Friday, 1 August 2014

As I SAID, I Never Did Like and I Never Will Love Fans

I have to give some of these people credit, because they did not let the grass grow under their feet; as soon as I was near vinnie, there is his pastor, saying that he had found a bus to take me home but the next opening was for wednesday, and my day was done. I was quietly thrilled, and went all innocently, "Well, You said that I would NEVER go home again; You wont let me fall, well, guess what, I am on my way there, so Your word is so much... crap!"
Make no mistake, I will NEVER take anything God says for granted, I have this great aversion to any involvement of His in my life, but well, I could have been deported quite easily because plenty of zimbabweans were in pollsmoor because they had no papers and they should have been homeward bound, but I get a vision and later a word, when I wanted to protest too much to the judge that I could speak english, "do not interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake", and i knew that I lead and have led a charmed life .
So, I stood there while the judge got egg in his face for trying to overlook justice and hurry things along, and then later, even he had to acquit me, because i suppose he may be blinded by colour, but he is not totally stupid.

So, I assure you, hell, things are about to get seriously, seriously UGLY in these next few days, because NO way is God going to sit back and let things spiral out of control, because, see, My God is ALIVE, oh YEAHSSS!
Which means I have every reason to EXPECT that I am about to get VERY nasty, very .... NOW, oh YEAHSSSS!



Of course, the gallery woman must have me confused me with some other guy, because a short while ago while I was telling myself that NO way am I going to sleep just like that while THIS is under my belt, there she comes, parks her car behind me as I stand by vinnie's stand, and I am, of course, amused. Keep is up, I am going to strangle you, oh, yeahss! Then I saw the pretender scurrying away from the offices a short while later;- the SLK had been parked right by la parada the whole day, maybe to send me a message, or something, all it did was remind me that there are a whole lot of people that I am quite eager to mangle, oh yeahs.Really, I am NOT interested in your miserable lives, fools, but only as to HOW to end them as painfully as possible. I assure you that I am going to be quite heartless about it too, because well, it is time the mask fell off and we flexed our muscles, right?

Oh, yeahs!
now, I have realised that probably the most intelligent conversation I will ever have will be with myself, so I talk to myself a lot, and it is happening even in public, too, nowadays, yes, yeahsss!

Oh, well, I am about to KILL people, and it is such a liberating, energising feeling, oh, yeahs.trust me, it IS personal with some of you, but the rest of you, well, I just never liked fans, so well, go to hell.
and while i walked in line, 
then they said do it again
my main aim is to stay sane
because I never did like and I never will love fans

so listen me
those who player hate and keep on dissing me
tell them say them can not stop the synergy
them could are never limit me
matter how them mimic and are gimmic me
tell them say them can not stop me energy
I'm giving them the trinity.


Of course I saw the cunt of a rasta, and "my friend dave (butthead ii)who [used] to work upstairs", and maybe the former thought that it would all be blown over if I see him with his own chick, but well, let me put it this way, I am NOT interested in being REASONABLE about anything, so STOP trying to think you will use reason to have your way. I am interested in making you fools suffer, so well, reason has NOTHING to do with it. You were either used to try to put me in my place or were active in trying to make me over, and so, it is payback time. I intend to MAKE you pay, oh yes.

grrrrrr
here comes the boom...
bull man bouncing
stalking most walking
walking  to pouncing
killing them we counting
hit them like a mountain
spit them
have them spitting blood like a fountain
dont look at me like that
we just may fight back
and in a fight end up with me taking your life pal
I dont go for the balls just coz I've been down
and time is just too important to be fucking around
tough nigga
I stuff a mudhole in your face
motherfucker
I rip your butthole out of place
clock a glock to your head
let off about two in it
yeah its a dirty job
but i just love doing it!
here comes the boom

these are the sweetest time...
enjoy the killing time...


There does NOT exist anyone, alive or dead, that will turn me from the purpose I have determined, which is to end your lives, people. Roll with jesus christ or whoever, but I am completely, irreverently, and irrevocably tied up with the AlMighty God, and I do not have jerk-all to prove. You are ALL going down, down, down!

them are go dead
even if them run go inna the bible
you roll with jesus christ
me have twenty four disciples....
run go inna de church

make me shoot you and the parson!


Them little life we stifle
coz them want fir take me title.
See, the WORST mistake anyone can EVER make, as far as I am concerned- and I had NO idea of it till about NOW, and then it suddenly became clear about the GOVERNMENT Thor:- Cape Flats- is, umm, TELL me to go home.
then well, the hammer descends!
Run along home little princess!
Oh, hell, NO!


I have left my mother, and I remember God saying, when I saw this girl from my hood by chance at Harfield station, and I started worrying that I would end up going home and seeing my mother and how could I stop myself from killing her THIS time, and He started, and had been already saying prior to the meeting, "I wont let you fall". This is about me progressing from where I am to the US, because I can NEVER go backwards, and from where I stand, I  do not see it happening that things are going to remain static here and now while I ... wait. There has been an upsurge of raw energy in me, and I feel so... different... and SO very geared towards using my hands for a change. I mean, I am NOT indebted to any of you for a life, I can not stand any of you, and so, I am really looking forward to getting MY piece of the ooomph that will rocket me skyhigh and make me come with expensive special effects like thunder and lightning and earthquakes and the earth splitting open like a... oh, I am salivating already, oh yes!

Then there are these silly women who seem to think that if you say that well, you are done with any interest in women, it means its open season for them. I see the silly madeline, someone I can not stand from her high pitched querulous voice - and who thinks that because she is white so i have nos standards, I mean, hell, someone who WAS ever attached to someone is dirty to me, and that I am NOT going to soil myself with such rubbish. She thinks dressing better will make her attractive to me. Hell, I wanted someone that was 100% untouched and unattached, who would be 100% interested in me without comparing me to anyone, someone i did not feel like killing the moment I looked at her. Seems that was and is wishful thinking, so, fuck it, I am NOT interested. I just want to kill you. Besides, there WAS a time when I was looking, but not any more. Right now, I have closed my shutters and turned a blind eye to all of you. I am just going to kill you, that is all.
cant you get THAT simple thing?
Just accept it and die, bitches and assholes!

Ah well, that is ME the enigma solved:-
I am a docile lamb till someone decides that I have to go and face my MOTHER. Then the WarMachine kicks in. I was actualy wondering why prison changed me. It was not the incarceration, it was the stupid statements by assholes like mike and the imp that he does not have papers and so must be sent back home. The laid back joker suddenly snapped, and trust me, the GUY that is smouldering everyday as he walks up and down the streets is NOT someone that you would like to meet even in your worst nightmares, because I TELL you that I am the DEADLIEST thing that you are all ever going to see, and it is all thanks to some asshole who thinks that when you get down to it, money matters. I have plans for you, mike, and I intend to make you eat your money before I am done with you> you do NOT know the meaning of vindictive till we have a face to face, oh... NOOOOO!

The other day He changed it on me, and said, "Carry on My headstrong son, there'll be peace when you are done"
FUCK IT, I am NOT a mere mortal like you fools, and this time, its starting to show so much I do not even try to keep it in. You are about to experience what amounts to all the worst natural disasters which ever occurred from the beginning of creation to now, rolled into one, and concentrated in a short time frame. Of course, I want to kill these fools whose heads I want to feed the sharks, but then again, I want to get the fuck out of this fucking place, so I am not going to worry too much about them fools, which may be a blessing for them, because there will be in less pain than would have been the case if I was, for example, trying to really get vindictive. I just hate this place so much I think what is uppermost in my mind is to get away from it, because i am living like something out of a swamp, and I am NOT interested in perpetuating it for a day more.

So, woman, just to let you know, the dog in the vision was you and your weaving ways, like you want two things at once, but then, as i said, mike and that guy you are living with-who was vinnie in the vision- who is staying with his 'wife' but they are not legally married- are both dead, and the guy said something, actually, 'leave him alone', and the dog did an uncharasteristic thing. However, this guy showed his colors as far as i am concerned BEFORE mike did, and mike is abisha there because he came last. I could explain this, but I LIKE brain teasers, and NOW, you have some homework. Do what you must. I can not kill you, try as I might, but I so hope you make a slip this time, and i will make you suffer!