Now, I just need to see if YouTube has what I want here, first!
Ok, now i am in business, and, well, as they say, a picture is worth a thousand words. And as I have no more to say, I will have you watch the abovce, and then ... think... a bit about the past evenst so that the truth speaks for itself, YEAH-ss.
Too late? nuh, red breeches walked in right on... TIME, yeah-sss! and solved everything for me.
Has she become clean? Do I have to worry about some guy in the closet? And Ok, I can accept her inability to walk up to... me, seeing as I am most likely to... kill... anyone who tries, BUT, is she like the apple chick that she now starts to... hide... and behave as if I must come out to her? Or am I supposed to be a surrogate father to that boy of hers? Which reminds me,
I had a sort of a dream early the morning, because i have been worrying about something as far as my friend is concerned, in that lately i had been spending some nights -whole- at his house, and he was just casually mentioning the other time how, after he spoke about the renewal of the lase agreement to his landlord, which he had been tardy about renewing, the guy had gone through his house, maybe... inspecting it? or maybe wondering where I slept, when I did sleep over (vinnie wants me so much to go to church, and I am plainly reluctant, vbut after my perfomance last night, I am going to find saying no rather difficult because I do KNOW my facts, even when I try to dance around jesus, and I can not keep my mouth shut, so he obviously finds some pretext to have me sleep over day before church), and well, it weighed on my mind, and this morning i had a picture of the landlord walking out of the train station with a little guy and a bottle of... wine... like his mother makes, and it was no stretch to link that with the other vision which went "michelle are you coming with us" and she said, looking at some thing to her right, "I can not look after the child on my own", and then looking MY way, starting, and saying, "I will bring you a cup of coffee".
Now, if THAT was not the apple chick, then does that mean that red breeches as well has a child with mike, because I KNOW that the apple chick is the only one who has so hounded me to get me to look at her alone, and she was the only one who had that beowulf dragon mentality.
And I do not like her. She has literally pissed me off to the extreme, and I would be glad to ... send her to hell, which, as things stand, could be as early as... THIS saturday, because NOW there is nothing to wait for. I am feeling tall again, not weighed down, and... I am... upright, again.
so, I get to kill them all, right?
And the gallery woman as well.
as a non sequitur, I was just thinking how the jamaicans will laugh at my interpretation of their... language, and well, since I ... basically, do not CARE... what happens to people, I am just, to set myself at ease, going to destroy every one of them, as well as certain as love their music and know all there is to know about it. I can nver stand being laughed at. EVER. I getes my blood up. Which is why I can not overlook certain things. Now, the mav is going to see what is up in the bay of chalk, YEAH-sss!
And i hate cigarettes.
Ok, now i am in business, and, well, as they say, a picture is worth a thousand words. And as I have no more to say, I will have you watch the abovce, and then ... think... a bit about the past evenst so that the truth speaks for itself, YEAH-ss.
kinda considerate that the trailer did not include the almost cuckolding of the main actor there, though, because that is what I was looking for. Shows just what little self esteem i have had , till today, or rather, a few minutes ago, when everything came together
Too late? nuh, red breeches walked in right on... TIME, yeah-sss! and solved everything for me.
thing is, I was, from my posts, as anyone can plainly ... see... fed up with tha apple chick, and yet I was holding on because of the ... 'fact'... that I was sure this is someone I have to 'love', yes? seeing as I am with one eye to the visions, and stuff. BUT, thing is, I just exploded yesterday, and carried on exploding, rejecting the pretenses and labelling people as they were, not as I though I had to ... hope... they were, and apparently, from what I ... SAW... of the visions, this woman got the message and came, tragic faced again, and walked past me, and while i was laughing it off at first, I only had to look across the street and see the Ka parked... and i knew that she was up there, and defying me.
And it all came together.i am incapable of loving anyone. I can ... accept... love, if there is ... respect and proper acknowledgement of my... RIGHTS, and then I will accept the person. So, she, red breeches, was pretending before, but must have been cut to the bone by my statement, which is WHY God intervened, and stopped me, and pointed out what it was I SHOULD say and well, I saw the results, today. Of course, that means I get to wipe out the whole of the woman's family, and her associates and take the five I chose for myself, and depart.
NOW, listen to the song
Unless I am much mistaken, THAT is a woman, there, yeah? Not a guy singing, right? SOOO, well, fill in the blanks, yes? true to the way things are, this woman is one I had spit out, because of the fact that she was not... acceptable.Hmmmmm!Has she become clean? Do I have to worry about some guy in the closet? And Ok, I can accept her inability to walk up to... me, seeing as I am most likely to... kill... anyone who tries, BUT, is she like the apple chick that she now starts to... hide... and behave as if I must come out to her? Or am I supposed to be a surrogate father to that boy of hers? Which reminds me,
I had a sort of a dream early the morning, because i have been worrying about something as far as my friend is concerned, in that lately i had been spending some nights -whole- at his house, and he was just casually mentioning the other time how, after he spoke about the renewal of the lase agreement to his landlord, which he had been tardy about renewing, the guy had gone through his house, maybe... inspecting it? or maybe wondering where I slept, when I did sleep over (vinnie wants me so much to go to church, and I am plainly reluctant, vbut after my perfomance last night, I am going to find saying no rather difficult because I do KNOW my facts, even when I try to dance around jesus, and I can not keep my mouth shut, so he obviously finds some pretext to have me sleep over day before church), and well, it weighed on my mind, and this morning i had a picture of the landlord walking out of the train station with a little guy and a bottle of... wine... like his mother makes, and it was no stretch to link that with the other vision which went "michelle are you coming with us" and she said, looking at some thing to her right, "I can not look after the child on my own", and then looking MY way, starting, and saying, "I will bring you a cup of coffee".
Now, if THAT was not the apple chick, then does that mean that red breeches as well has a child with mike, because I KNOW that the apple chick is the only one who has so hounded me to get me to look at her alone, and she was the only one who had that beowulf dragon mentality.
And I do not like her. She has literally pissed me off to the extreme, and I would be glad to ... send her to hell, which, as things stand, could be as early as... THIS saturday, because NOW there is nothing to wait for. I am feeling tall again, not weighed down, and... I am... upright, again.
so, I get to kill them all, right?
And the gallery woman as well.
as a non sequitur, I was just thinking how the jamaicans will laugh at my interpretation of their... language, and well, since I ... basically, do not CARE... what happens to people, I am just, to set myself at ease, going to destroy every one of them, as well as certain as love their music and know all there is to know about it. I can nver stand being laughed at. EVER. I getes my blood up. Which is why I can not overlook certain things. Now, the mav is going to see what is up in the bay of chalk, YEAH-sss!
And i hate cigarettes.
