I HATE people, period, I hate God, and what I wrote before, well that is the truth, I will NOT bow down to anyone's whims, ever, and well, if my take on God was that if He is interested in me, it should be because i am the most important thing to Him, then who the fuck is a mere person to think that I am to be used to carry... burdens?
No, all the jews are dead. There is no other way around it. I will not spend seven years trying to juggle getting the holy spirit to release his foothold and his reason for interfering in my life, since, like it or not, I AM the dominant force on this planet, because I have suddenly discovered that some little stupid senseless woman thinks I ought to bow down to HER will because I find her attractive? Fuck, if MY terms and conditions to leave all those fools and I will KILL them, with her also, are not attractive to her, then she dies, I lose no sleep over that, fuck it!
I will NOT back off from that, thank you very much!
Funny thing is that I have known that well, I can not let anyone get me to do something, no matter how right or how wrong, but then, because i was coming from a time where I was used to being needy, and not having the comforts of life and being an outcast for so long that i was starting to forget my identity enough to want to fit in, and just know how it feels to have a nice bath, a change of clothes, and all that. But I walked away from all that, because silken chains or iron chains are still chains, and i can NOT be roped into the ways of people, when those ways are diametrically opposed to my ways. I decided to turn away from that life, and i will not get back to it. I CHOSE to rather be an outcast than to be party to this lie that you all live, and well, i have been yearning so long to be in life and death combat that I will NOT pass up the chance to actually KILL people, NO.
So, I am out to KILL people, and send them to hell.
There is NO joy for anyone on this planet, no way, no. Because I will NOT be used. NEVER!
This song.
womisidzana neni Baba zvibhakera
ndini ndakakubereka
kufamba nemotokari
mwanangu kani wekubereka
kustika ivhu reZimbabwe
zvakabva kuneni
mwanangu kani wekubereka.
ndini ndakakubereka...
hazvinei mwanangu wekubereka
simba rese raunaro
rakabva muneni
mwanangu kani wekubereka
I told vinnie about it, going on about something that happened to me in mbizo, kwekwe, 2003 ( before my sickness)when I had been suspended for taking an unsanctiond leave because my sister was sick, and I was just sitting at the house i stayed in, and then I got this "Sanford and Son" father and son duo, who were arguing, in a car, on the road from mkoba to monomatapa in Gweru, just near the M'tapa police station junction, and then as the father, who was behind the steering wheel, was taking his eyes off the road and yelling at his son while his son yelled back beside him, they crossed a red robot, and a policeman pulled them over, and then came to the passenger side of the car, and asked, "what is the problem?" and the son yelled instantly, pointing an accusing finger at the driver, "its my dad, he is blind!", and well, I and the policeman burst out laughing. Guess God was telling me that He knew what He was doing. As the song goes here,
Now you put up your fists against me your father/ when I have borne you/ driving in a car/ for you to step on the Zimbabwean soil/ it was from me/ oh son that I carried on my back..../do you forget, my son/all the power you have/came from me/o son that I carried on my back..
God was asking me just how the fuck I had forgotten what I had been THROUGH simply because now i wanted some pathetic human with her own agenda to hold me in her arms, and was even preparing to give in to some sentimental mush about forgiveness when it is a well known fact that the mav. does NOT allow second chances.
So, I backed off, and got tough.
So, I backed off, and got tough.
Your people are dead, and will go to hell.
the person i fell for is not the person i see now, and well, unless you get your hands clean, i am coming to KILL you as well as everyone else. There will be no commuting of any jew's sentence of instant death for life sentence, no. I will have all the jews dead FIRST thing so that the holy spirit is totally silenced, because I will NOT bear any burden, no way.
People, again I say, you are all dead.
that is that sadza rekuboarding!
the person i fell for is not the person i see now, and well, unless you get your hands clean, i am coming to KILL you as well as everyone else. There will be no commuting of any jew's sentence of instant death for life sentence, no. I will have all the jews dead FIRST thing so that the holy spirit is totally silenced, because I will NOT bear any burden, no way.
People, again I say, you are all dead.
that is that sadza rekuboarding!
I will NOT suffer in my own land anymore, see, and frankly, I would hate to not have this woman with me, but this aint NO democracy, and the mav. is a cloud that does not BEAR water because i do NOT even want to be alive, and I do not give a hoot, deep down, what happens to anyone, because i have very narrow views when it comes to what I allow anyone to do with me.
The mav is on the warpath , and so, here comes trouble, YEAH-SSSS!
I am 100% antisocial, and anti-God, and anti-compromise, so do NOT ever assume that there will ever be a pact between me and you or between me and God and anyone else for yourselves. I have demanded and gotten power from God, and will keep on being as unruly and as unreasonable as possible just so that NO ONE and nothing ever has the upper hand on me
Dont try to mix me with any of your people, because today was the LAST time I allowed you to get away with showing your face and being with them fools at the same time. MY words I will back up next time with instant action, and that type of action is one that NO ONE likes.
Obey me, or forsake me, and you will live on one hand, or die on the other and there is NO other way out for you.Of course, I am still thinking about whether or not to have you watch the deaths of your people, and that is something that will be ... NASTY... trust me, YEAH-SSS!
watch ya now
are the teacher represent
and the tape you cant delete
bood by bood by bood by bood by burn-eminemennem
if you dis badman your skin burn imemeninem
me gun long like the gully name firm-ineminem
luger from Germany-inenimen
me use are murder eminem minem
any man will bag a gun have fir term-ineminem
me eagle are the early bird
you are the worm ineminem
...
then boy dont have no gun
them boy dont have no rifle
them curl ups like Twin Towers
but I am the Eiffel
them little life we stifle
coz them want fir take my title
so them are go dead
even if they run go inna the bible
you roll with jesus christ
me have twenty four disciples...
run go inna the church
make me shoot you and the parson
Fire ho ho ho ho!
send them to hell send them to hell, send them to hell!
These images are of people killed on sunday november 18 2012 in Gaza under the Israeli Operation Pillar of Defense...
KInda makes me wonder just how convoluted was the woman's thinking when she decided to pull HER stunt to get me to renounce my... ungodly intentions, ha?
you made me mad, and all because you came with a script, as to how i MUST behave or be punished, me, the shifting sand, ha, the easily manipulated little boy trying to act like a man...
I was just part of yiur own operation to protect your ... birthright, right?
Hell, you are about to see the gruesome results, woman, with your own eyes, YEAH-SSS!!!
The Maverick is moving out, YEAH-SSS!
akandiwomesera carol
shure kwemwedzi miviri chete
ndave pasi peuranda huya
akanditumira gwaro
ndikaritambira ari masikati
dendere ndendere ndotsvaga pekugara
bhedhenu bhedenhu kuribhedhenura
ndichivavarira kurava akanaka mashoko
ndakashokiwa nawo
zvikanzi hona sam, comma
nguva yangu neyako yapesana...
carol made it hard for me
after only two months
when I was in that captivity
she sent me a letter
I received it in the afternoon
and walked about, trying to find a place to sit
and took my time to open it
thinking to find good words in it
i was SHOCKED by it
she went, "see here sam comma....
the time for me and you is at an end..."
Only with me it was NOT so ... over. No, I was supposed to be chastened by MY teacher, this woman who took up on herself, by some divine revelation to which I was not party to, the mantle of my personal instructor in etiquette and proper Godly conduct, me, a person who is an invernerate hater of God because i have MY grounds for objecting to Him, and me, the person who hates people and has never felt a need for attachment for anyone but for her, because she is the only person that came out to me, and yet, what I used to love I find so gone it is like trying to warm myself on the memory of forgotten fires. Reality is this, I walked past her today, and I felt ... NOTHING.
It does not get more OVER than that, for me.
The woman has mocked my every act, and made me feel like a fool, and yanked my chain, and now, I know i can not stand still and watch and hope for something that never really was.
I have resolved to myself that I am going to kill you, and that is it.
and you were the best thing I had found, and yes, as I said before, you are the greatest disappointment of my life.
I have higher ground, give up, or die! I do not want to kill you, my ... love!
