now, here is the thing, people. I am actually at that point where I have stopped even pretending to be... anything other than I am.Reason I did not show up today in kalk bay? no need to boost the ego of a small little woman who, in the scheme of things, despite her own obviously over-inflated take on her importance, both to me and to ... things... was and is not even that big a deal.
now, i have a slightly bigger fish to fry, and I am taking him on, with NO gloves on.
Ask yourself this, what are the two things the holy spirit banks on more than anything else? Aside from his own also inflated sense of necessity?
the 'holy land'
the return of the 'glory of God' eventually, to israel.
now, I am THE iconoclast, and my statement is, well, those two things are what make him ... vulnerable, because of course, it is inconceivable to him that God could turn His back on His people.
but, then, I am NOT God, and I have stopped paying attention to what anyone may think God thinks, even me. I am interested in what I think, and I see him as a threat, to be taken out of the way.
now, I can not die, and I know for a fact that he is holy because he can not stand water,and that he can control the heavens "star over jerusalem ' for the magi, anyone? So, if i were to leave and not have him out of the way, imagine how spiteful he could get. Right now I am being given sob stories of how i would be dead also if that woman was not here, but hello, I can not die, and she has NO breasts, and fuck it, she has this thing that she is some kind of helper, when all I need from her, when you get right down to it, is pussy, and NOTHING else.
So, I am drowning the land of israel, forever, and I AM killing all the jews, so that he is like me, with NO leg to stand on. then, I will take him out, YEAH-SS!
Now, I told this woman a long time ago, check the records, that I would hate to have to bring her low, that I would rather go away. she did not turn from her self-appointed task of being a person who corrected me, and even after I noticed that we were living in two different worlds, and now, walk out of my way, I said, she still did not listen, because of course, my words were and are always, the words of someone who does not actually think right. Who needs help. Or a helper. I imagine that she was going, when I said that I would come and kill her when I had finished some piece, "so, what am I, a recess project?", like, [ah, well, the thing about God's promise is that, when you stop trying to figure Him out and just be yourself, things start flowing as they should] and then she considered, maybe, that maybe she may actually have something more than just the stand-offish kind of relationship she was envisioning me and her having, because, of course, the silly little besotted minx thought that I ought to look adoringly at her as she walked about with other guys as long as they did not touch her, because i was not yet returned to God so that He could cure me and make me live in the silly little world she envisioned God had made for me and her and her kind, and she was some modern day esther that would save her people. Towers in the sky, and a head full of nonsense.
And she ignored the obvious, and thought me silly for even mentioning it. And decided she would hide behind darling mike who would show me the ropes since I was so desperate. He is about to KNOW the meaning of desperate, oh yeah-ss.
And I am about to ... blow.
co we nuh jim carey
and nobody nuh dare fir laugh when them hear we
coz we nuh funny man
no no we nuh funny
Of course, I am asking myself, why oh why, were all the women silly little fools that never actually paid attention to what was going on, and why were all the other women so indiscriminate, like allison who had better legs and pursued me but had a husband and child. I would not have minded getting better acquainted with HER, for sure, and I was thinking of it, all, this time, but then, I would remember that she sought me out when she was involved with someone, and would have to kill her later, anyway, so, I will do it now, and save myself the hussle. there are xhosa chicks available, but I am still embarrassed for money, and my 'salesman' bombed out yesterday, which is another reason why I never bothered even going on the internet, and them chicks cost money, and when I am broke, I am literally skint, and so I did not even have R1.50 for a cigarrette which some chick said was all she wanted so that I could get laid. She is coloured, of course, and therefore indiscriminate, and she would get some even when she had someone.
kinda like most white people i have seen, and encountered, which is why, for THAT insult, I am destroying THEM as well, ALL the women who thought they could get with me when they had husbands, and followed me around like they were interested in me, when they got their kicks from someone else. I ahve said this before, you did ot pay attention, but I will say itagain, and then show you what I mean.
I do NOT have a compassionate heart for fools, for pretenders, for idiots like you who think they know it all, when I have the ability to pull the rug right from under your feet. I AM the α and the ω and I said so before, but you did not listen, because, of course, your shallow brains can not process the truth that when someone appears out of nowhere and states things to radical to be accepted, it is best to, instead of taking little tidbits and thinking you can use those against him, test him, and either refute him or accept EVERYTHING about him, after you have convinced yourselves what is right and wrong. Do not give me shit by pretending to be friendly, with me, assholes, because I have no time for pussyfooting.
kinda like most white people i have seen, and encountered, which is why, for THAT insult, I am destroying THEM as well, ALL the women who thought they could get with me when they had husbands, and followed me around like they were interested in me, when they got their kicks from someone else. I ahve said this before, you did ot pay attention, but I will say itagain, and then show you what I mean.
I do NOT have a compassionate heart for fools, for pretenders, for idiots like you who think they know it all, when I have the ability to pull the rug right from under your feet. I AM the α and the ω and I said so before, but you did not listen, because, of course, your shallow brains can not process the truth that when someone appears out of nowhere and states things to radical to be accepted, it is best to, instead of taking little tidbits and thinking you can use those against him, test him, and either refute him or accept EVERYTHING about him, after you have convinced yourselves what is right and wrong. Do not give me shit by pretending to be friendly, with me, assholes, because I have no time for pussyfooting.
from you see you carbon then you can know one
different from the original man
Ok, so, of course, by flooding the whole basin, I actually make world fuel scarce. I havetaken that under consideration, and decided to ... reduce world population so that there is not that much pressure on resources. Is that not considerate of me? I mean, not only am I making sure that ALL of america is empty, both north and south, but I have decided to help out the chinese with their blooming population. I am re-orienting ALL orientals, straight to hell;- I never did like those shifty faces, like monkeys, and them make me feel self conscious because white people have labelled us monkeys, and I wonder what they see when they REALLY look at us, but I will be... kind ... to the expats, in africa, and leave them alive, the exploitative bastards!
i think, on the whole, I will just leave africa inhabitable, although, I must admit that the more I am in this limbo, waiting, for what I am not sure, because at the moment I am definite that I want to kill that chick, and she is the only conceivable reason for my hesitation, and she would never, of course, become just a... woman... and so, the more I amwaiting, for whatever resolution, the more bloodyminded I am getting. I am thinking nigerians, and those islamic twats to the north,them pale faced fools, and, well,I just may destroy a whole lot more, while I sort myself out.
and the funny thing about it?
Absolutely NO ONE can stop me.
So, if I have a bad day, I may just , well, kill all white people. See?
My, what big ... teeth... I have!
i think, on the whole, I will just leave africa inhabitable, although, I must admit that the more I am in this limbo, waiting, for what I am not sure, because at the moment I am definite that I want to kill that chick, and she is the only conceivable reason for my hesitation, and she would never, of course, become just a... woman... and so, the more I amwaiting, for whatever resolution, the more bloodyminded I am getting. I am thinking nigerians, and those islamic twats to the north,them pale faced fools, and, well,I just may destroy a whole lot more, while I sort myself out.
and the funny thing about it?
Absolutely NO ONE can stop me.
So, if I have a bad day, I may just , well, kill all white people. See?
My, what big ... teeth... I have!
