I am thinking of ALL the visions I have had that pertain to ... this time... and I do ... LOVE at times to show off, because, if I remember rightly, God did say that I deserve the glory, so it means NO ONE will ever upstage me. Technically I am NOT His servant, but then again, I do 'fulfill' His desires by just being... me, so, why be bashful.
I am thinking that a certain woman read about my flat-topped mountain top vision, and some guy astride it, and Angelina jolie -'jolie', joke?- also astride it and in a mini, and, as is the case in all these issues, decided to be a heroine, and of course, because I was dealing FIRST with my "Ok, God is out to get me, what is the worst THING He can inflict on me, and STILL keep me alive" mentality, I was, of course, to that woman, in need of serious education.
Like, for me to be great, just as the dragon-woman in the movie assumed, the 'hero' had to give her a son, and to always keep her in mind, as the only one that mattered "like what am I? a recess project?"
fuck, I am so amused that no one would know just how pissed off I REALLY am!
Stupid cunt!
I have to be some kind of unthinking idiot, when even the stupid, dim witted holy spirit grasped that I have a mind and brain like no other and was eager to exploit that.
no wonder God is no fan of women!
I mean, not only are they NOT necessary, but one NEVER gets one that actually just behaves like He stipulated, "nevertheless, your DESIRE shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you" . This God said, and yet in the very same bible one hears that they were 'created equal' that one should not, as Christ said later, "put/take her as UNDER' him. When DID God ever join man and woman. Did He ever say, "Man this is your companion', or from the first, the man said, ' This is flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone', like, she came out of the first man, the first woman. Where the fuck was God then? Isn't His silence on that issue... eloquent. God NEVER stood and married off a man to a woman, and that is ONE issue that He is NEVER going to step into. I WANTED a woman that was untouched, untainted, and God KNEW what I wanted, and because everything is in Him, of course He would take steps so that it could happen, but up to a certain point He acts, and then... backs off.
because He never approved marriage, the inclusion of a woman in this life, and all that nonsense you tell each other in your churches. And all this 'equality nonsense.
How can a man be equal to someone who can not even stop the bleeding between her legs? Someone bound by hormones?
Ok, then, so am I, but then, hmm! I really NEED some pussy, hmmm!
Fuck, what a life.
So, OK, I have discovered that, when it comes to... getting laid, and not end up like henry the eighth or that sultan who killed in the morning every woman he had the previous night, I had certain requirements, the first being that I am the undisputed boss. And exclusively exclusive, like no one before, during ... or there will be no ever after for that person.
What that person wants has to be tunnelled into one distinct package, which is, me myself and I, no one and nothing else. I will provide what is necessary, and make the plans that are necessary, and move as I please, and keep my hands OFF myself, and stop ... eh... NOT killing people simply because I am worried that one of them may be someone that matters to that woman. I mean, fuck that, I dictate, and will not be dick-tated to, like women love doing, like, if you do NOT behave, you wont get any. I see grown man reduced to mere babies because they so love pussy. Me, I just kill the bitch, and for a while I was wondering why God stood in the way of me doing just that all those other times. I wonder if He meant that she actually HAS a learning curve, the silly idiot? That she can STOP being so silly and just deal with the reality of the grimness of everything, and that my smile actually just shows how man teeth I have, not how happy I am.
because I do NOT know the meaning of the word.
I am a man on bare essentials, I want to kill people so that I make myself the ONLY thing to be listened to, and then I proceed to totally disassemble your lives, tear them down piece by piece, because if I did it ONLY to my mother, she would have such a bloated ego anyway that she would not listen to me, and I would have to kill her anyway. No, I want this public, so that she gets the vibe even from other people, and then she understands just how the one she overlooked has her little insignificant life in the palm of his hands, and can crush it if he so wishes, unless she buckles down and actually gets the message and changes her ways.
Which is why 'public' works for me.
So that no one holds his or her head up high.
because all you idiots are BENEATH me, and I will suffer no bloated egos before me. You all BOW down, or you die. I care not which, and that is for YOU to decide. I force NO ONE to do as I wish, but it is MY decision that is final, after I have determined the lay of the land. There sill be NO negotiations, over anything, because I will NOT let anything nor anyone sway me.
get used to that!
I wish I could be, as cool as you
I wish I could say
the things you do
But I cant and I wont live a lie
no not this time.
Well, I am at the library anyway, and I am done, I think, being MR-Nice Guy. I am here, bad as bad can be, and fuck it, I am THE MAN, yeah-sss.
After this, I swear to you, hell, none of you will eat a meal and look at yourselves in the mirror and hold your heads up high. NO, but then, do not worry, I will HOLD that mirror and force your eyes to LOOK into it, and see yourselves as you really are, and do not worry, unless you happen to be the non-essential ones, like, them fools I even hinted I want dead, you will NOT die. You will WISH you were dead instead of having to deal with what you will have no other option than to face, oh, yeah-ss/
This is the ultimate cruelty. Toying with my food, and it not knowing whether it will be killed and eaten or just left to stew.
but then, I never said I ... cared... did I?
You are all just ... nuisances.
Now, you know WHO the boss is, and you will get to the HOW , WHAT, and WHY in MY time and choosing.
I am thinking that a certain woman read about my flat-topped mountain top vision, and some guy astride it, and Angelina jolie -'jolie', joke?- also astride it and in a mini, and, as is the case in all these issues, decided to be a heroine, and of course, because I was dealing FIRST with my "Ok, God is out to get me, what is the worst THING He can inflict on me, and STILL keep me alive" mentality, I was, of course, to that woman, in need of serious education.
Like, for me to be great, just as the dragon-woman in the movie assumed, the 'hero' had to give her a son, and to always keep her in mind, as the only one that mattered "like what am I? a recess project?"
fuck, I am so amused that no one would know just how pissed off I REALLY am!
I have to be some kind of unthinking idiot, when even the stupid, dim witted holy spirit grasped that I have a mind and brain like no other and was eager to exploit that.
no wonder God is no fan of women!
I mean, not only are they NOT necessary, but one NEVER gets one that actually just behaves like He stipulated, "nevertheless, your DESIRE shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you" . This God said, and yet in the very same bible one hears that they were 'created equal' that one should not, as Christ said later, "put/take her as UNDER' him. When DID God ever join man and woman. Did He ever say, "Man this is your companion', or from the first, the man said, ' This is flesh of my flesh and bone of my bone', like, she came out of the first man, the first woman. Where the fuck was God then? Isn't His silence on that issue... eloquent. God NEVER stood and married off a man to a woman, and that is ONE issue that He is NEVER going to step into. I WANTED a woman that was untouched, untainted, and God KNEW what I wanted, and because everything is in Him, of course He would take steps so that it could happen, but up to a certain point He acts, and then... backs off.
because He never approved marriage, the inclusion of a woman in this life, and all that nonsense you tell each other in your churches. And all this 'equality nonsense.
How can a man be equal to someone who can not even stop the bleeding between her legs? Someone bound by hormones?
Ok, then, so am I, but then, hmm! I really NEED some pussy, hmmm!
Fuck, what a life.
So, OK, I have discovered that, when it comes to... getting laid, and not end up like henry the eighth or that sultan who killed in the morning every woman he had the previous night, I had certain requirements, the first being that I am the undisputed boss. And exclusively exclusive, like no one before, during ... or there will be no ever after for that person.
What that person wants has to be tunnelled into one distinct package, which is, me myself and I, no one and nothing else. I will provide what is necessary, and make the plans that are necessary, and move as I please, and keep my hands OFF myself, and stop ... eh... NOT killing people simply because I am worried that one of them may be someone that matters to that woman. I mean, fuck that, I dictate, and will not be dick-tated to, like women love doing, like, if you do NOT behave, you wont get any. I see grown man reduced to mere babies because they so love pussy. Me, I just kill the bitch, and for a while I was wondering why God stood in the way of me doing just that all those other times. I wonder if He meant that she actually HAS a learning curve, the silly idiot? That she can STOP being so silly and just deal with the reality of the grimness of everything, and that my smile actually just shows how man teeth I have, not how happy I am.
because I do NOT know the meaning of the word.
I am a man on bare essentials, I want to kill people so that I make myself the ONLY thing to be listened to, and then I proceed to totally disassemble your lives, tear them down piece by piece, because if I did it ONLY to my mother, she would have such a bloated ego anyway that she would not listen to me, and I would have to kill her anyway. No, I want this public, so that she gets the vibe even from other people, and then she understands just how the one she overlooked has her little insignificant life in the palm of his hands, and can crush it if he so wishes, unless she buckles down and actually gets the message and changes her ways.
Which is why 'public' works for me.
So that no one holds his or her head up high.
because all you idiots are BENEATH me, and I will suffer no bloated egos before me. You all BOW down, or you die. I care not which, and that is for YOU to decide. I force NO ONE to do as I wish, but it is MY decision that is final, after I have determined the lay of the land. There sill be NO negotiations, over anything, because I will NOT let anything nor anyone sway me.
get used to that!
I wish I could be, as cool as you
I wish I could say
the things you do
But I cant and I wont live a lie
no not this time.
Well, I am at the library anyway, and I am done, I think, being MR-Nice Guy. I am here, bad as bad can be, and fuck it, I am THE MAN, yeah-sss.
After this, I swear to you, hell, none of you will eat a meal and look at yourselves in the mirror and hold your heads up high. NO, but then, do not worry, I will HOLD that mirror and force your eyes to LOOK into it, and see yourselves as you really are, and do not worry, unless you happen to be the non-essential ones, like, them fools I even hinted I want dead, you will NOT die. You will WISH you were dead instead of having to deal with what you will have no other option than to face, oh, yeah-ss/
This is the ultimate cruelty. Toying with my food, and it not knowing whether it will be killed and eaten or just left to stew.
but then, I never said I ... cared... did I?
You are all just ... nuisances.
Now, you know WHO the boss is, and you will get to the HOW , WHAT, and WHY in MY time and choosing.
