I am getting worse, and when a person lies down and almost literally freezes, when I try to handle wire and instead feel it in my marrow that I am getting weaker by the day, and when I study the... visions, and can not avoid realising that when God said "I have added 15 years to your life", and also co-relate that with the "I have given you fifteen seconds to get out of here", and then, "he was not, for God took him", I have to draw the difficult-to-swallow conclusion;- I may not be able to ... die..., but I can not live on this planet.
Fuck, at times I can not even breathe.
I was never going to go to kalk bay to hand over the horse to vinnie, no, because I realised that Iwould get a whole bunch of appeals, jews wanting to show me they have the right to live, and the woman I love still not grasping the fact that, well,unless something averts the impending ... doom, I AM going to kill her, and of course, even mike wouldbe like, fine, I know that you need money, so, let me off the hook and I can support you.
And all that like I actually ... CARE... about your concerns.
Istated my position, and it holds, and when I DO show up there, in kalk bay, it will be to show forth my judgement, and, well, it probably will be that Iwill... destroy... every living thing in the place.
so,I gave the horse to brian to give to vinnie, and started on the animal above. Because it has some relevance to what I have to say.
look at the tear ducts. It looks, with its teeth closed, like such a suffering animal, so much to be pitied, so much so that one is usually taken in by its appearance and wants to take it in the house and keep it.
Then it snarls
Or it moves.
like greased lightning.
fastest land animal over short distances, areodynamically designed,and built for one purpose, to kill, and kill fast.
Make the parallels with me.
do not pity me.
I am out to destroy what I do not like,and whoever stands in my way, I WILL destroy,without pity.
because not only am I inclined towards NOT stayingand making a home among you, but hell, I CAN NOT stay on this planet any longer. I MUST leave. Whether I like to or not!
Its the nature of things. And one can not argue with nature, because it always triumphs.
cant no one tell me nothing.. !
me press trigger me nuh press paper bomb
no bother chat come face me with some
like all the F-22 inna me sound...
see them are plan put man pon fridge
remember when you dig hole whose you have fir dig.
me press trigger me nuh press paper bomb
no bother chat come face me with some
like all the F-22 inna me sound...
see them are plan put man pon fridge
remember when you dig hole whose you have fir dig.
Just in case you think I am having selective ... vision, I will tackle the issue that you probably thought I would like to sweep under the rug, what is the cause of this ... weakness?
Yes, I too wanted to blame HIV, but I have to face it, this started way before then, my back was on fire long beforeI was even sexually active, I started having sex after I turned nineteen. God happened way before then. But even God is not the root cause of this. I felt my weakness even from an early age, and this inability of my wrists to be flexible, to have what one would call 'strength' was always there, which is why, when I chose a combat style, i prefered one where I did not even have to use my own strength to prevail, but the opponent's.
And I should have shown at least someof the signs and symptoms of my sickness if I was at that stage. No, the more I am mentally worn out, the worse I am getting. I have reached rock bottom, and I am degenerating at a pace that has me worried. I need zero-gravity, just so that my own blood can run through my body, otherwise this dead-man-walking will just crack up into a million pieces while still walking.
like that other terminator when put in nitrogen. Is the clip available?
Yes, I too wanted to blame HIV, but I have to face it, this started way before then, my back was on fire long beforeI was even sexually active, I started having sex after I turned nineteen. God happened way before then. But even God is not the root cause of this. I felt my weakness even from an early age, and this inability of my wrists to be flexible, to have what one would call 'strength' was always there, which is why, when I chose a combat style, i prefered one where I did not even have to use my own strength to prevail, but the opponent's.
And I should have shown at least someof the signs and symptoms of my sickness if I was at that stage. No, the more I am mentally worn out, the worse I am getting. I have reached rock bottom, and I am degenerating at a pace that has me worried. I need zero-gravity, just so that my own blood can run through my body, otherwise this dead-man-walking will just crack up into a million pieces while still walking.
like that other terminator when put in nitrogen. Is the clip available?
This video clip is not available in your country.
Anyway, you get the drift.
I really HAVE to go, as it was doomed -deemed- from the start that I should go. And so, the question in all this is, who am I leaving alive, when I leave for the US, or rather, when I goto see my mother and father again.
Races aside. for now, unless some cheap asshole thinks he or she can play intercessor and make me, out of spite, wipe out an entire race or half race just to show that I do not CARE for any such peoples, I am destroying all that have pissed me off from the beginning, like michelle pereira, butthead, faggot face, that mother of butthead's, and all the women that have seen fit to...instruct me... about what my heart should be like, regardless- do you hear this oh apple of my eye?- of their relation to anyone else. Like sisters, or mothers, or such.
Races aside. for now, unless some cheap asshole thinks he or she can play intercessor and make me, out of spite, wipe out an entire race or half race just to show that I do not CARE for any such peoples, I am destroying all that have pissed me off from the beginning, like michelle pereira, butthead, faggot face, that mother of butthead's, and all the women that have seen fit to...instruct me... about what my heart should be like, regardless- do you hear this oh apple of my eye?- of their relation to anyone else. Like sisters, or mothers, or such.
No One intercedes for anyone else, not where I ... rule.
Who lives, or dies, does so because I decide just how that person reacted to me, to MY ... person, and the mere fact that you decided to showme how to ... live... MY life,is reason enough for me to suffer NONE who pissed me off to remain alive.
Now, think deeply, because the next time you see me, if I come of my own volition, is going to be the last day of your life.
you have... some hours.
then the worst thing to happen will befall you.
And i do not want to kill you, but well, lets say that my ... pride... is in the way of that.
Do you want to call me ... out?
Who lives, or dies, does so because I decide just how that person reacted to me, to MY ... person, and the mere fact that you decided to showme how to ... live... MY life,is reason enough for me to suffer NONE who pissed me off to remain alive.
Now, think deeply, because the next time you see me, if I come of my own volition, is going to be the last day of your life.
you have... some hours.
then the worst thing to happen will befall you.
And i do not want to kill you, but well, lets say that my ... pride... is in the way of that.
Do you want to call me ... out?
