Make them know we nuh go nice
well some fool are try fir draw we out
Its a gangster's paradise...
Are we are war with real gun
Are we are war with real gun
with real blue steel gun...
lone killer with a lone gun...
War
Cant handle the part cause
this is the art of war
you dont wanna start this
war
start this war, start this war
...
Me hand pon trigger now
your head is bigger now
fucked with the wrong nigga now
just call the grave digger now
coz
WAR
Now, i have had time to think, but I have reached no final decision as yet. Whimsically, what comes to mind is this guy, called joseph chinotimba, a zimbabwean war vet, who is famous for statements like, "We fought for this country, and we died for this country". He went to the AFCON finals first time Zimbabwe qualified, and I heard him say to esrom nyandoro, from the bench, after esrom tried to shoot into the nets from a distance" Esrom, Esrom, from afar inoda uripadhuze" -ah fuck, you have to be shona to get it. I am not in the mood to translate, so my POINT is that I will KNOW what to do in situ, because apparently I am also having to fight being labelled a coward, when I fear nothing and no one. I may dread a certain thing, but only because I know that if someone does not get OUT of my way, then said person is going to die, and I may NOT want to kill the person, but push comes to shove, when it is a choice between MY way and a concession to that person, then there will NEVER be a question, I will dispose of ANYTHING that stands in my path, regardless of who it is.
All of you have had the freedom to choose, from traditions and all that, but now, it is over. ONLY I ahave the freedom, all yours are subject to my supervision and permission, so, fuck it, when it is about what you think ought to be done and what I say WILL be done, then you will have to KNOW that the God of War allows NO democracy, never.
I thought about the jews, and their ... rights... if the couple I saw just before and just after I saw the.... ... ... love... ... of my life.... were that, and I was thinking, fuck what do I have to lose if I let them just live? I would have to create a... podium... for the holy spirit, and have to battle him just so that I can show both him and THEM that they have no real right to even BE holding their heads high. But, what is a jew to me?Or any person to me?
I am a guy that God stopped from dying, from birth, and so, I am by THAT, the more I think of it, NOT disposed to be well-pleased towards people or things that He has tolerated, and so, I will do what seems easiest to me, I will pull the rug from under them, both parties, the jews with their "God-in-our-pockets" superiority complex, and the holy spirit with his meddling, because he DARED interfere with MY life, and for that, I will put him lower than the lowest dust. Fuck it, people, you all have NO idea just how ANGRY I am, and how much of it I have kept inside, and never let out till now, and I have NO reason to hide anything anymore, fuck it, I owe no one anything, no one.
It is time for payback, for complete and utter revenge, and I will pour it all out on your heads, YEAH-SSS
Only reason i am even going to keep MY mother alive is so that I can remove that smugness she has had all along about life, when I topple her from her high stands and bring her to the dust, and show her just how pathetic she is, and then leave her, to deal with God with no blinkers in her face. I want her husband, my father, to be witness too, so that he can see the effects of not being upright and manly are, when a guy will make concessions simply because he wants pussy, and I end up being the result. How many times did he see my scars, even when he was cutting my hair, and even my partly damaged ear, and do nothing about it, because he realised that all he wanted was, after all, to get laid, something he should have been grateful to have without having to cover it all under the... blanket of 'having kids' like anyone, deep down really wants the chore?
So, I will tear that away from them, and expose their lies for what they are, and then, when they KNOW the truth, fuck it, it will kill them.
I have decided that just KILLING them, as yet, is NO good. I will let them see what is real, and then leave this earth desolate, with NOTHING in it. The only favour I will do them is that they do not get to burn forever. No, that is for the holy spirit, and christ, and all them 'angels' and demons, and all you fools
Before me there were many, but after me they will be no more
All of you have had the freedom to choose, from traditions and all that, but now, it is over. ONLY I ahave the freedom, all yours are subject to my supervision and permission, so, fuck it, when it is about what you think ought to be done and what I say WILL be done, then you will have to KNOW that the God of War allows NO democracy, never.
I thought about the jews, and their ... rights... if the couple I saw just before and just after I saw the.... ... ... love... ... of my life.... were that, and I was thinking, fuck what do I have to lose if I let them just live? I would have to create a... podium... for the holy spirit, and have to battle him just so that I can show both him and THEM that they have no real right to even BE holding their heads high. But, what is a jew to me?Or any person to me?
I am a guy that God stopped from dying, from birth, and so, I am by THAT, the more I think of it, NOT disposed to be well-pleased towards people or things that He has tolerated, and so, I will do what seems easiest to me, I will pull the rug from under them, both parties, the jews with their "God-in-our-pockets" superiority complex, and the holy spirit with his meddling, because he DARED interfere with MY life, and for that, I will put him lower than the lowest dust. Fuck it, people, you all have NO idea just how ANGRY I am, and how much of it I have kept inside, and never let out till now, and I have NO reason to hide anything anymore, fuck it, I owe no one anything, no one.
It is time for payback, for complete and utter revenge, and I will pour it all out on your heads, YEAH-SSS
Only reason i am even going to keep MY mother alive is so that I can remove that smugness she has had all along about life, when I topple her from her high stands and bring her to the dust, and show her just how pathetic she is, and then leave her, to deal with God with no blinkers in her face. I want her husband, my father, to be witness too, so that he can see the effects of not being upright and manly are, when a guy will make concessions simply because he wants pussy, and I end up being the result. How many times did he see my scars, even when he was cutting my hair, and even my partly damaged ear, and do nothing about it, because he realised that all he wanted was, after all, to get laid, something he should have been grateful to have without having to cover it all under the... blanket of 'having kids' like anyone, deep down really wants the chore?
So, I will tear that away from them, and expose their lies for what they are, and then, when they KNOW the truth, fuck it, it will kill them.
I have decided that just KILLING them, as yet, is NO good. I will let them see what is real, and then leave this earth desolate, with NOTHING in it. The only favour I will do them is that they do not get to burn forever. No, that is for the holy spirit, and christ, and all them 'angels' and demons, and all you fools
Before me there were many, but after me they will be no more
Thought I was out to build a new world?
thought your God was going to make a new way for you?
fuck, which of you even thinks of God?
when things go bad, do you run to Him, or is it all
"Oh, why have You forsaken us?"
like all of You were acting with Him beside you all along?
Fuck, fools, I almost ... pity... you all.
if you can not understand simple words, words that uninterested me took in at a glance, and made me all this time, wonder what the fuck God expected me to do with you all when He Himself had turned His back on you, then how the fuck do you expect to even carry on... living?
You were ALL dead the moment God decided to stop me from dying, and now, you are all about to see the... end, of life.
I am HERE.
This is "Myself".
Anyway, I do not have to worry about explaining to anyone anymore, after the seven years are over, just, um, why I was doing this all along. It is both a relief and a bit of a loss to grasp that, well, she would never have understood anyway, since all she has been thinking of was that I am some silly little child that needs restraints, and to be shown the way to go. I promised, did i not, that one day she was going to come out in the open, that one day she was going to stick her tongue out, and think she had me, when in reality she was just sealing her own doom. She did just that, because, of course, what am I, but just a stupid child, huh, and you all KNOW better than me what should be done. if she had just been a... woman... to my man, then things would have been simpler, but you all want to complicate things, now, i will watch you melt like butter.
Pathetic fools!
Right under your noses and you never get it, because you think things will work out better for you, that you are the 'good' guys!
why do you think I rejected life?
the one you all want to hold on to, like that!
because I can not think?
ha ha!
thought your God was going to make a new way for you?
fuck, which of you even thinks of God?
when things go bad, do you run to Him, or is it all
"Oh, why have You forsaken us?"
like all of You were acting with Him beside you all along?
Fuck, fools, I almost ... pity... you all.
if you can not understand simple words, words that uninterested me took in at a glance, and made me all this time, wonder what the fuck God expected me to do with you all when He Himself had turned His back on you, then how the fuck do you expect to even carry on... living?
I am HERE.
This is "Myself".
Pathetic fools!
Right under your noses and you never get it, because you think things will work out better for you, that you are the 'good' guys!
why do you think I rejected life?
the one you all want to hold on to, like that!
because I can not think?
ha ha!
