I have gone through it all, through the "God, why the fuck do You not let me ... die", and His obstinate silence with regard to that issue, and then His wholehearted back-up for any seemingly hairbrained scheme I may embark on.
And it boils down to the same thing, whichever way I look at it... .
Woman, I love you, indeed, and wholeheartedly, but we have had the same problem from way back when, and well, I would really LOVE to make you happy, but... well, if you really love your people that much, you are going to have to grasp just one simple, silly little thing... and I am assuming here, long shot, that you actually love me as well... you are going to have to obey me.
I will do anything for love, but I can not do as you wish.
there is a saying in the new testament, dont think you follow that, but I think it was peter or someone, and he said, in acts "known from eternity are the works of God", point being that, this WAS going to happen regardless of what anyone else may think.
It is that simple.
I have tried thinking about it, and tried working my way round it, but it is there. I am actually doing you a favour by NOT killing off everyone from your ... people, but hell, sometimes, it does no one any good to hide the fact that I actually AM the Lord of the Earth, and that means that, barring harming you, something I am so inhibited I could never ever do regardless of how unhappy I am, I will actually KILL people. I do not have either the time or the patience for subtle methods, and well, this really IS my domain. I know that you would have it otherwise, but sorry, no other way but my way.
So, let us stop fighting about this. You matter to me, I ... hope... i matter to you, but when push comes to shove, if I do what you so obviously expect from me, i will end up right where i am now, on the streets, unhappy, unable to tear myself from you but also unable to BE myself. So, I suppose what I am saying is, THIS is a control issue, and you are going to have to either submit to me, and do as i ... command... that is, put your will IN-LINE with mine, or i am going to take out my revenge on such, of yours, as have made me angry, and well, since i have NO love for jews, because- like it or not, I HATE God- I will exterminate every other jew and kill them all, as well as send them to hell.
there is this basic difference between you and me, and it is called... command. I have it, you do not. It is embedded in me. tread on it at your peril.
Hell, I am tired of being laughed at. And scorned. And being looked down on. Especially BY you.
See, it is that simple. God can NOT hate me so much that He would first of all let me live, and then FORCE me to do things that benefit everyone else but me- it makes NO sense. i mean, it would mean He has it in for me. BUT He can not, because he expressly forbade me from following trends, by pointing out that I was... His... and so, church was out.
Maybe you hope that i will follow Your church, and build up what you want, which is the return of God to the jews, but, see, the problem IS, the abomination that makes desolate has already come, and gone, and God is already turned His back on His 'peculiar' people because see, He called israel HIS firstborn, meanin that when jacob decided God was good only for food and clothing, and nothing else, He was , well, not seeing God as God,a nd God did, after all, say that He would vist the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generation, but He would keep His ... covenant... (meeting) love for thousands of them that love Him and keep His commandments, and well, jacob was the third generation of thepse who rejected Him, and that was the final straw.
people were NOT supposed to want to ... breed... if they saw just HOW they were humilating each other in the process.
Father hood, mother hood, is NOT something God prices, whichever way you look at it. THat is the reason WHY I am going to kill off everyone, and THAT is the reason why it has happened that, regardless of how much I may wish it otherwise, I AM, by default, fully invested with all the power to do away with people.
I know that you want to argue about it, but lets face facts, now, and hell, I am in a difficult position enough as it is. For THREE years i have put myself last, making myself something that stupid assholes beneath me think is such a useless fool that they trample me all over.
Dont think that me having every little bit of power that there can be is just a fluke. You are a woman, not a man, so act like a woman.
you are NOT a mother, because if you were, i would kill you. in fact, the ONLY reason why I am not even thinking of killing you is that you had better BE a virgin, or else I will not only kill you, I would make it extremely painful.
So, lets NOT muck about anymore. I hate where i am, and i hate waiting for you to put two and two together and just GET with the programme. i am tired of God telling me every morning that you still have NOT let go the motherhood syndrome, and i suppose I am saying that, there is a breaking point for everyone, and I have reached mine.
Stop looking down your nose at me, or it will go far, far worse for you than it is at present. P.S. This has npthing to do with love. I am just stating that I am a man, and I should be telling YOU wnat to do, not you, some jane-come-late-to-the-party, showing me the ropes. its about time you just stopped, OK, because I AM the boss, and that is what you should see FIRST, and if you can not see that, then I am afraid, no, I am never afraid, I mean, i never had much hope anyway, so I am just using this as a figure of speech, I will have to be very, very nasty.
BUT, I am going to the US. And I am removing everyone from that state the shortest and easiest way I can;-killing them all off.
Its my prerogative. I do not care if there ARE jews or not there, they are all dead. I hope that, mr obama, that is understood. I am coming over, to the land you thought was too good for me. Well, you are NOT good enough for it, NOOOO!
YEAH-SSS
And it boils down to the same thing, whichever way I look at it... .
Woman, I love you, indeed, and wholeheartedly, but we have had the same problem from way back when, and well, I would really LOVE to make you happy, but... well, if you really love your people that much, you are going to have to grasp just one simple, silly little thing... and I am assuming here, long shot, that you actually love me as well... you are going to have to obey me.
I will do anything for love, but I can not do as you wish.
there is a saying in the new testament, dont think you follow that, but I think it was peter or someone, and he said, in acts "known from eternity are the works of God", point being that, this WAS going to happen regardless of what anyone else may think.
It is that simple.
I have tried thinking about it, and tried working my way round it, but it is there. I am actually doing you a favour by NOT killing off everyone from your ... people, but hell, sometimes, it does no one any good to hide the fact that I actually AM the Lord of the Earth, and that means that, barring harming you, something I am so inhibited I could never ever do regardless of how unhappy I am, I will actually KILL people. I do not have either the time or the patience for subtle methods, and well, this really IS my domain. I know that you would have it otherwise, but sorry, no other way but my way.
So, let us stop fighting about this. You matter to me, I ... hope... i matter to you, but when push comes to shove, if I do what you so obviously expect from me, i will end up right where i am now, on the streets, unhappy, unable to tear myself from you but also unable to BE myself. So, I suppose what I am saying is, THIS is a control issue, and you are going to have to either submit to me, and do as i ... command... that is, put your will IN-LINE with mine, or i am going to take out my revenge on such, of yours, as have made me angry, and well, since i have NO love for jews, because- like it or not, I HATE God- I will exterminate every other jew and kill them all, as well as send them to hell.
there is this basic difference between you and me, and it is called... command. I have it, you do not. It is embedded in me. tread on it at your peril.
Hell, I am tired of being laughed at. And scorned. And being looked down on. Especially BY you.
See, it is that simple. God can NOT hate me so much that He would first of all let me live, and then FORCE me to do things that benefit everyone else but me- it makes NO sense. i mean, it would mean He has it in for me. BUT He can not, because he expressly forbade me from following trends, by pointing out that I was... His... and so, church was out.
Maybe you hope that i will follow Your church, and build up what you want, which is the return of God to the jews, but, see, the problem IS, the abomination that makes desolate has already come, and gone, and God is already turned His back on His 'peculiar' people because see, He called israel HIS firstborn, meanin that when jacob decided God was good only for food and clothing, and nothing else, He was , well, not seeing God as God,a nd God did, after all, say that He would vist the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generation, but He would keep His ... covenant... (meeting) love for thousands of them that love Him and keep His commandments, and well, jacob was the third generation of thepse who rejected Him, and that was the final straw.
people were NOT supposed to want to ... breed... if they saw just HOW they were humilating each other in the process.
I know that you want to argue about it, but lets face facts, now, and hell, I am in a difficult position enough as it is. For THREE years i have put myself last, making myself something that stupid assholes beneath me think is such a useless fool that they trample me all over.
Dont think that me having every little bit of power that there can be is just a fluke. You are a woman, not a man, so act like a woman.
you are NOT a mother, because if you were, i would kill you. in fact, the ONLY reason why I am not even thinking of killing you is that you had better BE a virgin, or else I will not only kill you, I would make it extremely painful.
So, lets NOT muck about anymore. I hate where i am, and i hate waiting for you to put two and two together and just GET with the programme. i am tired of God telling me every morning that you still have NOT let go the motherhood syndrome, and i suppose I am saying that, there is a breaking point for everyone, and I have reached mine.
Stop looking down your nose at me, or it will go far, far worse for you than it is at present. P.S. This has npthing to do with love. I am just stating that I am a man, and I should be telling YOU wnat to do, not you, some jane-come-late-to-the-party, showing me the ropes. its about time you just stopped, OK, because I AM the boss, and that is what you should see FIRST, and if you can not see that, then I am afraid, no, I am never afraid, I mean, i never had much hope anyway, so I am just using this as a figure of speech, I will have to be very, very nasty.
BUT, I am going to the US. And I am removing everyone from that state the shortest and easiest way I can;-killing them all off.
Its my prerogative. I do not care if there ARE jews or not there, they are all dead. I hope that, mr obama, that is understood. I am coming over, to the land you thought was too good for me. Well, you are NOT good enough for it, NOOOO!
YEAH-SSS
