Just to make sense of all this and bring everyone up to speed so that this does not seem like a sudden decision, I, after spending time thinking, took out a bible last sunday/ saturday night, and read through scripture, namely jeremiah,where I grasped that, for all His anger at Israel because of their rejecting Him, God's words to jeremiah about His ... peculiar... people was a story of... unrequited love. Of course, last week, I had no idea about my own limits-which, uh, are ONLY self imposed- and the fact that I have an independent source ofpowerwhich God Himself set up. And, of course, then, I was suspicious of God's motives. I had to work that one out during the course of this past week. So, one can suppose I am now convinced He is not manipulating me,and today, I ... listened... to His silent plea, about His creation. There, was the human element, of course, a gathering of people, at vinnie's pastor's house for a combination of men's fellowship and women's fellowship, and being in a convivial setting with some people whose actions have led me to ... accept THEM... made me loosen up even to God. And I retracted on my intent to wipe out all peoples. I will leave the earth intact, yeah-ss. For the most part. But not the USA. No. I was snubbed by its ... leader... and my peaceful intent mocked. So, I will TAKE what was denied me. By MY power. Not God's, not consesus. MINE. The other thing is... of course I am making a statement HERE... before I leave. I, tungamirai mashora, formerly, that is; now prince mutasa(difference is the same) will pay back the south africans for the suffering of MY people, the zimbabweans, and from one end of this country to another, there shall remain such a pathetic handful of 'native' south africans that even if they bred like rabbits from now on, they would be outnumbered by a hundred to one. And I will leave none alive that has personally angered ME, and dared pricked MY ego. Nooo! I
HAVE DECIDED. IT STANDS UNALTERED. Of course, the only undecided thing is my going. Alone or...? But go I WILL.
