and then she runs to the pastor, /and he tells her there will be a new chapter/ but she feels no different after, and then...
...well... know the song "dollar dollar bill", with akon, wycleaf jean, weezy? Yeah, well, when I am hopping mad I do 2 things, get loud and also use the noise to... think. So, it does NOT mean I have changed my mind about the other women, the four, but fuck I have been blind, right? I hate uncomfortable news, and THIS sucks, big time. And I thought I was being clever, although I should have paid attention when vinnie's daughter called me from the garage to come eat and i opened the bible on the table to " and i know the plans I have for you, plans for good and not for evil, to give you a future and an expected end... " but i ignored that because it was ... beside ...the point. Anyway, I started thinking, and ... fuck, it makes no sense, because i was told the harbour house asshole has NO KIDS. And if I am wrong? Like she HAS a child with the asshole? Would explain why he is so careful about not having ME see them alone, right? Always there is a tell-tale distance that smacks of... complicity... some private link. Is he the one footing the child support bills, which is why she only goes so far and not further as far as I am concerned? Well, OK this will sound like a sick joke, but I have no sense of humour here, the little child is dead meat, as is the father, because i will NOT look after another's child. Ok, i want the chick, but not her baggage. I have a universal rule there, and, anyway, since i am basically unlimited, i will bend for no one. RULE #1 there are ONLY rules made by me. People follow them, or die. So, if I am right, and this woman had a child, well, as I said, let us put it to the test, which is more important, and exclusively so, her child, or ME. Because she lives or dies by that choice, yessss!!Now, I would rather it was her.. "mother"... who sort of violated protocol and encouraged the woman to stop comparing herself with, say, the swimmer woman, instead of it being her "looking down" -lean- on me and thinking she would force me to take her daughter, because i take no crap from... crap, see! Because after he stunt of today, the mother parking her car right where i normally sit, in what amounts to an up-yours gesture,and the fact she tried to make it as if it was HER that was linked to the asshole, thinkihg me a fool, it really starts to piss me off, and I usually have NO sympathy for people who have the folly of thinking they can hoodwink the one Gid called "him who sees";- remember the statement, I spoke of, where He told me, quoting all sorts of objectionable people, like paul, - i am NO christian- and miles munroe, before adding His unique statement:- "In Him we live and move and have our being, and existence exists in Him, and
to him who sees will go the crown.So, why try to trick me, fools? Think you can get away by thnking I am some soft, easily tricked little ... boy? Really. Idiots!! I am thinking them fools thought God rules me, when in effect the nature of my birth left me with NO delusions as far as people are concerned, because i TAKE nothing for granted, make no assumptions and never attach to anything, because only I can support me. This GUY is the reason I am angry with God, and never allow anyone to take ANY liberties with me. The person writing here and now IS the first-born, ironically, the link with God. So, idiots, where is YOUR God now? Show him, that He may refute me.
