I was walking, and not having any luck with the ladies, and decided that, since I really HAVE a problem as far as money is concerned, i would, well, go to the so-called 24 hour internet cafe and well, shoot my breeze a bit there.
Because on the way over I remembered what had made me so deliriously derisive when that smart chick and her family showed up, the line from the song above, which woke me up, "them things they are abomination to God", and, silly me, I had supposed that when them silly fools showed up, THAT was all. I had relaxed... silly me!
BUT, of course, then, she had to come out, and then as i logged off I realised why it would seem, to the woman AND to her stubborn mother, that I should LISTEN, as i had been on the brink of doing the other time, to the Voice of the tarantaal, and see, for example, "how many times shall I say I'm sorry?" from her point of view. Well, if SHE was sorry about the stunt she pulled, then she would NOT have repeated it, now, would she. So, she takes me for a fool, right? So, this, the fact that she assumed i would let go MY life so that I could accommodate HER stupid games, is the reason why I am going to make sure that SHE and that asshole, PAY, expensively. I am NOT going to tolerate being taken for a fool!
no you're mad
we no pollute the dread
them things they are abomination to God
no you're mad
we no pollute the dread
burn the whole are them
make the youths them glad
no no no no way
bad man no suck pussy
no no no no way
bad man no fuck butty
You dare to take me for a fool, yeah?
Someone lost, and you will pay lip service to me, and then expect me to be happy when yu do such things and laugh at me behind my back?
ha ha, you will pay. This boy of yours i am going to PERSONALLY kill, and by that I mean that I will KILL him before your very eyes, and you will see me personally rend him to pieces for what you have done, and then, I am going to lay into your whole family, and you shall understand the meaning of the words "I will have steadfast love, not sacrifice", because all of yours will be sacrificed before you, and you will see with your own eyes what I will do to you and all those that you thought you would anger me with, because you thought you had a hold over me, oh, hell, YEAH.
Prepare for the worst moments of your life, silly fool.
This time, everything is going to be reckoned, and you are definitely going to get your come-uppance this time, because NO ONE messes with me, and then without changing a bit, thinks we will sweep that all under the rug, and because i am just a person who thinks that no one and nothing matters more than you, and you therefore decide that you can get away with anything, you will do as you wish and it will be all fine. You are about to pay, woman, and well, i am a zealous tax collector, I do not just charge for the service, but for the bother, the wear and tear, and the fact that you NEVER, ever had the decency to ... change.
No, God was right in this, in NOT letting me fall, because the first man listened to the Voice of the first woman, and me, I do not have it in me to listen to people's opinions that well.
Everytime you tried me, it never worked out. you never learned from that. Now, I will teach you a very painful lesson.
there will be NO hiding for you and yours, and you will NOT be able to intercede for anyone of your people. I intend to kill them while you watch, all of them, even the container rats, and those other cunts. And you will watch. And you will observe helplessly as I did when I also watched as you walked all over me, and then, maybe, just maybe, I will put you out of your misery and kill you last of your people in the vicinity. there will be NO negotiation, NO, NO NO way.
There was none when you acted, there will be NONE when I act. You will have a ringside seat and watch as i take my revenge.
I will kill people, your people, with MY hands, and those same hands are the hands you will watch as i destroy everything that you hold dear. There will be NO negotiation, fool.
Oh, and after that, you are free to come with me, if you apologise, first, that is. if not, well, let me put it this way, you have a life, and I hold it in my hands, and that means, I can kill you, and then mangle you, and then send you to hell. THINK of eternity suffering, and then get back at me if you want to go the same route. me, all I need from you is sex, and if that is not acceptable, well, I will kill you. For being a jew, for being in my way, for mocking me, you name it. Then i can carry on masturbating because i have no intention of having anyone else.
Now, you MUST see things as they are, because THIS is what i have decided in my mind about you.
And I have the final say on all things. LIFE is a bitch, right?
the stone the builders rejected ...
You are MINE, for me to do with as I please.
And it pleases me to make you suffer far worse than you made me suffer, and this is just the beginning.
Because you should have been honest from the beginning, and now i have to rely, me, a person in the flesh who HATES God, on visions from God to tell ME what YOU a person in the flesh, feels, instead of you not having to make things difficult for me by being accessible and open to me.
Do you know how much I HATE this 'you are going home with me ' BULLSHIT? and the inevitable follow through from YOU that makes you feel/think that He is on your side when all I ever wanted was someone who would be crazy about ME enough to want me all for herself and not have to make me worry about where she was or who with because i was the be all and end all of hers, since I can NOT love any person because really, if it was not my early introduction into 'love'- when I thought kissing was sex and learned my mistake and then decided to make up for it, hence my need for sex- i would not even worry with women. I mean, when God decides to tell me, when I first decide I will have a girlfriend, that i am weaving tangled webs, and the first interciourse I had was with a prostitute, then it should speak volumes that for me, beating about the bush is NOT the style. I want a woman to lay, and fuck all the bullshit. He says you are it, and that no one has ever had you. You will have to prove that to me. The 'half past' vision, the recess project one, well, it has the theme song I am going to look for now, and well, mi-ami could be said to be my-love, and anyway, the lines go
i have spent so many nights
wondering where you are...
is it me you are thinking of
is it me you want
coz I live for you
and the joy you make me feel
I live for you and the love that you make real
I'll take what I am spared
I'll wait for you I swear
I'll sacrifice my world to be with you
I want to SEE if you will sacrifice your world for me, because I am PUTTING you in that position, and you will have to choose, them or me, and none of the equality bullshit. I want what is between your legs, and everything else can follow, and you will do that publicly, too, because of my shame, and then, i will kill those that you irritated me with, and send them to hell...
Hell, trying to get that on YouTube is like pulling hen's teeth, really!
anyway, I am stranded here in NO man's land, because God on one hand is telling me this, and I am telling Him bullshit because she is a liar, and on the other hand she expects me to bend to whatever she wants of me because her family and their needs come first. me, I have nothing to lose, here, because I never asked for any of this, see?All I wanted was some honesty, not this fucking runaround.
Now, fools when I come next to put my calling card on your doors know that I do not give a fuck about any of you, and i am really just a selfish guy bent on as little compromise as possible. Which means NONE.
this past day you were brave.
lets go for round two, huh?
or is it round THREE.
Third time is the charm, YEAH-SSS!
Run back home little princess? Oh, boy, I am going to enjoy killing you fools!Fuck, I am happy to NO longer have any responsibility for anyone's actions. Now i can let the mask off, Oh, yeah-sss
So, well, I suppose I am on MY turf, now, right?
Hell, me one happy angry man, here!
So, fools thing is, I am going to ... compel you fools to come to me, and then I will set the battlefield, and kill you, me taking you all on, and killing you, while you are of sound mind and body. I will make you BLEED, and i will make you suffer, and prolong your agony, because far as I am concerned, it is past time for talking, now is time for me to act, and to destroy you, and trust me, i take personal delight in making sure that those that piss me off, well, get to answer to ME.
I mean, fuck should I, the one person that does not care about anything, have to put up with YOUR bullshit and all that simply because I am alive and you resent that and neither I nor you asked for it?
No, this is NOT something I will take anymore. So, well, the mav. is coming to collect his dues, and hell, I ... well... I have a problem with listening to people, see, and so, words like sorry and all that, they are NOT part of my vocabulary. YOU WILL PAY, YEAH-SSS!
MARK MY WORDS!
Hell, trying to get that on YouTube is like pulling hen's teeth, really!
anyway, I am stranded here in NO man's land, because God on one hand is telling me this, and I am telling Him bullshit because she is a liar, and on the other hand she expects me to bend to whatever she wants of me because her family and their needs come first. me, I have nothing to lose, here, because I never asked for any of this, see?All I wanted was some honesty, not this fucking runaround.
Now, fools when I come next to put my calling card on your doors know that I do not give a fuck about any of you, and i am really just a selfish guy bent on as little compromise as possible. Which means NONE.
this past day you were brave.
lets go for round two, huh?
or is it round THREE.
Third time is the charm, YEAH-SSS!
Run back home little princess? Oh, boy, I am going to enjoy killing you fools!Fuck, I am happy to NO longer have any responsibility for anyone's actions. Now i can let the mask off, Oh, yeah-sss
Hell, me one happy angry man, here!
THIS IS WAR UNPARALLELED
So, fools thing is, I am going to ... compel you fools to come to me, and then I will set the battlefield, and kill you, me taking you all on, and killing you, while you are of sound mind and body. I will make you BLEED, and i will make you suffer, and prolong your agony, because far as I am concerned, it is past time for talking, now is time for me to act, and to destroy you, and trust me, i take personal delight in making sure that those that piss me off, well, get to answer to ME.
I mean, fuck should I, the one person that does not care about anything, have to put up with YOUR bullshit and all that simply because I am alive and you resent that and neither I nor you asked for it?
No, this is NOT something I will take anymore. So, well, the mav. is coming to collect his dues, and hell, I ... well... I have a problem with listening to people, see, and so, words like sorry and all that, they are NOT part of my vocabulary. YOU WILL PAY, YEAH-SSS!
MARK MY WORDS!
