My... peculiar [what a word] bond with God makes me get away with... murder, so to speak. All I have to do is find myself in a situation, where i am caught between a rock and a hard place, waiting ON someone else, and I have full access to Him, to complain and ask Him, "You said You would not let me fall, now I am caught in this no win situation, WHAT the fuck, NOW!"
The song beneath says it better:-
The song beneath says it better:-
kushanda ndionshanda
asi ndinoshaiwa simba...
kupai kunechinyemu
zvakawanda kune vasina kuszvishandira
ini mushandi muchinditorera...
I work
but make no progress
you taunt me by giving my labour
to those who have not worked for it
and take away from me, the worker
So, THIS was what happened to me today when I showed up, and ended up very self conscious as the fact that I have not changed clothes for what, a week now, became evident, and here I was, waiting on an escape clause becuase i was feeling like I was tied to my friend, and yet was making myself an object of scorn all round, with everyone and their mother still thinking that I could be bent. Tony having the balls to walk up to me in the midst of a debate about what I knew for a fact, that NO part of the bible was written in africa, and say, "monie kom ras hie!" and speak about how this was NOT site five, and I am like, FUCKING asshole, WHY the fuck am I not doing something about THIS now, and then, of course, the fact that the silly woman did NOT obey me, and so, thankfully, because I hated the mother anyway, I am going to kill the mother, all the females that made me angry by their actions, and of course, everyone else.
And then, of course, the fact that the little mama decided to show up, maybe to show me what I REALLY want, which was that same blonde chick I promised I would kill her for, and so, she and all her brood are dead, and THIS time it is NOT going to be a long time coming, because, see, the mav. is commencing hostilities, YEAH-SSSS!
Anyway, when I ended up becoming increasingly ... worried ... abiout being exposed, and i ended up doing the one thing I knew for a fact would be construed, and NOT wrongly, (although that was just a part of it, not the whole), as a sign of worry over the apple of my eye, and that is, eat, and eat, and eat, and so, i ended up, as soon as I convinced vinnie to go get some wire from his house, and i took out the same bible that I had used to shut the other guys up, and opened it , in complaint, to God, and this was the NIV, and it opened to Psalm 116, 117, and part of 118, and in the spread were the texts "I despaired, and then I said, "All men are liars"", which, to me, took care of vinnie. I did NOT have to put up with this anymore, and also, there was another part, "I believed, and therefore i spoke", and then .... mmm... what else. I will have to look up the part on Psalm 118...
A moment...
"YHWH is with me, I will not be afraid
What cam MERE mortals do to me
YHWH is with me, He is my Helper
I look in triumph on my enemies"
Anyway, I read that, and then, just to show that everyone was waiting with batted breath for me to capitulate, I saw the same woman after she had already walked past, that cut my hair, just as i got my hands on the book tripwire to read again.
Showed me that again, the woman i am interested in was paying NO attention to ME but expected that somehow I could actually be CAUGHT out. Fuck, I SAID I am wiping out everyone thet has stood in my way, and I STAND by that, and well, I am glad you were stupid enough to think you could outwait me, or outfox me, because now, the only relevant question is whether you are going to BURY your dead or I am going to break them to pieces and have you watch as i do so... YEAH-SSS!
O, mikey, and all of you.
I sent the first challenge today, when that coloured fool decided to park his car in my sight and i decided that enough was enough. And I walked up to him and told him that his days were numbered, and of course, whoever thought he or she knew better decided to... send that trumpet guy to sound his horn and remind me, ME, of the ...very same pink panther vision I THOUGHT I showed told me why I was GOING to kill the males in the woman's life, and hell, you people are ALL so stupid. I am going to ENJOY killing you.
I would have just let you die, go to hell, if the woman had distanced herself from you all, BUT, well , I can do TOUGH. I mean, I AM the Best Warrior in Existence, and i NEVER back down, nor bow to anyone, so, if MY terms are NOT acceptable to you, well, I am calling you ALL out.
bad from we born?
no from when me christened..
you know I burn dem...
that make the posse them carry feelings
them nuh genuine
them fake within
let me tell you this
anything are anything
anything what them bring
bad man are fling...
And then, of course, the fact that the little mama decided to show up, maybe to show me what I REALLY want, which was that same blonde chick I promised I would kill her for, and so, she and all her brood are dead, and THIS time it is NOT going to be a long time coming, because, see, the mav. is commencing hostilities, YEAH-SSSS!
Anyway, when I ended up becoming increasingly ... worried ... abiout being exposed, and i ended up doing the one thing I knew for a fact would be construed, and NOT wrongly, (although that was just a part of it, not the whole), as a sign of worry over the apple of my eye, and that is, eat, and eat, and eat, and so, i ended up, as soon as I convinced vinnie to go get some wire from his house, and i took out the same bible that I had used to shut the other guys up, and opened it , in complaint, to God, and this was the NIV, and it opened to Psalm 116, 117, and part of 118, and in the spread were the texts "I despaired, and then I said, "All men are liars"", which, to me, took care of vinnie. I did NOT have to put up with this anymore, and also, there was another part, "I believed, and therefore i spoke", and then .... mmm... what else. I will have to look up the part on Psalm 118...
A moment...
"YHWH is with me, I will not be afraid
What cam MERE mortals do to me
YHWH is with me, He is my Helper
I look in triumph on my enemies"
Anyway, I read that, and then, just to show that everyone was waiting with batted breath for me to capitulate, I saw the same woman after she had already walked past, that cut my hair, just as i got my hands on the book tripwire to read again.
Showed me that again, the woman i am interested in was paying NO attention to ME but expected that somehow I could actually be CAUGHT out. Fuck, I SAID I am wiping out everyone thet has stood in my way, and I STAND by that, and well, I am glad you were stupid enough to think you could outwait me, or outfox me, because now, the only relevant question is whether you are going to BURY your dead or I am going to break them to pieces and have you watch as i do so... YEAH-SSS!
O, mikey, and all of you.
I sent the first challenge today, when that coloured fool decided to park his car in my sight and i decided that enough was enough. And I walked up to him and told him that his days were numbered, and of course, whoever thought he or she knew better decided to... send that trumpet guy to sound his horn and remind me, ME, of the ...very same pink panther vision I THOUGHT I showed told me why I was GOING to kill the males in the woman's life, and hell, you people are ALL so stupid. I am going to ENJOY killing you.
I would have just let you die, go to hell, if the woman had distanced herself from you all, BUT, well , I can do TOUGH. I mean, I AM the Best Warrior in Existence, and i NEVER back down, nor bow to anyone, so, if MY terms are NOT acceptable to you, well, I am calling you ALL out.
Bring re-inforcements, guns, police, soldiers, all troops, because the BLOODBATH is gonna start right in front of that building, because the lion has NOT only woken up, but He is roaring, because I TOLD you fools that The FIRST thing I would have is submission. Woman, that was NOT good enough for you? Hell, Let me show YOU now MY response to being DISOBEYED.
I am the WarLord, and I never, ever, back down, nor do I tolerate ... terms and conditions, from mere mortals, NO, NO, NO!
been through the worst
and never we give up
always we live up
never we give up
never we give up
although times rough
we are survivor
and we blessed coz
our God are we Provider
when the posse them
are put up a fight
we nuh give up
we are survive
we survivor
me have fir tell 'em
many men rise
many men rise
and many men fall
at the end of it all
we will stand tall
never we back down
never we stall
man stand firm
like the great china wall
big moves we are make
and we are never fall
everything we do
presidential...
bad from we born?
no from when me christened..
you know I burn dem...
that make the posse them carry feelings
them nuh genuine
them fake within
let me tell you this
anything are anything
anything what them bring
bad man are fling...
You see, the one thing I wanted clarified from the beginning was THIS; WHAT the FUCK is EVERYBODY else's business when this should be between me and the one woman i actually have time for, for her to tell me exactly where she stands with ME, like, woman, what do you THINK of me, huh?
Just that. And everyone wants to get involved.Well, I do not waste my time with advice, i am TELLING you fools that for your presumption where this woman is concerned, you will die. HOW you die is up to her, because if she had RESPECTED me, then this would not have gone THIS far. But she despised me, so, well, I MUST have my ... vengeance. Oh, yes, YEAH-SSS!
How does the song go?
Its too late to apologise?
hell, YEAH, NOW is the time to... party.
I wonder if that stupid woman STILL has that smug look on her face now, huh?
thinking that I can be told what to do, me, the AlMighty Lord of The Earth, like I am interested in the imput of someone that I do not have even the least bit of emnpathy for?
I was across the road, looking at the gallery, and sitting on the rails after that imp that she had stood for; the coloured fool, decided to park that car of his right by tony's parking, and thus, be able to walk right past me like he and everyone else were free to come under MY scrutiny and i would have to put up with it all like I am so desperate for that woman i would let her, and hers, pull my balls and say or do nothing about it. Fuck, I was sitting there, my mind made up, knowing that if I went ahead and wrote what i wrote, there would be NO turning back, because i was crossing the line, and I was hesitatting, wondering again whether God was putting me in a difficult situation here, and then, just then, the lyrics "she's not me!" came to mind, from the song that I will try to find just now, and I knew I was NOT going to make any concessions. They were, are, all dead. Just a question of... HOW?
And that is NOT up to them.
I am coming to find out, tomorrow.
Remember this, fools, I am MADE for combat, and so, the LEAST bit of ... menace, and I will attack. I said that before, and NOW, you are about to see it. Woman, I am saying this NOT to frighten you, but so that you get it that the mav., well, he does NOT reason as you do, and IF I have to attack, then I am going to end up KILLING you, with MY own hands, and so, it would be a moot point as to whether you cared or did not.
Because I will kill everyone from your family, then I kill you as well.[I think I SAID it before that if I came to FIND answers I would have to kill you, because you have to make up your own mind which it will be, and make sure you LET me know just where you stand BEFORE I have to make a move, otherwise, me rousing myself to get something that should have been open and obvious to me would make me angry at having to ... WORK... for it. because it would mean you would STILL be putting me UNDER you, as your servant, and I am the GREATEST thing you will ever lay eyes on on this planet]
You REALLY will have to cast your lot, one way or the other, because, again, if I see NO change, I am going to make MY own conclusions, and well, i will LOOK for trouble, and what with assholes like tony, I am not spoiled for choice, am I?All I need is ONE fool, and I will work my way and call out all of your people, and KILL you all.
I am going to expect something from you. I do not get it, I will KILL you,and trust me, I am NOT in a good mood already.
Way I SEE it, woman, you are dead.
I wake up tomorrow, and even start towards kalk bay, you and all yours are dead.
worry 'bout the millions?
Just that. And everyone wants to get involved.Well, I do not waste my time with advice, i am TELLING you fools that for your presumption where this woman is concerned, you will die. HOW you die is up to her, because if she had RESPECTED me, then this would not have gone THIS far. But she despised me, so, well, I MUST have my ... vengeance. Oh, yes, YEAH-SSS!
How does the song go?
Its too late to apologise?
hell, YEAH, NOW is the time to... party.
I'm hanging on a rope got me ten feet off the ground
&I'm hearing what you say but I just cant make a sound
you tell me that you need me
but then you go and cut me down
but wait
you tell me that you're sorry
didnt think I'ld turn around and say
Its too late to apologise...!
...
I need you like a heart needs a beat...
i loved you with a fire red
now its turning blue...
...
I need you like a heart needs a beat...
i loved you with a fire red
now its turning blue...
I wonder if that stupid woman STILL has that smug look on her face now, huh?
thinking that I can be told what to do, me, the AlMighty Lord of The Earth, like I am interested in the imput of someone that I do not have even the least bit of emnpathy for?
I was across the road, looking at the gallery, and sitting on the rails after that imp that she had stood for; the coloured fool, decided to park that car of his right by tony's parking, and thus, be able to walk right past me like he and everyone else were free to come under MY scrutiny and i would have to put up with it all like I am so desperate for that woman i would let her, and hers, pull my balls and say or do nothing about it. Fuck, I was sitting there, my mind made up, knowing that if I went ahead and wrote what i wrote, there would be NO turning back, because i was crossing the line, and I was hesitatting, wondering again whether God was putting me in a difficult situation here, and then, just then, the lyrics "she's not me!" came to mind, from the song that I will try to find just now, and I knew I was NOT going to make any concessions. They were, are, all dead. Just a question of... HOW?
I am coming to find out, tomorrow.
Remember this, fools, I am MADE for combat, and so, the LEAST bit of ... menace, and I will attack. I said that before, and NOW, you are about to see it. Woman, I am saying this NOT to frighten you, but so that you get it that the mav., well, he does NOT reason as you do, and IF I have to attack, then I am going to end up KILLING you, with MY own hands, and so, it would be a moot point as to whether you cared or did not.
Because I will kill everyone from your family, then I kill you as well.[I think I SAID it before that if I came to FIND answers I would have to kill you, because you have to make up your own mind which it will be, and make sure you LET me know just where you stand BEFORE I have to make a move, otherwise, me rousing myself to get something that should have been open and obvious to me would make me angry at having to ... WORK... for it. because it would mean you would STILL be putting me UNDER you, as your servant, and I am the GREATEST thing you will ever lay eyes on on this planet]
You REALLY will have to cast your lot, one way or the other, because, again, if I see NO change, I am going to make MY own conclusions, and well, i will LOOK for trouble, and what with assholes like tony, I am not spoiled for choice, am I?All I need is ONE fool, and I will work my way and call out all of your people, and KILL you all.
I am going to expect something from you. I do not get it, I will KILL you,and trust me, I am NOT in a good mood already.
Way I SEE it, woman, you are dead.
I wake up tomorrow, and even start towards kalk bay, you and all yours are dead.
...
me Visa me hear and
so them are swipe up
man are buy them things
man are buy them things
and them are hype up
but ghetto youths we are say
fir wise up
open your eyes up
or know fir rise up
i say the lion wake up...
Woman, THIS mike thing will get you killed, really, and well, its going to come up to this, now, will you stick to money or truth.
because that money that you worship is what you chose over me, and i am going to exact, revenge, dollars, cents, to the last coin, Oh, YEAH-SSS!
Because MY pride is worth MORE than mere paper.
Because MY pride is worth MORE than mere paper.
worry 'bout the millions?
