BUT
in this case, there is NO intercession, no one to play the go-between. As the song goes -I will have to highlight the part I want to stress here
fully equipped you know we come with all supplies
gotta big gun and I will show you the flies
if you mess with any of my flip mode family ties
I, as I said, am effectively fully empowered, which means gone are the days when I used to listen to anyone's pleas. I am not fully there yet, but I see it in every little thing just how fully loaded I am becoming, and it is not ven a labour, a chore, or something I have to try to dig deep to find, this control thing.
The POINT?
Well, I did say this, that I was waiting for this woman to come out in the open about herself, and I did say that I was already decided that her child dies, and every single person I saw her with- except the short andd dumpy girl- and that I was still just beginning, that I would wipe out her entire family till she gets the drift and comes out in the open, and faces me to answer to ME, about herself. but, of course, she is too high up for that, right? I was very ...unamused... to hear that she chose, when I had left, to come and show herself to vinnie, by parking her car, a KA, where he could see it, and getting out, and then going to the place i told her that, if she values her life, or to put it better, MY pride, at all, she should leave it, permanently. And today, she waited till I went swimming with vinnie, before coming and parking same car where I could see it, and then presumably disappearing into the same building, like my words are mere nonsense. Well, for THAT, every one in your family is dead. YOU are next, and this time, I will get you to choose, whether I kill you myself since I am getting the message here that there MUST be something between you and this mike, some... ongoing thing... or maybe, just maybe, you are still under the delusion that there is someone who will actually deliver you from my hand.
I was, I think, very specific, and you, well, you are being really... trying. I do not negotiate, and as far as I am concerned, I am still wondering why I am still even discussing this. you should be dead, already, but... .
oh, and if you think there is a God out there Who will save you, then NOTHING I said actually got through to you. You answer to ME, or, if you choose not to, I will MAKE you. If I do make you, then know that what I touch, what I force, I break. And no one mends it.
reminds me of this "By saturday everyone will know me" vision, where this guy who looked like the undertaker but had a fake/ falling off nose uttered those words -funny that allanon and the undertaker are the same height, seven feet, seven, is that not a funny number, like seven... years... of unlimited dominion- and he goes back and climbs back into the ring where this person is raising his hands in victory, or maybe like he is saying "God, see what this person is doing, not even going the way he should', because supplication to God IS with upraised hands, like maybe the person is asking God to restore the idiot to his senses.
So that he can obey God and do as God would want him to do.
I obey NO ONE. I choose what kind of world I want. I may tend to ... listen... to God for my own sake, but ONLY when it is unclear whether my pride is being trampled on or not. But, then, even those days are drawing to a close. I appeal to Him no more. I do as I please, and I kill who I please, when I please, and HOW I please. NO one stands in my way anbd remains standing. So, forget what you thought would be your escape clause, I am HERE. The Lord of The Earth, and heck, I have pressed teh button for war.
Good thing, though,is this, If I have to kill the woman, I get to also kill this mike character. I have takjen a distinct dislike to him, so much so that just sending him to hell is not punishment enough. Fuck, whether she comes to me or not, I will KILL him anyway. With my bare hands. YEAH-SSS
The POINT?
Well, I did say this, that I was waiting for this woman to come out in the open about herself, and I did say that I was already decided that her child dies, and every single person I saw her with- except the short andd dumpy girl- and that I was still just beginning, that I would wipe out her entire family till she gets the drift and comes out in the open, and faces me to answer to ME, about herself. but, of course, she is too high up for that, right? I was very ...unamused... to hear that she chose, when I had left, to come and show herself to vinnie, by parking her car, a KA, where he could see it, and getting out, and then going to the place i told her that, if she values her life, or to put it better, MY pride, at all, she should leave it, permanently. And today, she waited till I went swimming with vinnie, before coming and parking same car where I could see it, and then presumably disappearing into the same building, like my words are mere nonsense. Well, for THAT, every one in your family is dead. YOU are next, and this time, I will get you to choose, whether I kill you myself since I am getting the message here that there MUST be something between you and this mike, some... ongoing thing... or maybe, just maybe, you are still under the delusion that there is someone who will actually deliver you from my hand.
I was, I think, very specific, and you, well, you are being really... trying. I do not negotiate, and as far as I am concerned, I am still wondering why I am still even discussing this. you should be dead, already, but... .
oh, and if you think there is a God out there Who will save you, then NOTHING I said actually got through to you. You answer to ME, or, if you choose not to, I will MAKE you. If I do make you, then know that what I touch, what I force, I break. And no one mends it.
reminds me of this "By saturday everyone will know me" vision, where this guy who looked like the undertaker but had a fake/ falling off nose uttered those words -funny that allanon and the undertaker are the same height, seven feet, seven, is that not a funny number, like seven... years... of unlimited dominion- and he goes back and climbs back into the ring where this person is raising his hands in victory, or maybe like he is saying "God, see what this person is doing, not even going the way he should', because supplication to God IS with upraised hands, like maybe the person is asking God to restore the idiot to his senses.
So that he can obey God and do as God would want him to do.
I obey NO ONE. I choose what kind of world I want. I may tend to ... listen... to God for my own sake, but ONLY when it is unclear whether my pride is being trampled on or not. But, then, even those days are drawing to a close. I appeal to Him no more. I do as I please, and I kill who I please, when I please, and HOW I please. NO one stands in my way anbd remains standing. So, forget what you thought would be your escape clause, I am HERE. The Lord of The Earth, and heck, I have pressed teh button for war.
Good thing, though,is this, If I have to kill the woman, I get to also kill this mike character. I have takjen a distinct dislike to him, so much so that just sending him to hell is not punishment enough. Fuck, whether she comes to me or not, I will KILL him anyway. With my bare hands. YEAH-SSS
Over the woman, though, I am still not so sure. And I wonder at that. Which probably explains why I am pushing her. Of course, what I said about those around her goes, and there is no one who can change that. I am curious about how she will respond to that, though. She may want to show me just how much of an idiot she thinks me by her actions, after all, nothing deterred her from the flowers, the foursome, thing, and she always had to have somebody with her to lean against. I am removing all those from her. Which way will she jump though? I wonder. Other thing is, I have decided that, even without her, I will have fun with five women that ... fear me. fear is essential. fear and desire. No funny business then, because whoever mistakes my looking at her for stupidity, and infatuation is in for a rude awakening. Very hot, rude awakening. I think I already know who the fifth woman may be, but I need to see about THIS first. eenie meenie miney more, which side will the woman go. Is she genuine or just a whore? I need to find out more. then I decide when I'm sure.
