Funny thing, I KNOW why I did not do anything today, and much as she and her brood may want to think it has to do with them, the answer is a BIG fate NO.
Fools, I, as things stand, am poised to wipe you all out of existence, and today, it was just the mere ... consideration... of the unwitting pressure that this gap-toothed friend of mine has had to put up with left right and centre from fools because of me that I desisted.
I suppose, deep down, I REALLY like vinnie, and for his sake I have held back, again.
I almost DID NOT though, because the silly stupid bitch thought, and still thinks, for some reason that she can ... appeal ... to me, or that the mere sight of her makes me go weak at the knees and so decided to show up, and bring me to heel. Next time she does that, I think I will KILL her.
I hate the spiteful selfish conceited bitch. She is NOT the woman I first knew. That one is so buried under delusions and whatever she has since thought of herself as that the person i see nowadays is an almost complete stranger.
She actually had the nerve, after everything I said, and my impromptu almost-trip to site 5 earlier in the morning to get my stuff so i could just show it to vinnie and then somehow leave, or something, which did not materialise because I grew fed up with waiting for a train and then walked back and realised that i would be just adding trouble on trouble on myself by all that, and so decided to just endure the day; she actually showed up, later, thinking that if she dressed up better and sort of paraded herself in front of me i would actually say, "Oh, nice" and FORGET what she did, like i am so desperate for her.
What does she NOT get that if I ... LOVED ... her I would NOT want to KILL her. I wonder if she actually gets it that when i say that i am going to kill ALL those males that she paraded herself with, ALL of them, whether brother or not, and that NOTHING, no appeal, can stop me, she GETS it?
Or any of the fools that think she is some kind of shield, who do not grasp that I am NOT looking at them YET because I am actually in a kind of fascinated trance , like how can ANYONE be so stupid, that I come and the WEATHER is NASTY, and I am OBVIOULSY in a foul mood, but then, I decide to just switch off for my friend's sake, and the weather is fine, and we are enjoying ourselves, blazing sun,till that tall idiot that works somewhere with them decides to do a trial run, and I start getting rather upset, and then ms short and dumpy and the other idiot show themselves, and then the stupid gallery woman also decides to show herself, and then, later after I had been explaining to shirley what happened with that silly woman and how she engineered , with that cunt of a rasta, for me to be given the most smarting hurt i have ever received, a hurt that BURNS even NOW, and she comes out, like, hell, lets not worry about THAT, that is NOT important, like she forgets that I am IN a killing mood and that all of them are currently living on borrowed time, and she thinks, I do not know WHAT.
I wonder if it gets through to her that what I WROTE is actually REAL, that as of YESTERDAY I was in COMPLETE unquestioned, unwavering, and intolerant control, and that WHAT I say GOES, and whoever is stupid enough to think that my delay in showing forth my prowess is a sign of vacillation will pay the ultimate price for the assumption, death, in a painful way... YEAH-SSSS
Woman, I am a ... realist, that is the problem. I have reached a point where i am rather tired of deluding myself, and I KNOW myself, see,and I realise that you are the only person that I can actually... STAND... and being ... alone, when I have been a sexually active person is NOT my cup of tea, and therefore, when i even THINK of killing you, I tend to realise that, well, I have NO time for other people, and well, you probably have this in your advantage, your virginity- trust me, that is something that I speak of with a raised eyebrow at God- and that you are also, in your personal demeanour, NOT so abrasive with me, because I would SOON kill you other wise, but well, FRANKLY, woman, I am sick and tired of you.
Right now, I HATE you. That is the simple truth. I hate the person you have become, the fool that thinks you can use my words to trap me. You are a fool, if you think that, or if you think that there is anyway that God will LEAVE me to fight for you or your kind.
He and I are irrevocably linked. I will NOT link this with the bible, but with what He said to me, "has sworn and will not repent", which is from the Psalm 110, where your david speaks about his Lord being told by God to sit at His right hand till He makes his enemies his... footstool, meaning beneath him, and how God has "sworn and will NOT repent" that the lord is a priest forever after the order of melchizedek.
Today, if you were watching, I took a bible that vinnie had brought along, and it was the same one that he had at his table, a small red one, and on page 736 you will find where God speaks about being the inheritance of the priests, how they will have no possessions among the israelites, meaning that in my case, I have NO home on this planet, and on page 410 the second chronicles text starts with what i said, about a king, solomon, having honour and glory like none before nor after him, and it is a kjv bible, pocket sized, and called 'red...' something, because it is red, i suppose. Check for yourself.
That is me.
And I am leaving.
And you know, I am resigning myself to being... a lone person when I leave, and all those women that thought they could be the ... one... or I am wrong, and tried to show me today, well, I do NOT tolerate fools, see, I want and will have you all dead, and all my enemies, well, you are STILL my enemies and i will KILL you anyway, see...
There will be NO pacts between me and you fools, ever, no agreement. Bow down or get crushed. That simple.
I never came into your lives, nor did I try to ensnare anyone or force anyone to go my way, but oh, boy, did you all fools try your level best to make sure that i was put in the right track, and coerced to give up my dangerous ideas and confirm to your norms.
For that, for thinking me wrong, and without any recourse to any RIGHTS, for THAT fools, you will DIE, because you were all so 'convinced' of your rights you decided that I had no need to be treated as a person, as a human being, and so, you exceeded yourselves, and made sure that you would make me bow down, whether i liked it or not.
For that, I will gleeefully lop off all your limbs and leave you for the maggots
The lion has woken up. The lion is in charge.
I will NOT force anyone to bow down to me.
But KNOW this, I am the LAST word on everything,backdated yesterday, and i have SAID my piece, like it or not. I am about to kill you all.
Do not worry if it is not today, because my friends come first, and i must assure myself that no harm comes to them. So, you are free to not take my words seriously, hell, its your choice, but when I DO act, you WILL pay, and since I have a memory that is specially REFINED for remembering wrongs, trust me, i will make people pay.
God alone knows the time, because I do not. When I am ready, I will act.
I have NO home here, and as usual, God tells me when i get too upset and heavy hearted,
Fools, I, as things stand, am poised to wipe you all out of existence, and today, it was just the mere ... consideration... of the unwitting pressure that this gap-toothed friend of mine has had to put up with left right and centre from fools because of me that I desisted.
I almost DID NOT though, because the silly stupid bitch thought, and still thinks, for some reason that she can ... appeal ... to me, or that the mere sight of her makes me go weak at the knees and so decided to show up, and bring me to heel. Next time she does that, I think I will KILL her.
I hate the spiteful selfish conceited bitch. She is NOT the woman I first knew. That one is so buried under delusions and whatever she has since thought of herself as that the person i see nowadays is an almost complete stranger.
She actually had the nerve, after everything I said, and my impromptu almost-trip to site 5 earlier in the morning to get my stuff so i could just show it to vinnie and then somehow leave, or something, which did not materialise because I grew fed up with waiting for a train and then walked back and realised that i would be just adding trouble on trouble on myself by all that, and so decided to just endure the day; she actually showed up, later, thinking that if she dressed up better and sort of paraded herself in front of me i would actually say, "Oh, nice" and FORGET what she did, like i am so desperate for her.
What does she NOT get that if I ... LOVED ... her I would NOT want to KILL her. I wonder if she actually gets it that when i say that i am going to kill ALL those males that she paraded herself with, ALL of them, whether brother or not, and that NOTHING, no appeal, can stop me, she GETS it?
Or any of the fools that think she is some kind of shield, who do not grasp that I am NOT looking at them YET because I am actually in a kind of fascinated trance , like how can ANYONE be so stupid, that I come and the WEATHER is NASTY, and I am OBVIOULSY in a foul mood, but then, I decide to just switch off for my friend's sake, and the weather is fine, and we are enjoying ourselves, blazing sun,till that tall idiot that works somewhere with them decides to do a trial run, and I start getting rather upset, and then ms short and dumpy and the other idiot show themselves, and then the stupid gallery woman also decides to show herself, and then, later after I had been explaining to shirley what happened with that silly woman and how she engineered , with that cunt of a rasta, for me to be given the most smarting hurt i have ever received, a hurt that BURNS even NOW, and she comes out, like, hell, lets not worry about THAT, that is NOT important, like she forgets that I am IN a killing mood and that all of them are currently living on borrowed time, and she thinks, I do not know WHAT.
I wonder if it gets through to her that what I WROTE is actually REAL, that as of YESTERDAY I was in COMPLETE unquestioned, unwavering, and intolerant control, and that WHAT I say GOES, and whoever is stupid enough to think that my delay in showing forth my prowess is a sign of vacillation will pay the ultimate price for the assumption, death, in a painful way... YEAH-SSSS
Woman, I am a ... realist, that is the problem. I have reached a point where i am rather tired of deluding myself, and I KNOW myself, see,and I realise that you are the only person that I can actually... STAND... and being ... alone, when I have been a sexually active person is NOT my cup of tea, and therefore, when i even THINK of killing you, I tend to realise that, well, I have NO time for other people, and well, you probably have this in your advantage, your virginity- trust me, that is something that I speak of with a raised eyebrow at God- and that you are also, in your personal demeanour, NOT so abrasive with me, because I would SOON kill you other wise, but well, FRANKLY, woman, I am sick and tired of you.
Right now, I HATE you. That is the simple truth. I hate the person you have become, the fool that thinks you can use my words to trap me. You are a fool, if you think that, or if you think that there is anyway that God will LEAVE me to fight for you or your kind.
He and I are irrevocably linked. I will NOT link this with the bible, but with what He said to me, "has sworn and will not repent", which is from the Psalm 110, where your david speaks about his Lord being told by God to sit at His right hand till He makes his enemies his... footstool, meaning beneath him, and how God has "sworn and will NOT repent" that the lord is a priest forever after the order of melchizedek.
Today, if you were watching, I took a bible that vinnie had brought along, and it was the same one that he had at his table, a small red one, and on page 736 you will find where God speaks about being the inheritance of the priests, how they will have no possessions among the israelites, meaning that in my case, I have NO home on this planet, and on page 410 the second chronicles text starts with what i said, about a king, solomon, having honour and glory like none before nor after him, and it is a kjv bible, pocket sized, and called 'red...' something, because it is red, i suppose. Check for yourself.
That is me.
And I am leaving.
And you know, I am resigning myself to being... a lone person when I leave, and all those women that thought they could be the ... one... or I am wrong, and tried to show me today, well, I do NOT tolerate fools, see, I want and will have you all dead, and all my enemies, well, you are STILL my enemies and i will KILL you anyway, see...
There will be NO pacts between me and you fools, ever, no agreement. Bow down or get crushed. That simple.
I never came into your lives, nor did I try to ensnare anyone or force anyone to go my way, but oh, boy, did you all fools try your level best to make sure that i was put in the right track, and coerced to give up my dangerous ideas and confirm to your norms.
For that, for thinking me wrong, and without any recourse to any RIGHTS, for THAT fools, you will DIE, because you were all so 'convinced' of your rights you decided that I had no need to be treated as a person, as a human being, and so, you exceeded yourselves, and made sure that you would make me bow down, whether i liked it or not.
For that, I will gleeefully lop off all your limbs and leave you for the maggots
The lion has woken up. The lion is in charge.
I will NOT force anyone to bow down to me.
But KNOW this, I am the LAST word on everything,backdated yesterday, and i have SAID my piece, like it or not. I am about to kill you all.
Do not worry if it is not today, because my friends come first, and i must assure myself that no harm comes to them. So, you are free to not take my words seriously, hell, its your choice, but when I DO act, you WILL pay, and since I have a memory that is specially REFINED for remembering wrongs, trust me, i will make people pay.
I have NO home here, and as usual, God tells me when i get too upset and heavy hearted,
my soul, be still
God knows the time
He will do as you wish
and give you rest
mweya wangu chinyarara
Mwari anoziva nguva
achaita sekuda kwako
iye ondipa
zororo
The SONG;-
handina musha panyika
handifare kuva pano
zvinofadza
mweya wangu
kutsvaga musha unouya
handina musha panyika
tinoda musha uri kure
zita rawo i-Zion
unopenya nguva dzose
unpoenya nguva dzose
musha une runyararo
'afambi vachazorora
dai ndine mapapiro
ndaiuya ndizorore
ndaiuya ndizorore
ndaiuya ndizorore
ndaiuya ndizorore
mweya wangu chinyarara
Mwari anoziva nguva
Achaita sekuda kwako
Iye ndipa zororo
Iye ondipa zororo
iye ondipa
zororo...
The SONG;-
handina musha panyika
handifare kuva pano
zvinofadza
mweya wangu
kutsvaga musha unouya
handina musha panyika
tinoda musha uri kure
zita rawo i-Zion
unopenya nguva dzose
unpoenya nguva dzose
musha une runyararo
'afambi vachazorora
dai ndine mapapiro
ndaiuya ndizorore
ndaiuya ndizorore
ndaiuya ndizorore
ndaiuya ndizorore
mweya wangu chinyarara
Mwari anoziva nguva
Achaita sekuda kwako
Iye ndipa zororo
Iye ondipa zororo
iye ondipa
zororo...
I have no home on earth
I am NOT happy to be here
it pleases my soul
to seek a home far away
i have no home on earth
I seek a home far away
its name is Zion
it is glorious every time
A home with peace
to give the travellers rest
if i had wings
i would fly and rest
if i had wings
I would fly there and rest
My souls, be at peace
God knows the time
He will do as You desire
And give you rest
Well, that is me. I do not want to hurt my friends, and till I discover a way to get away without entangling them in difficulties, I will remain, though the ... remaining is a bit strenuous, fuck it!
Now vinnie is talking about tryong to find me a place in kalk bay, where the sharks are! yeah, right!
I hate the whole place, and today, I discovered that I may lie to myself, but the reason I went to kalk bay at all was to just sit a while with somebody who, despite everything, had come to like me, and ... love... me for me.
Now vinnie is talking about tryong to find me a place in kalk bay, where the sharks are! yeah, right!
I hate the whole place, and today, I discovered that I may lie to myself, but the reason I went to kalk bay at all was to just sit a while with somebody who, despite everything, had come to like me, and ... love... me for me.
hell, I would endure sleeping in a gully for some time more, though God knows it breaks my heart, till I can safely distance myself from him, and his.
YEAH-SSSS
YEAH-SSSS
