Friday, 22 August 2014

The FIRST Ark...

Genesis 6:2, probably the most misleading/misunderstood portion of the bible because of the implication that there were two different kinds of ... males.
The text reads:-

1)And it came to pass, 
that when men began to multiply on the earth
and daughters were born unto them
2)the sons of God saw that the daughters of men 
were fair, and took such as they chose to wife




So, He had already, from the beginning anyway, stated what was to be, that the woman would have a seed,(see Genesis 3), a SPECIFIC being, that would have his heel-meaning, duh, way of life, 'walk', if you will- disrupted by the 'serpent', but then he would crush the serpent's head. The seed of the woman. Now, women are funny creatures. They apparently do not use cold facts the way a real man does, no, they will sit back and deny the obvious, simply because they will not admit to what is in their own hearts. The "sons of God"- a term which came to mean any male that was the "firstborn" of any female- saw that the daughters of men, like judges, could be relied on to be 'fair' or impartial, in that they would give anyone a 'hearing' without necessarily showing their own hand, and so, they decided to just take any that was that 'fair' to wife, and guess what, giants were born to the women, and God decided to destroy the earth, for He saw that man's wickedness -not woman's, note- was great up ON the earth.  
At this point. let me just remind you that NONE of this is of any help to you whatsoever, because all it does is to show you why you must die.

So, where was I?. Yes, women. They were fair. They do not show what is in their hearts. It is a well-known fact that the man must go down on one knee before a woman and then 'win' her hand, even if she herself may not be interested in him. But the funny thing is, both men and woman were copies from the original works of God's hands, and God does not create lies. The man or the woman can NOT continue to lie forever, and God was ... waiting... for the day to come when the FIRST woman would  actually surrender not only her son's "fatherhood" to God, but the son herself, because THAT one would be the firstborn son. See where i am going with this?

The "first born male, the one to open the matrix, belongs to Me" said YHWH, and for the sake of THAT firstborn male, who would crush the head of the serpent, God waited more than five thousand years, because even you know that no one really wants something that someone else has, everyone wants something that is exclusively HIS, and I am the ONLY person to be completely God's, through rejection, which is a blessing in disguise, in a way, because all kinds of rejection are... painful.
And God saw that every "imagination" - I mean, hello, IMAGE anyone?- was evil continually, and it repented Him that He had made man. So He decided to destroy man whom He had made, and not only man, but everything else, because, see even some of the animals were in the frenzy that man had incalcated,  because some animals are actually called UNCLEAN in the text where the ark is mentioned, meaning they were 'unnatural, the result of man seeking pussy wherever he could, when the 'fair' woman denied him because, maybe, he was not as rich as... mike.
Only noah found favour in His sight. WHY? There was methuselah, enoch's son, who lived the longest of any known man, and he was a so called 'son of God' also, and there were others, but NOAH had... normal kids,  ( id est=>
no known association with animals, he was found by God to "upright", meaning he was NOT bending down to the dust on all fours like a rutting animal, I mean, if you take these words, urpright, fair, in their literal context, you actually get the entire meaning of what was happening when God decided to destroy the earth for the first man's sake) who had wives, and God did a culling, and even then, He later said that He would NOT destroy the earth "FOR MAN's sake" with a FLOOD because man's imagination was EVIL from his youth.
To put it in a nutshell, every man among you is pussy-whipped. Simply because a woman promises empty things,  likes smiles flirtatiously,or you see her looking at some other guy, you want her, and you try to win her over. Sometimes, it appears nothing is as exciting or as coveted as something you find in someone else's hands, right?

Yet you can not lie for long, to say that she is really yours, so you must FIX her, and give her a child or kids, and THAT is where God gets you. If there EVER was a child born because the man loved the woman, and fuck all this religious bullshit you cloak yourselves with, it is just that, bullshit!, then God would not be upset. Hey conceive, any woman of you a child and there is no burden, no pain involved, then you know that this is really good, but why the moodswings, the bloated feeling, the depression, all the negative things that happen when or after childbirth occurs? Do not give ME crap about there being love in that! If anyone knows better, it is ME! I have suffered through it! And had the grace to LEARN from it.
 The REAL man does not want to share, which is why I want everything to myself,and you all out of the way. Note the key phrase, "
I will never again destroy the earth 'FOR THE MAN'S SAKE' with a flood... ", meaning that God SAW that noah did not like what was happening, but found himself powerless to do anything about it, and so, God engaged him in a proactive partnership to build a ship, a ship to gauge and see if indeed the man was prepared to be different and put a distance between himself and what he saw around him. This was, actually the SECOND mathematical excercise I performed of bible text, after starting with christ's 3 days and 3 nights statement, and I discovered that noah waited till five years after his own father had died in order to finish an ark that, by its size, did not have to take him a hundred years to build. Meaning that some family members can NOT just be thrown into the dust, like that. This makes me even  easier  about my own decision about the 'turning to dust' bit of my fellow family members that I just can NOT afford to have suffer, while gleefully sending everyone to hell and actually leaving the planet on a pleasure cruise, to boldly go where no one has ever set foot.

 and the REAL man, well, He gets a real woman, a woman that shows her own heart, and does not play games with the man. Or should get that one, one that adheres to the principle, "nevertheless, your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you". The real woman is not the man's equal, nor is she fair. She is completely biased, towards the man, and shows what she wants in every act.
The one I found though, (and here I say "found" with reservation, because I had decided to NOT look, but see what would come out on its own volition), she is a liar, and even when you tell her to stop listening to others and be herself, she still thinks she can be your equal. Thet her duty is to be a sort of mother theresa. It bothers her none when she sees, like the last full day I was in kalk bay and fed up, went up the mountain, refusing to sleep at vinnie's pastor's house that night, and had a whole fog to just cover MY progress so that no one would see to mock me, proof positive that God HIMSELF is on my side; the pretty impossible things that happen around me, even the things I say come to pass, because to her she has me by the balls. And knows better. Whatever I say, they are just words, and no one uses words to say what is on their mind, right? Maybe she is a UB40 fan, 
though your actions baby
speak louder than words
which is quite easily another way of using words to say something anyway. Yet if she judged me by my actions, where in the past few weeks have I even looked at her with anything but disgust and loathing? If actions are so loud?
Frankly I ask God if this piece of shit is the one that HE thinks is best suited for me? 
I mean, for me to get to the extent of actively hating a person, and refrain from killing her simply because I am wondering if God slipped up, not because I care at all anymore what happens to her, must speak volumes.
I have turned, wholeheartedly and for me, with finality, against the woman, and I want her dead, and the only problem with that is, the void in God's promises that will be left.
 I still want to kill her, even if I know things about her, which she should be amazed at how i know if i was just some idiot, as she takes me. I think her disgusting, personally.Listen more to your mother and family and I will be glad to send you to hell. YEAH-SSS!
THIS is NOT a Game! NO!Ha, I wonder if she will ever find her way to my heart, because with me, once someone is booted out, she is out.
Don't know what game God is playing, because the only confusion I have here is the 100% perfect- no mistake take on things to do with God. The person herself is someone I treat with great loathing.


My own ark, the LAST ever, well, is more a hypothetical one, one that is in the mind, because well, I will THINK things and they will happen. Oh, you will see it. If you do not, then at least you will feel it.. because I AM going to the US, and this will never be changed by the feelings of one or many. Like it or not. And i will get there at the expense of YOUR lives! YEAH-SSSS