Thing about MY visions is, I tended to be biased about them. Take the 73 vision and the $10m-to-build-that-thing one. Ok, NOW, I have discovered I have always wanted to leave the planet, but I suppose it nevet occured to anyone to do the nath I just had to do in order, maybe, to convince this one woman that I am not playing tricks on her. God gave me 15 extra years, but, till 2010, i was effectively wasting 5 of these,and from 2010 till now, I have spent 3 years online, or rather feeking a sense of self worth, bcause I started to feed off the vibes of people, and see myself asthey did, not as I had been pre-programmed to... think, by my well-meaning mother. I STILL HAVE 7 PRODUCTIVE years,get it? So, the "money" bit should beexplained, as well as the 10 seconds that were counted as well as 5 that were not, to get me ''out of here''. NEXT, there is that vision of the texas ranger woman with het "I am too late" statement and me saying that she was on time, and then having her back as she walked up into the ark thing and reached a landing. Well, ih the series walker had her as his love interest, and he never said anything, but in this case, there was the song by tamia "who do you tell when you love someone" and heck I never could tell the chick I loved her, which is why i have said it this way. Hell, i never KNEW I loved her, or COULD love her, till i thought i would never have her in my life. And I knew that what I was missing was right before my eyes. As for the ... walker thing, I tend to prefer the ranger aspect as related to the tolkien king who wondered but was not lost, but heck, it could be also about my desire for fighting. I sincerely hope obert is not full of shit tonight because I would hate to have to deal with him where there is nothing to... restrain me. I am not YET into killing people. God, Abba Father, help me there.
