Crafty Old Dog...!

I felt nauseated today, and even when He asked in a soft Voice, in a song I have known for years, "is there any mountain bigger than He that is in the world?"I was like, bullshit, I am going home, and based on Your past behaviour, I do not hold my breath that anything will ever change, and so I just growled, and prepared myself for the worst. When vinnie's pastor DID come, part of my mind wanted to go out there and blast him and say fuck this, I am NOT going, but, well, vinnie had food with him, and i may be many things but i am not stupid. Eat their food, and THEN kick them between the legs is my new motto. Besides, I said to myself, its about time God proved Himself; I am not going out on a limb for Him, not this time, I am sick of this bullshit!
Anyway, long story short, we came to cape town and I booked a ticket. Funny thing about that. When I got there there was no one at the counter. I went to the toilets, and when I came back, vinnie was telling me that the wednesday tickets were fully booked, and so the next available bus was for sunday, and I said, fuck, lets take it. Did not sink in then, the fact that there is a WEEK of waiting. It was only later that I made the connection, and then I was like, OK, You sly Dog, You, because, obviously, neh neh neh neh neh, He had SAID something about a week where i was waiting for part two, way back when when He tried to win me over when I sinking in despair in prison.
So, I am cool. A bit. Guess sometimes it takes even a wrong turn to turn the right way.
I need a song!

After me there shall be no more...!
Grand opening grand closing...
who you gonna find dopper than him?
I came i saw i conquered... yeah!
I AM supposed to be buying vegetables, but hell, today I feel more than a bit naughty, and i do not know, I will face the music when I get to kalk bay
I have become numb, really. All I want to be is be more like me and be less like you!
That is disagreeable, well, tough on you. How does popcaan's song go?

them want me fir them pon their cause where

never like when things are go my way..!

Drop the number!

Jah guide His steps, 

through the strong and the weakest time

man never grieve yet
and all me clothes are the cheapest kind 

At least I can say at last that for me it is over, the hours and days of frustration while wondering if God would actually have the NERVE to choose me over people or will I continue to suffer because He made it impossible for me to die, and sort of sits on my life like a...
OK, I WILL try to be nice, but i certainly do NOT feel NICE towards God. I have a lot of FEELING as far as He is concerned, and that is saying it in understatement.
So, I am going to have a very interesting week!

if me take it tell them them would are say I lie

they would are say I lie

them watch and condemn say this is a swine

this is a swine

BUT

certain things me nuh inna me nuh inna

me nuh inna me nuh inna

me know about fir benz

and me know about fir beemer

no dirty hand can cook me dinner.
certain things me nuh me nuh inna me nuh inna 
me nuh inna me nuh inna me nuh inna
sense me inna to me brain
 no coke no morphine
no cocaine that are killer

...
bad mind cant catch me off guard...
clean and straight are my style

So, uh, you all sort of know just how long you have to live, thank you very much!
Maybe that irritating gallery woman will get off my back, I have NO idea just what part of "I hate you and want to strangle you the MOST" she does NOT get. I mean, she is DEAD as far as i am concerned, so what the fuck is her problem. As I said, if she thinks she knows better, fuck, let her do her own thing, but thinking there will be a concordance between me and her or any of her silly bunch, that is DISGUSTING, and I am NOT interested in negotiating, anyway. I am going to KILL you fools!

God of War, YEAH-SSSS!
Finally!

Judgement!    

from you know you're carbon

then you can know ONE

different from the original man!