I have been thinking things through and found that the ten women that... oh fuck, why is this so difficult! She is NOTHING like the twenty women, who were all scared senseless of me, and yet made it their point to make sure they kissed my ass, so to speak, and half the time I want to kill her and I do not know from one noment to the next which way she will bounce, because when I expect peace, she shows me up, when i expect war, she does that -pity me - thing, and I find that I am torn between having her guts pulled up through her navel and shaking ger so hard that whatever marbles she uses for brains rattle out from her ears. And being blond is NO excuse, I have seven very perceptive women who knew without being asked what was right from wrong, and automatically removed all my worries without me doing anthing more tgan raise my eyebrows, and she is holding me up for ...what? To show me, the Lord if the Earth, how she cwn string me along like a puppet on a string because she has WHAT better than any if them? Fuck this, God, I am fed up! I will feed her to the fish, bit by bit. Then remove all memory of her from the earth. Yesss. Meaning family and friends. Hell, I am tired if this runaround. My world, MY rules, she follows, or she dies. I will NOT be mocked anymore by this woman. And made into a plaything by a creature I can cut in two, terrify and mangle with NO ONE to deliver her from my hand, even if they try. No, from now on, I assume FULLY my status as IMPERATOR,and to hell with those who stand in my way. Literally. Yessssss!!!
