I have turned my back on Kalk Bay, and far as I am concerned, come four o'clock, I am getting on the long delayed chihwa bus and going to zimbabwe, which thing God said I would never do, and I am going to see the one person who makes me feel like a very, very small person, my mother, and well, fuck it, this is the reality on the ground.
If God lives up to His word, I am not going to end up in zimbabwe, something is going to happen, and i will NOT get there, which means people will ... DIE, umm, NOW?
Hell, I hated and hate kalk bay with a passion, and would gladly give up even a limb to never ever see it again, and now, I have no choice but to, well, challenge God's word on its very basics, and so, fuck it, I have no option but to take this route. I could not stay a single day more in that place without manually strangling people, or seeking them out for being so dumb as to overlook the fact that you do NOT step on my toes and assume that things will just be smoothed over. I do NOT forget, and I NEVER forgive, so, as I said this morning to God when I washed my hands of the whole affair, He had better kill me quick, because there is NO way I am going to see my mom, no way!
Hell, I hated and hate kalk bay with a passion, and would gladly give up even a limb to never ever see it again, and now, I have no choice but to, well, challenge God's word on its very basics, and so, fuck it, I have no option but to take this route. I could not stay a single day more in that place without manually strangling people, or seeking them out for being so dumb as to overlook the fact that you do NOT step on my toes and assume that things will just be smoothed over. I do NOT forget, and I NEVER forgive, so, as I said this morning to God when I washed my hands of the whole affair, He had better kill me quick, because there is NO way I am going to see my mom, no way!
So, hell, I give in, and I am fucking fed up with everything. Yesterday was a disappointing day, and so, the mac, the 'so called' maverick, has decided to turn his back on everything and everyone. I have, after all, nothing to lose.Lests end this charade
