Fine then, let me be Just "Me"

So, I have decided NOT to try to show WHO is boss so much, but just make sure I keep my focus on my mission, which is to get out of here, otherwise I kill every living thing and at the same time destroy every last chance I may have for personal happiness, so, Iwill  keep it simply simple.
I need the holy spirit to have no grounds for his.. claims, and at the same time I need this one thing the jews hold on to to become null and void, without necessarily killing them, although those who did piss me off, jew or not, will just have to die, well, there are NO two ways about that.
So, I will gradually start flooding the whole 'holy land' and the people will have a chance to move out of the place and thus lose forever their sense of... belonging, and thus stop ticking me off with their superiority complex, but FIRST just so that the americans do not wise up and sabotage my plans to get a jump start on space technology, I will just suddenly strike the whole land, and, well, for everyone else, just so you do not focus on MY movement so much, you will all experience terra firma becoming terra lava, terra aquia, or terra infirma, which means, volcanoes, floods and earthquakes, just so that I move freely and do not have to kill so many people. Those who decide to stand in my way, though, will meet a fate worse than the one I prepared even for mike and those guys she pissed me off with. I mean, I do not really care for people, but well, I so hate being opposed, and so... either you wise up and back off, or by God I will incinerate you all and use your bodies for scrap  metal. Fuck, you do not have metal bodies, but you get the drift, OK?

And I hate those shoes, and that black. Fuck it why is it sodifficult to stop playing games with me and just COME OUT silly fool! When you thought you were about to be forcibly taken by me, you made sure you wore what you knew pleased me, and then waited for me to come and force you into my life, like, did you even ask yourself what you were really saying in that?
Like, OK, there is nothing I can do about it, let me make the best of it, like so I want everyone to see that it was HIS doing but I will also try my best, while he takes the blame, to make sure that it is something he likes.
Who gives a fuck about everyone else?
Fuck do YOU want?
Ever ask yourself that?
you drive me mad!
I want to kill you, but well, I can not. I fucking love you, you silly woman!
Imean, I am  like going into cardiac arrest everytime I think of a future without you, and you are there expecting ... what?
This is ... crazy!
Shit!
Well, so I wanted to destroy the whole of kalk bay, as well, but fuck it, with vinnie and such there, and all that drama, I think it best to just walk away. What is the use? How will I look her in the eye afterwards, since I know that, for once in my life, I WANT something, and it is not something I can justreach out and take, but must take into consideration her own outlook on things, and not just walk all over the show like I used to and just kill all that pissed me off-the guys are dead though, but I will let butthead ii off the hook, he is harmless, I think, but those other guys, and that foursome crew, and the guy you talked to in the flowers thing, or that one you defied me with by waving to and greeting, so secure that you had me wrapped under your little finger, well, their blood is on your silly head. I want you to KNOW that because of YOU they will burn in hell forever, and all those you thought you could use to make me jealous with. You succeeded, and now, they pay.
I may NOT be able to harm you, but fuck it, you never WERE my helper,and I never looked for you, but you forced yourself into my  field of vision,and then proceeded to try and dictate terms to the one person who, laid back as I am, still remain the Dominant Power over this entire planet, and if you still do not get that NOW, fool, you need to remove the glue that keeps your eyes firmly shut and open them to see what is around you.
I have made my decisions, and would be entirely justified on carrying them out, to their terrible extremes, if well, you are not what you seem to be to me, and would lose no sleep over it, and would be questioned by NO one in them, but I am still unable to get over the ... worry... I have whenever I try to think beyond exterminating you and all that you stand for and ask myself, what then?
I mean, life would be meaningless for me, when it was already bleak, and yet with you in it, it was sort of taking on some kind of light.

              You remain my power my pleasure my pain.

How about this one:- Find your way into my heart/ and I will always be with you/from wherever you are/I'll be waiting/I'll keep a place in my heart...