there would get the POINT, that I do NOT intend to get anyone's seconds, but I guess I will have to elaborate, before I kill you all, so we have no ... misunderstandings.
I came to kalk bay expecting no surprises, mike is a coward, and knowing that he has no upper hand, he will never show himself. The cunt. We should call him michelle instead.
I was interested in my stomach; which was starting to rebel even after i had so gorged myself the entire night ( funny how little a 2kg portion is when you nibble it bit by bit the entire night) that it had sort of stretched, and I could not get in much food in the morning, to start my day. So, I decided to work a bit, and cheated brazenly, and well, when I was satisfied that I was not going to starve, I was thinking, wynberg, I need some vegies, and I will cook me some sadza, and enjoy myself for once. Anyway, while negotiating cash with sydney, I missed the earlier train, and that was when i was told, to expect the unexpected. I went to check the train times and while I was sitting near that tuck shop by the train station, He repeated the statement, and I was severely pissed. Because ever since He came into my life, the quality has deteriorated, and the annoying thing is that some people feel pity for me, when I know that inside I am much, much better than they are, and whenever anyone pities me, I may be unable to say or do anything that shows my inner rage, but I make myself a promise, I will kill that asshole for that. I can not touch God, but everyone else, well, you are accessible, and I intend to make that accessibility work to my advantage.
So, I looked and there, coming from the st.james side, was this woman, with a walk like a model on a catwalk, and I looked and it was you know, funny, to me, that I have been saying the same thing over and over again, and yet someone thinks that I will ever lower MY standards to accept some rubbish that I would kill without a second's thought because she assumed that, if she smiled at me and pretended to treat me like a man full to the eyebrows with lust, I could accept her, and whatever bullshit she was coming with, and thus, even live with that trash?
Well, boo hoo, cry me a river!
Maybe some fools think I set anyone on a pedestal. God, the Creator of EVERYTHING, disgusts me, and you think I give a fuck about getting rid of shit that has passed through someone else's arms. Fuck, the days when I bowed to my mother's whims are gone. What you have, what you see, is pure, unadulterated RAGE from the only person to respect NO law, no RULE but his own!
I said it before, GOT a problem with the way i am doing things and think God should do something about it, well take it up with HIM, I am going to KILL you all, and your deaths, well, I will enjoy making them come to pass, fools.
I will NOT tolerate ANY interference.
The irritating thing is that, when I thought my day was done, and I need not worry about my stomach anymore, He said, "expect the unexpected", and I was not stupid enough to expect what I had gotten before. BUT, seeing some silly woman, who I KNOW has kids,and who has been on at vinnie in the past to get him to make some 'names' which I ended up making, and was so into some silly antics as well, and whom I had ignored before because well, in shona we have a saying, "kupurira musaga" (threshing everything in a sack, meaning that you cover all things) I had assumed that even the silly bitches out there would get the POINT, that I do NOT intend to get anyone's seconds, but I guess I will have to elaborate, before I kill you all, so we have no ... misunderstandings.
I was interested in my stomach; which was starting to rebel even after i had so gorged myself the entire night ( funny how little a 2kg portion is when you nibble it bit by bit the entire night) that it had sort of stretched, and I could not get in much food in the morning, to start my day. So, I decided to work a bit, and cheated brazenly, and well, when I was satisfied that I was not going to starve, I was thinking, wynberg, I need some vegies, and I will cook me some sadza, and enjoy myself for once. Anyway, while negotiating cash with sydney, I missed the earlier train, and that was when i was told, to expect the unexpected. I went to check the train times and while I was sitting near that tuck shop by the train station, He repeated the statement, and I was severely pissed. Because ever since He came into my life, the quality has deteriorated, and the annoying thing is that some people feel pity for me, when I know that inside I am much, much better than they are, and whenever anyone pities me, I may be unable to say or do anything that shows my inner rage, but I make myself a promise, I will kill that asshole for that. I can not touch God, but everyone else, well, you are accessible, and I intend to make that accessibility work to my advantage.
So, I looked and there, coming from the st.james side, was this woman, with a walk like a model on a catwalk, and I looked and it was you know, funny, to me, that I have been saying the same thing over and over again, and yet someone thinks that I will ever lower MY standards to accept some rubbish that I would kill without a second's thought because she assumed that, if she smiled at me and pretended to treat me like a man full to the eyebrows with lust, I could accept her, and whatever bullshit she was coming with, and thus, even live with that trash?
Well, boo hoo, cry me a river!
Maybe some fools think I set anyone on a pedestal. God, the Creator of EVERYTHING, disgusts me, and you think I give a fuck about getting rid of shit that has passed through someone else's arms. Fuck, the days when I bowed to my mother's whims are gone. What you have, what you see, is pure, unadulterated RAGE from the only person to respect NO law, no RULE but his own!
I will NOT tolerate ANY interference.
there just is no chance that you and me will ever be...
when I refused
you must have me confused with some other guy...
now its your turn to cry.
I do not know what is so... difficult... about what I said. It is plain, anyone that I have taken a dislike to, anyone that has given me reason to hate him/her, and well, everybody else, dies. I WANT you dead. So, why bother trying to see if you can mess with my head, when I am probably the most headstrongest person to ever exist?
the spirit of God never made headway with me, humans that were a whole lot tougher and meaner than you softies i have seen in south africa, met a brick wall that was unyielding, and you think I am going to say, OK, now, lets talk?
Fuck, I respect NO one, bow down to none, and intend to have MY way, OVER your dead bodies, hopefully with you all in full opposition, ha ha.
I do not know what is so... difficult... about what I said. It is plain, anyone that I have taken a dislike to, anyone that has given me reason to hate him/her, and well, everybody else, dies. I WANT you dead. So, why bother trying to see if you can mess with my head, when I am probably the most headstrongest person to ever exist?
the spirit of God never made headway with me, humans that were a whole lot tougher and meaner than you softies i have seen in south africa, met a brick wall that was unyielding, and you think I am going to say, OK, now, lets talk?
Fuck, I respect NO one, bow down to none, and intend to have MY way, OVER your dead bodies, hopefully with you all in full opposition, ha ha.
they actually go something different, but i was young then, early teens i guess, where the sound mattered more than the words. Anyway, the message is delivered.
You may NOW prepare to die.
AND NOT in peace, NO, NO NO way!
As I said, I never did like and I never will love fans.
You may NOW prepare to die.
AND NOT in peace, NO, NO NO way!
As I said, I never did like and I never will love fans.
