God, YOU Asshole, I did NOT come seeking You, and I have tried to do as I THOUGHT You wanted me to do so that I could have some kind of peace, but You have repeatedly stopped me, and told me either that You have claimed me for Yourself OR that i ought to be myself.
I never sought You.
And i have listened to YOUR advice for long enough.
There IS a reason why You kept me alive, with no broken bones and with a keeper to make sure I did not end my life, as i wanted to, want to.
Well, then, live up to the ... rest of it.
I DEMAND my BIRTHRIGHT, just so that I can remove these offensive fools from my path. I DEMAND it now, today.
Its been a week since I chose You over people, and well, they have a law that on the eight day the firstborn must be presented to the temple of YHWH, and so, I DEMAND that now, all the fetters be removed from me, that I may be FULLY lord of the earth, and in complete control. NOW!!!!
I woke up and was a bit bemused as to why God was still presenting to me advice and showing me, in that disinterested way of His, what was going to happen.
Like this flash of a woman's behind, actually , a woman with pink tight jeans, and of course, i knew that I was in for a bad day, again.
She showed up after i had come there, and was driving the same merc, and she parked it right there, again, and only, today, now that she was not trying to please me, but at the same time not trying to really piss me off also, she was dressed in black, with long loose pants, while yesterday she had a white number, and flat heeled shoes, and i watched as she did not even glance my way, but walked straight into the office.
MOM's advice, show him how much he has to lose if he keeps on being so hardheaded.
"want your kid back, then you have to co-operate, right?" [0:25-0:28]
Wrong!
And she is NOT so little.
She has heard me, and knows, more than anyone else, what makes me happy and what does not, and she chooses to pick and choose what she will give the Lord of the earth, like I am a mere mortal.
She, to me, made her choice.
And she will die with that.
I will not have someone give me 'seconds' of her ass like i am desperate. I will have what i told her, "first class service", or she dies.
before this, i saw mike, but he was walking away rapidly. I was upset, and the ... weather... was showing my turbulent mood; the sky was darkening and lightening up like crazy, because i was getting real mad, real fast, and so, i was looking at four cop cars that passed by, and i was like, hell, I KNOW I can clear the street of these fools, and i am going to mangle these if they so much as provoke me, and i looked and there was mike, his benz -apparently he wants to identify with the apple of my eye -like 'you can not have her unless i have my input in there as well'- and so, he drives a make of car similar to hers, and i was watching in surprise when he was walking away rapidly after me and abisha had been talkign of boxing.
Ah, well, I said that the woman had better leave them, or i will show my jealousy like a spoiled God only can, and face it, fools i am THE God of War, and i INTEND to wage war to the fullest with ayone stupid enough to stand in my way, and she did not get it, because i SAID i would destroy everthing and leave nothing in its wake, and she thought i was... joking.
Hell, we are about to see that, right? Woman decided to changer her car instead of changing her outlook, like fuck does she take me for?
Then the mother shows up, after i had become very, very, unhappy, and gone to see just what kind of idiot she thought me, this woman, and was realy flustered, and i was saying that there will be NO more holding back, and i wanted my complete freedom, NOW, and there she is the gallery woman, and she comes and parks her car right there, next to where we are displaying stuff, and i was NOT amused, I promised there and then that i was going to kill her, and NOW, and then i walked off, and came here, to teh fish hoek library, because of course, my ... FRIEND... (what a 'name') said, "speak, friend and enter", in other words, i have to say some thing first before i do it, and when i say 'say' it must be in the silent manner, because 'his voice shell nat be heard in the streets, till he bring justice to the earth', so my speech is of the silent kind. Now, I have spoken, and since i hold ALL the power, what I bind NOW no one can unbind.
The mav. is therefore officially on the warpath, yesssss!
And when i say, "officially" it means that i get to SAY and act as and how I want, and end life as and how i want with no... regard for anyone else's opinion.
It may take a while to get properly aggressive as far as the woman i love is concerned, because she has that kind of effect on me, but now that she knows that her mother and all her next of kin are dying NOW, she may decide to take sides and make my task easier.
She has taken me for a fool for a long time, i do not see just how hard it can be for her to keep on taking me for one, long enough for me to build up my rage so that i go from "yellow" alert to RED alert, and go on all-out-combat, YEAH-SSS.
She came with a coffee mug yesterday, because she is reading in between the lines, and thinks herself clever to tell me, as she meant yesterday, that 'sorry, but I can not look after my borther alone, so tyou will have to wait and get some of what is left over, since you are , of course, used to deprivation', and now she probably would take the same route. Try it woman, and I will destroy you, permanently, Oh, yesss!
I never sought You.
And i have listened to YOUR advice for long enough.
There IS a reason why You kept me alive, with no broken bones and with a keeper to make sure I did not end my life, as i wanted to, want to.
Well, then, live up to the ... rest of it.
I DEMAND my BIRTHRIGHT, just so that I can remove these offensive fools from my path. I DEMAND it now, today.
Its been a week since I chose You over people, and well, they have a law that on the eight day the firstborn must be presented to the temple of YHWH, and so, I DEMAND that now, all the fetters be removed from me, that I may be FULLY lord of the earth, and in complete control. NOW!!!!
I woke up and was a bit bemused as to why God was still presenting to me advice and showing me, in that disinterested way of His, what was going to happen.
Like this flash of a woman's behind, actually , a woman with pink tight jeans, and of course, i knew that I was in for a bad day, again.
She showed up after i had come there, and was driving the same merc, and she parked it right there, again, and only, today, now that she was not trying to please me, but at the same time not trying to really piss me off also, she was dressed in black, with long loose pants, while yesterday she had a white number, and flat heeled shoes, and i watched as she did not even glance my way, but walked straight into the office.
MOM's advice, show him how much he has to lose if he keeps on being so hardheaded.
MOM
is dead, and this time, I am not even going to give a 'maybe' clause to
it. MOM dies like, NOW, and the only thing that may be of consideration
is whether i KILL her personally or just send her to hell.
Because a little while later, the book idiot shows up, and see, this time he walks right up to me and abisha as we were displaying stuff, and dared to even start talking shop. Like I am in the mood for negotiation. Hmmm, where is that clip?
Because a little while later, the book idiot shows up, and see, this time he walks right up to me and abisha as we were displaying stuff, and dared to even start talking shop. Like I am in the mood for negotiation. Hmmm, where is that clip?
"want your kid back, then you have to co-operate, right?" [0:25-0:28]
Wrong!
And she is NOT so little.
She has heard me, and knows, more than anyone else, what makes me happy and what does not, and she chooses to pick and choose what she will give the Lord of the earth, like I am a mere mortal.
She, to me, made her choice.
And she will die with that.
I will not have someone give me 'seconds' of her ass like i am desperate. I will have what i told her, "first class service", or she dies.
before this, i saw mike, but he was walking away rapidly. I was upset, and the ... weather... was showing my turbulent mood; the sky was darkening and lightening up like crazy, because i was getting real mad, real fast, and so, i was looking at four cop cars that passed by, and i was like, hell, I KNOW I can clear the street of these fools, and i am going to mangle these if they so much as provoke me, and i looked and there was mike, his benz -apparently he wants to identify with the apple of my eye -like 'you can not have her unless i have my input in there as well'- and so, he drives a make of car similar to hers, and i was watching in surprise when he was walking away rapidly after me and abisha had been talkign of boxing.
Ah, well, I said that the woman had better leave them, or i will show my jealousy like a spoiled God only can, and face it, fools i am THE God of War, and i INTEND to wage war to the fullest with ayone stupid enough to stand in my way, and she did not get it, because i SAID i would destroy everthing and leave nothing in its wake, and she thought i was... joking.
Hell, we are about to see that, right? Woman decided to changer her car instead of changing her outlook, like fuck does she take me for?
Then the mother shows up, after i had become very, very, unhappy, and gone to see just what kind of idiot she thought me, this woman, and was realy flustered, and i was saying that there will be NO more holding back, and i wanted my complete freedom, NOW, and there she is the gallery woman, and she comes and parks her car right there, next to where we are displaying stuff, and i was NOT amused, I promised there and then that i was going to kill her, and NOW, and then i walked off, and came here, to teh fish hoek library, because of course, my ... FRIEND... (what a 'name') said, "speak, friend and enter", in other words, i have to say some thing first before i do it, and when i say 'say' it must be in the silent manner, because 'his voice shell nat be heard in the streets, till he bring justice to the earth', so my speech is of the silent kind. Now, I have spoken, and since i hold ALL the power, what I bind NOW no one can unbind.
The mav. is therefore officially on the warpath, yesssss!
It may take a while to get properly aggressive as far as the woman i love is concerned, because she has that kind of effect on me, but now that she knows that her mother and all her next of kin are dying NOW, she may decide to take sides and make my task easier.
She has taken me for a fool for a long time, i do not see just how hard it can be for her to keep on taking me for one, long enough for me to build up my rage so that i go from "yellow" alert to RED alert, and go on all-out-combat, YEAH-SSS.
She came with a coffee mug yesterday, because she is reading in between the lines, and thinks herself clever to tell me, as she meant yesterday, that 'sorry, but I can not look after my borther alone, so tyou will have to wait and get some of what is left over, since you are , of course, used to deprivation', and now she probably would take the same route. Try it woman, and I will destroy you, permanently, Oh, yesss!
