the war has already begun
and the hoko has already been pegged
the hoko with the blood
because of the lot of blood
that was spilled
NO ONE
is allowed to
ever temper with the
hoko
siya iripo
hoko yarohwa kare
siya iripo
hoko yechiranagano
hoko yechirangano
hoko mucherechedzo
hoko mucherechedzo
hona mucherechedzei
hoko yarohwa kare
hoko yechitenderano
hoko chitenderano
HOKO YEAH-YEAH-YEAH
hoko yechirangano
hoko ineropa
hoko yarohwa kare
siya iripo
hoko yarohwa kare
This HOKO is a symbol
which brings Us together in Unity
it is Our responsibility to defend this emblem
TOGETHER
hoko yarohwa kare
hoko yechitenderano
hoko chitenderano
HOKO YEAH-YEAH-YEAH
hoko yechirangano
hoko ineropa
hoko yarohwa kare
siya iripo
hoko yarohwa kare
This HOKO is a symbol
which brings Us together in Unity
it is Our responsibility to defend this emblem
TOGETHER
Before you, apple of my eye, love of my life, I ACTUALLY had a life, and God was in it. I want you to ... NOTICE... how He was involved in my life, because one thing I can NOT even now bring myself to do is KILL you, although at this present time I am fully in my right to do so. But you are kind of difficult to get rid ... OF!
First, He makes it impossible for me to... die. Or something like that, see?
Then, a long while later, when I was at the point in my life where even I knew that my weekend excursions to visit relatives were because I hated my mother so much I could not stand being in the same place as she was in unless absolutely necessary, and I was delaying going back home by taking the longest route possible, He showed up, and said NOTHING. If I was wrong, God is holy, He would have pointed out, just by His mere being THERE, where my error lay and He would have showed me a way out. moses stood before a bush and was told not to worry about his feet being pricked by thorns because the place was clean, so he could safely take off his shoes. Same with me, God would have, without even saying anything, shown me, since my worry about breathing the same air as my mother was uppermost in my mind, just what I was doing wrong, and so, He would have shown how to mend bridges, but He sort of just said, "Aha", like He and I were in agreement.
Therefore, when I say that I am fully within my rights to eliminate every living soul on this planet, and remain the sole occupant, I am NOT some lost soul that needs, to stop, like tony, who is among the other people I am going to make sure I personally SEND to hell for his loud mouth, said a few moments before I left, to "stop running from jesus", because the mav. dont run, the mav. is here to stay.
Stop taking me as if I am wrong. God is NOT on your side, NO. If you had paid attention to what I said, as one person who has had nothing else to really occupy me for the last what, 17 years but God and what He thinks, then you would at least have come to the conclusion that God, well, He has preferances, and technically, when He stopped me from dying, and left me to live, and then made sure, jealously, that events NEVER arraigned themselves so that I was ever left at anyone's mercy, then even you would have come to see that I am "walking with God", in everything I do.
You are the ONE person that matters to me, and you are hard to let go of. Which is why I am still explaining things even after I should have done as I indicated when I left you, and that is wash my hands of you.
This world is MINE.
And everyone else is on the way out. I will SEE to it, because that is the 'covenant' that me and God have, the point of meeting. Lopsided, yes, but I have the pedigree for it.
Do not think there IS a way out for you or for any of the fools who think they will use my love for you to get me to bend. Hell, I am NOT intending to bend, ever, because if even YOU stand in my way, well, I will go and squash you. I care about you, which is why I have decided that, for your feeling for your family's sake, I will NOT destroy those that are your family members that were involved in your schemes to 'correct' me, because even I am not stupid enough, in my just rage, to not take into account the fact that your deeds were those of a person who was prepared to do whatever it took to , as you saw it, save me from myself, but then, it is NOT me who is in the wrong here, you are. I am 100% arrogantly fully satisfied that I am in the right, and life ends with me. So, I have decided that I will save your family members from immediate destruction, but that is as far as I go. Everyone else that is NOT of your family that was party to that, or was in any way involved, save a select few, like maybe the woman who cut my hair, and some not so arrogant persons, I will DESTROY, period. And some, because I am the War-Lord, I will take pleasure in killing myself, YEAH-SSS!
The song goes
First, He makes it impossible for me to... die. Or something like that, see?
Then, a long while later, when I was at the point in my life where even I knew that my weekend excursions to visit relatives were because I hated my mother so much I could not stand being in the same place as she was in unless absolutely necessary, and I was delaying going back home by taking the longest route possible, He showed up, and said NOTHING. If I was wrong, God is holy, He would have pointed out, just by His mere being THERE, where my error lay and He would have showed me a way out. moses stood before a bush and was told not to worry about his feet being pricked by thorns because the place was clean, so he could safely take off his shoes. Same with me, God would have, without even saying anything, shown me, since my worry about breathing the same air as my mother was uppermost in my mind, just what I was doing wrong, and so, He would have shown how to mend bridges, but He sort of just said, "Aha", like He and I were in agreement.
Therefore, when I say that I am fully within my rights to eliminate every living soul on this planet, and remain the sole occupant, I am NOT some lost soul that needs, to stop, like tony, who is among the other people I am going to make sure I personally SEND to hell for his loud mouth, said a few moments before I left, to "stop running from jesus", because the mav. dont run, the mav. is here to stay.
Stop taking me as if I am wrong. God is NOT on your side, NO. If you had paid attention to what I said, as one person who has had nothing else to really occupy me for the last what, 17 years but God and what He thinks, then you would at least have come to the conclusion that God, well, He has preferances, and technically, when He stopped me from dying, and left me to live, and then made sure, jealously, that events NEVER arraigned themselves so that I was ever left at anyone's mercy, then even you would have come to see that I am "walking with God", in everything I do.
You are the ONE person that matters to me, and you are hard to let go of. Which is why I am still explaining things even after I should have done as I indicated when I left you, and that is wash my hands of you.
This world is MINE.
And everyone else is on the way out. I will SEE to it, because that is the 'covenant' that me and God have, the point of meeting. Lopsided, yes, but I have the pedigree for it.
Do not think there IS a way out for you or for any of the fools who think they will use my love for you to get me to bend. Hell, I am NOT intending to bend, ever, because if even YOU stand in my way, well, I will go and squash you. I care about you, which is why I have decided that, for your feeling for your family's sake, I will NOT destroy those that are your family members that were involved in your schemes to 'correct' me, because even I am not stupid enough, in my just rage, to not take into account the fact that your deeds were those of a person who was prepared to do whatever it took to , as you saw it, save me from myself, but then, it is NOT me who is in the wrong here, you are. I am 100% arrogantly fully satisfied that I am in the right, and life ends with me. So, I have decided that I will save your family members from immediate destruction, but that is as far as I go. Everyone else that is NOT of your family that was party to that, or was in any way involved, save a select few, like maybe the woman who cut my hair, and some not so arrogant persons, I will DESTROY, period. And some, because I am the War-Lord, I will take pleasure in killing myself, YEAH-SSS!
The song goes
Leave it be
the pledge that was set long ago...
the 'hoko' of remembrance, the hoko of agreement, the hoko of 'notice' (remember "I see you My friend"), the hoko of blood...
Thing is, I KNOW what is wrong with the world today, and that is partly why God stopped me from fitting in, from joining the crowd, and said I should be myself, even when I was busy worrying about what He wanted from me, this God, and was running away from Him, and coming up against the fact that I could NOT ever break even the smallest of His promises to me.
He has made sure I can never fall, even to your whims, because I, alone even against the world, and finding myself caring about what happens to you more than you even now know, can not submit to what you even now yearn for, that we all exist just as one happy family. NO. I am The Maverick. I can never think like you all do, and can never close my eyes to what is real and go for the lie.
You know, I have some kind of inner peace now. I no longer have to hide what I feel, because I have nothing to lose, and so I can speak my mind with perfect candour.
You are the best thing to ever happen to me, and I would move mountains to get you, but I would never try to shift YOU from your comfort zone unless you yourself wanted me to, or wanted to on your own. And so, I am just going to advise you, and leave it at that. I will not do anything more.
hell, past two nights I have not been able to sleep, and try as i might not to think of you, to think of a life where I am just a warrior and not even involved with you, or seeing your breathtaking face, that has been eating me up inside, and well, I know that whoever was watching to day saw me eating food given by that lady I have scratched off my 'friend' list, and the point is NOT that I have let go my grievances, NO, it is that I am feeling empty inside and was looking for anything to fill the hole. You should know, by now, that I do NOT ever change my mind unless appealed to, and as far as I am concerned, an enemy of mine today remains an enemy when I wake up tomorrow, and one more thing, I STILL hate everyone you surround yourself with and I STILL consider it an insult that you would try to link with me while also linking with those people. if you will reject me, reject me, because this middle road compromise yo are taking is to ME insulting, and I would maybe just forget the fact that you have me in more esteem than I have ever seen from anyone else in my life, and just, out of spite, because my patience wears thin easily, I would destroy thm fools and send them all to hell, just like that.
Frankly, I hate the gallery woman, and I HOPE she is NOT your mother, because I have some devious plans for her demise, YEAH-SSS, and when I say that I INTEND to KILL everyone that was stupid enough to try to make me over, I do not mean do that by remote, but rather IN person.
So, it would be wise for you and yours to sit down, think deeply and realise that where I am concerned, an appeal by someone to ME, especially if to me there are very few people that I have deep regard for, when that person is NOT even someone I would want close to me, is to me an insult, because there is neither mercy nor pity nor remorse in me, save where you are concerned, because I care about what happens to you, and would really like it if, for once, you opened your eyes and removed the blinkers from them, and thought everything through, because frankly, I am WAITING for one of two things, ONE that you reject me totally, in which case i can gleefully murder off everyone, even those around you, OR, TWO you come over totally to my side, in which case I spare your family, for now, but destroy the rest anyway
I thought I would go a bit ... different... from "paper loving" here, just to stress the point I am trying to bring across.
You really rate me lowly when you lean not on the obvious and instead start thinking of mike and money and still think that what makes me ME, the very fact that I am The RULER over everything there is, is not a FACT, and try to pull me into that circus of yours, woman, that PISSES me off. You really have no idea just how you are walking on a razor edge there, because I HAVE long decided to make an end to all those things that make you NOW think you are secure, and whether i do it WITH you or without you, I WILL do it.
I have never ALLOWED anyone to take the liberties that you have taken with me, woman, so, take these words of advice as they are, in blue, that i may just make you pay for that, if you do not reform, really!
Thing is, I KNOW what is wrong with the world today, and that is partly why God stopped me from fitting in, from joining the crowd, and said I should be myself, even when I was busy worrying about what He wanted from me, this God, and was running away from Him, and coming up against the fact that I could NOT ever break even the smallest of His promises to me.
He has made sure I can never fall, even to your whims, because I, alone even against the world, and finding myself caring about what happens to you more than you even now know, can not submit to what you even now yearn for, that we all exist just as one happy family. NO. I am The Maverick. I can never think like you all do, and can never close my eyes to what is real and go for the lie.
You know, I have some kind of inner peace now. I no longer have to hide what I feel, because I have nothing to lose, and so I can speak my mind with perfect candour.
You are the best thing to ever happen to me, and I would move mountains to get you, but I would never try to shift YOU from your comfort zone unless you yourself wanted me to, or wanted to on your own. And so, I am just going to advise you, and leave it at that. I will not do anything more.
hell, past two nights I have not been able to sleep, and try as i might not to think of you, to think of a life where I am just a warrior and not even involved with you, or seeing your breathtaking face, that has been eating me up inside, and well, I know that whoever was watching to day saw me eating food given by that lady I have scratched off my 'friend' list, and the point is NOT that I have let go my grievances, NO, it is that I am feeling empty inside and was looking for anything to fill the hole. You should know, by now, that I do NOT ever change my mind unless appealed to, and as far as I am concerned, an enemy of mine today remains an enemy when I wake up tomorrow, and one more thing, I STILL hate everyone you surround yourself with and I STILL consider it an insult that you would try to link with me while also linking with those people. if you will reject me, reject me, because this middle road compromise yo are taking is to ME insulting, and I would maybe just forget the fact that you have me in more esteem than I have ever seen from anyone else in my life, and just, out of spite, because my patience wears thin easily, I would destroy thm fools and send them all to hell, just like that.
Frankly, I hate the gallery woman, and I HOPE she is NOT your mother, because I have some devious plans for her demise, YEAH-SSS, and when I say that I INTEND to KILL everyone that was stupid enough to try to make me over, I do not mean do that by remote, but rather IN person.
So, it would be wise for you and yours to sit down, think deeply and realise that where I am concerned, an appeal by someone to ME, especially if to me there are very few people that I have deep regard for, when that person is NOT even someone I would want close to me, is to me an insult, because there is neither mercy nor pity nor remorse in me, save where you are concerned, because I care about what happens to you, and would really like it if, for once, you opened your eyes and removed the blinkers from them, and thought everything through, because frankly, I am WAITING for one of two things, ONE that you reject me totally, in which case i can gleefully murder off everyone, even those around you, OR, TWO you come over totally to my side, in which case I spare your family, for now, but destroy the rest anyway
You really rate me lowly when you lean not on the obvious and instead start thinking of mike and money and still think that what makes me ME, the very fact that I am The RULER over everything there is, is not a FACT, and try to pull me into that circus of yours, woman, that PISSES me off. You really have no idea just how you are walking on a razor edge there, because I HAVE long decided to make an end to all those things that make you NOW think you are secure, and whether i do it WITH you or without you, I WILL do it.
I have never ALLOWED anyone to take the liberties that you have taken with me, woman, so, take these words of advice as they are, in blue, that i may just make you pay for that, if you do not reform, really!
*******
Anyway, what can I say of the day. Same old shit. The bimbo, the st.peters woman, red breeches, the swimmer woman's daughter, all tried to yank my chain, and wll, I SAID I would call out them foolish women, and so, I will, and I PROMISE them all, today, that I WILL tear them to pieces, and mangle them, and then kill them, because they dared walk all over me.
Then, the gallery woman drove up, and parked her car right... there, and I walked away, and she drove off, and came back later, after i had eaten, and I shook my head in disgust,. checked again, she was gone. The cunt of a rasta, after everything he has been involved in, walked up to me and abisha, greeted him, tried to greet me and i ignored him, and i was asking myself whether he actually THOUGHT anything through; when he did what he did, he was laughing at me, and now, he thinks I will just sweep that away, like its OK, lets be friends?
Then, the gallery woman drove up, and parked her car right... there, and I walked away, and she drove off, and came back later, after i had eaten, and I shook my head in disgust,. checked again, she was gone. The cunt of a rasta, after everything he has been involved in, walked up to me and abisha, greeted him, tried to greet me and i ignored him, and i was asking myself whether he actually THOUGHT anything through; when he did what he did, he was laughing at me, and now, he thinks I will just sweep that away, like its OK, lets be friends?
Me nuh want no friend from them.
Hell, NO!
And the fact that she chose to appeal for people like the imp, and goatface, and all those, even when she knew how it irritated me that she tried to goad me to anger, and never ever once even had the decency to walk UP to me and apologise, or take the blame on her, but rather hid behind those same people like I am supposed to lower myself to HER standards, fuck, that is even MORE insulting than everything else.
What planet does she live on, I wonder, the silly fool!Cant come up to me and grant me back my DIGNITY by just saying she is sorry, and I do not have to act like a madman with a bee in his pants by making a fool of myself all day everyday when she just walks past me like I am not even there?
Fuck it, I am fed up, and think that I should just end this all and kill her and them all anyway.
Fuck it, I am fed up, and think that I should just end this all and kill her and them all anyway.
Tired of being treated like a fucking idiot, in my own world!
Fools like it or not THIS is MY world, and I RULE in it, YEAH-SSSS!
The Crown has come to HIM to whom it BELONGS, and so, prepare to die!
The Crown has come to HIM to whom it BELONGS, and so, prepare to die!
stay far from the link aint no penny where
stay clear them are link with me anyway
smile up inna your damn face everyday
yet still them are link with you anyway
them want me fir them 'pon their cause where
never like when things are go my way
giddem the last sign you make when you dot your pen
still a man come suck your brain, coz
Jah guide his steps
through the strong and the weakest time
man never grieve yet
man never grieve yet
all of me clothes are the cheapest kind
sons of them make them stay far
me is a youth that [NO] mother ever pray for
man never will [favour] her
some boy you think are your brother them
the only thing are change so are the weather them...
It would be ... nice... if, just for once, she would actually walk up to me, and treat me like I exist in the real world, and not just walk past, or leave me hanging like this. This is very frustrating. Good thing about THIS part, though, is this, NOW she knows that I would really love to be acknowledged like a real person, and well, I have my back against the wall. If she insults me NOW by going her own way, I have the grounds to end all this. Good!
I am tired of living like I do, and having her take it, by her walk-bys and all that silent stuff, that I am being punished by God or something because I am so stubborn. I do not think that it occurs to her just how callous and hard-hearted her actions are. She sleeps in comfort, and I sleep in a ditch, and I do not even ask her for a place in her bed but that she just tell me where i stand so that, if I go my way, I do so in peace. I mean, she MUST by now have thought it through whether I am for real or a fake, and so, she knows what she wants better than I can ever guess.
Fuck is the difficulty in her just SAYING so?
I am tired of living like I do, and having her take it, by her walk-bys and all that silent stuff, that I am being punished by God or something because I am so stubborn. I do not think that it occurs to her just how callous and hard-hearted her actions are. She sleeps in comfort, and I sleep in a ditch, and I do not even ask her for a place in her bed but that she just tell me where i stand so that, if I go my way, I do so in peace. I mean, she MUST by now have thought it through whether I am for real or a fake, and so, she knows what she wants better than I can ever guess.
Fuck is the difficulty in her just SAYING so?
i intend to find out, YEAH-SSS!
I mean, either she HAS respect for me, or I am just some fool that she can not decide how to dump without making some kind of scene.
"cant go drink where you serve in bar"
if she thinks the mav is a beast of burden, like tony was saying today, very confident all of a sudden I do not know why, maybe these kalk bay fools really have their grapevine and they are all miles ahead of me, that 'born a donkey, you will die a donkey', then fact is, if she THINKS that, herself, and not the mother-influence, then tomorrow is the last day of all their lives, because NO action confirms that to me, and well, if the woman does not make a definite act, I will be glad to ... put in the full stop.
Your time's up, everyone, and NOW, I come calling, YEAH-SSS!
The King Is Here
I AM GETTING TERMINALLY ANGRY.I mean, either she HAS respect for me, or I am just some fool that she can not decide how to dump without making some kind of scene.
"cant go drink where you serve in bar"
if she thinks the mav is a beast of burden, like tony was saying today, very confident all of a sudden I do not know why, maybe these kalk bay fools really have their grapevine and they are all miles ahead of me, that 'born a donkey, you will die a donkey', then fact is, if she THINKS that, herself, and not the mother-influence, then tomorrow is the last day of all their lives, because NO action confirms that to me, and well, if the woman does not make a definite act, I will be glad to ... put in the full stop.
Your time's up, everyone, and NOW, I come calling, YEAH-SSS!
The King Is Here
ALREADY.
IT IS USELESS TO TRY FLOGGING A DEAD DONKEY, AND SO, I WILL NOT BOTHER. TOMORROW, PEOPLE, I WILL WAKE UP AND COME WHAT MAY, I WILL KILL PEOPLE.BECAUSE I AM TIRED OF BEING LAUGHED AT.
Before this, I had some kind of... hope, but now, I am less inclined towards being .. hopeful. I am in the mood for all out war. I HAVE been pushed too far, and now, like optimus primal who was a bit cowardly was transformed into a berserker whan given some serum by megatron, I am intent on only one thing, to destroy.
Wonder if the episode IS on YouTube?
I SUPPOSE THIS one is a bit better, see, because I am well, having to totally become THIS ... thing... the warrior.
I think my hope, the little bit of humanity I had left, is GOING, GOING, GONE, AND I HAVE no
reason to hold on. Why should I?
ENTERING BEAST MODE, YEAH-SSS!
Well, it seems that , after watching that episode, I have one or two things to learn as well, that I can not deny that I have two sides, and for them to work, they have to be in unison, in unity.This then is the meaning of something else i have been worrying over for a while now, YEAH-SS.
Because long back, I had a vision, way before this one about my grandfather's place, and in it there was this ex girlfriend of mine, jacqueline, and her friend, my cousin tsungie and I was coming to the crossroads where hoffman street intersects malisa rd, and at the intersection, there is a house on the right as one comes out, that had a thick hedge, and the hedge seemed to cast a dark shadow on the whole road, and the thing is, I saw myself coming out, and it was all like I was coming out from the shadows directly towards where i was watching. To the left of the... screen... was this pole, a telephone or electricity pole, I can not remember which, but in front of it, with her back to the pole, was jacqui, and she had a long dress that covered her legs totally, and she was sitting on some kind of stool, and she was going ( to check that I was THINKING of this, I will have you look up "three pairs of shoes") I have three pairs of shoes for you to wear", and I asked her, the me in the vision, "Where?" and she went, "Where we met", and I then asked, "What about sex?", and she was, with each question the Me in the Vision asked, turning from looking directly at me at the screen to try to turn her back towards the person who was behind her, and she was getting rather embarrassed .ON the ground, also with her back to the pole, but facing the MITV (me-in-the-vision) was my cousin and she was --- dum dum dum dum--- wearing a mini skirt and her ass was parked on the floor, and she was curled up, trying to do two things at once, bend down so that she did not present too much of a conspicuous profile, and at the same time she was trying to pull the hem of her skirt up from between her legs so that, from the bottom, she could cover her exposed legs.
In other words, I think I am looking at the same person, here, with the laove of my life being the one who wanted me to, let me guess,
1) be the guy that brought back glory to the jews by shepherding them back to God- check her 'offer' of herself as some kind of esther
2)be the guy that she made peace with between her and those other guys- ditto her way of addressing issues; I HAD to fit into her plans and not the other way round
3) be a sort of father figure to her 'brother', meaning I had to be involved in some weird kind of pseudo-paternity thing when she herself is NOT even a mother to begin with, like hello!
And the fact that these two friends, jacquie and tsungie were living across the street from each other with the ex living at number 8 while she lived at number 9 mandaza rd, and we met, me and jacqui, at my cousin's home, all the way at the other end of mambo township, at my aunt's, well, you can sort of draw the picture.
What happened?
the woman came and liked what she saw, about me, I suppose, and then, I suppose the mother went to work on her, and wanted her to be this other kind of person because she had her own agenda for me, and now, what I am longing for is a person that is trying hard to pretend she does not even care for me, because the mother has her claws in her sunk too deep. And they are both ignoring the fact that I KNOW how things are going to be BEFORE they even are, and STILL they ignore the fact that the person they see walking up and down on the streets is the person they should pay attention to instad of the one on the net, because what is happening is doing so right before their very eyes. And I am evolving right as they watch. And they dream of better endings.
The upright pole, the concrete thing they ignore, is the hoko I have been trying to figure out, and that pledge is this, I leave my mother NOT becaus I have found better things to live for, but because NOT only HER but everyone else does NOT deserve to live on this planet. I am not just a person that gets visions from God, but I am THE person that decides what to do, how to have things happen on earth, and that person, that you ignore because you persist in trying to second-guess me from the visions that God gave me, suited for MY mind to let me decide how to run things MY way, is where you all make the stupidest mistakes of your lives.
And why, for a fact, I am going to kill most of you without you even knowing quite why, YEAH-SSS
Because you are too stupid to figure out what should happen, when.
Know that I stand by my word. I am coming as an executioner tomorrow, whatever any may say to that. THIS time it is war.
Unless she comes out and does something before I come there, which is, as I said before something she should very well learn to do because I am not going to be amused by the antics of someone who wants to be on the safe side while i everytime eat dust like a beggar in my own land, because of her, the silly fool!
