Thing is, brian did not go to work today, said he needed rest, and so, I found an excuse to leave the place just for some me time, and the damned cloud is still there, and I am thinking, what can people be thinking? I wanted to go to the library to get some getaway magazines, to study some animal life, see, and do some stuff, and i was eyeballing the entire thing the entire way, and saying to myself, idiots, try reasoning THAT away.
but, I must admit to one thing also, that I was wondering about that chick. I mean, of course, everyone she tried to intercede for is dead, because I will NOT be used, whether the person is a close family member or not, but I WOULOD spare her immediate family if none of them pissed me off, provided she came clean, which I hold no hope for- and I hope the little fool does not take THAT to mean I am looking for options, I NEVER deviate from a designated course, and I KNOW nothing that is too large for me to knock off, too deep for me to get down to, or too heavy for me to overthrow, if it comes to that- about whether she wants ME for herself. Anything else will be an insult.
This is the part where I go, as per vision, fool, which you tried to pre-empt by coming out with a coffee mug the other time, "michelle, are you going with us", and you try tom pretend and look to your right, and say, "I can not look after the child on my own", because of course, the terrible truth, that people are going to be KILLED by me, is too hard for you to deal with, especially those people you thought, in your little mind, you would co-opt into caring for, and domesticating the stupid idiot that you somehow assumed was your God given right/duty to look after and do great deeds for your people through, by taming the lion, and then you look to the left, where the option is, you get not only LEFT behind, but KILLED by the very same person YOURSELF, because of the very same insult, and you get to choose.
Think the maverick NEEDS any help from... YOU?
like, who the fuck are YOU, in the scheme of things!
hell, woman, you are ... stupid!
Disgustingly, transparently, and obviously... stupid!
Anyway, zimbabwe plays soon, I think, and if they lose, then the maverick ... moves.
And life as you all know it... ends!
I need a song.
I am at the internet cafe, by the way, because the library people were having lunch, and I would either wait 25mins or spend R6 for 30min, and then go there anyway to look for magazines. I chose the later option.
So BAD!
badda dun dem
dem so pussy boy make we gunna down dem
...
we crazy
big badness turn up
when time the alien them them step out
90s them no bad like we
what them talking about!
them man them are shout
shoot only son
open the gown make the demons step out
