i am sure that to you, fools, your lives are very important, and you want to secure your futures and stuff, but when I FUCKING say STAY the motherfucking hell out of my motherfucking way, then, even if its your fucking mother who fucking disregards my fucking warning, I will ... make sure, I deal with that, yeah-ss.
Well, technically, if I already hated you, then no way are you going to escape, but if I am a bit... ambivalent... then you may still have a chance, provided you stay the fuck out of my business. And as far as I am concerned, there is but ONE.
Who STILL will not answer to... ME!
Ok, so, when I get down to it, really, I would never kill her child. But I would have if today she had persisted in seeking confrontation. Of course, the guys I saw her with, who she smiled at and stuff, and goaded me to jealousy with, when THEY -except for the DRC guard who I just do not like, and so who dies, not junior, but the other one who was so smug about it- KNEW that she is off limits, that is, after the imp's almost-confrontation, then THEY are dead. So goat-face, dont bother coming anywhere near me. I am getting the sense here that God is pushing things so that I do not have to personally kill any person, but that does not mean I would not seize an opportunity and just make some asshole spurt blood.
oh, and girl, I am SERIOUS about the five women thing. (And FYI, its MY choice who the women are, and I know of three at present, not sure about ms short and dumpy). THAT stands. You can take that anyway you like, and either try to ... pray to God... or ask your mother?... to show her silly face again, in which case i would be very pleased to kill you all, and as i promised, I would be glad to do you myself. because frankly, you HAVE pissed me off, and more I think of it, ms short and dumpy is more and more attractive by the moment. She has an ass, you do not. you were so busy showing off your legs that i know every contour of your body, and trust me, you are not really what would satisfy me. i like your ... interest, or former interest... and what I am puzzling out now is whether you, silly fool that you are, thought that i was, or am, potential mule in your custody fight with the asshole mike, who, regardless of what happens, goes FIRST to hell. I mean, the ONE person that makes my blood boil over totally is him, and I will not let him live a day more than I have to, to get to the bottom of this. So, if you were after a person to be surrogate father, then your actions will show sooner or later, and when your intent becomes clear, I will deal with you.
no,'deal' is the wrong word, because we do not negotiate. I will make you pay for that.
*****
Right, anyway, just for future reference - see, I used to write down stuff, that God did or said as and when it happened so that i could use it against Him in future, but when I left home, I ended up losing my specially designed diary and so, NOW, I write things up and leave them online so that I can keep track of them. Since I am not NOW going to destroy your technology, I suppose i will still be able to access the net when I get to the US- which I suppose all of you think can not be done, by me, yes? of course not. I mean, i would have to pilot a plane, which I have no experience of, and I am thinking the bigger the better, locally of course, and then land in a country that has absolutely NO living soul in it, and then get the know-how to link up myself again with the rest of the world, set up a ... permanent boundary... from the rest of the world, the obvious way, of course, singe any intruders, and change the weather so that it is milder up there than down here, but not cold, I seem to be so easily affected in the throat by the cold, and that, embarrassingly enough, is not due to my love for sweet things only... but, then, of course, you all say that can not be done, right?
of course, when you see a child see someone walking and he/she/it also starts to walk, you say 'good' because the child has started to become like others, but you forget that the child never knew how to walk to begin with, but had to learn the ropes, see?
well, in my life, if something CAN be done, then I will NOT do it. But the difficult and incerdible I will do immediately; the impossible, a day later.
fuck, you have no idea just how bored i am at present, and if someone was able to fly, then take it that I can fly without having to be taught by someone. You have all the controls there, all I need to do is figure them out, and use them. And ignore traffic laws. Anyway, you all will be so busy weeping and grieving for the 99% coloureds, xhosas, zulus, suthus who will just all of a sudden be dead, old young, and, of course, the key officials in various government ... posts... that i will strategically remove, irrespective of race, oh yes, and every military man, not because i am scared but because i ... do not care. But of course you do not believe that, right? TRY me. Of course, the white people will have to be ... selectively... removed. Those that I promised death, will die. but I will ignore the rest. Makes me wonder, though, what hell is like. I think those who ignore me have to be sent to hotter parts and stuff. Like deep under. Hmmm, I MUST get to the bottom of this.
of course, when you see a child see someone walking and he/she/it also starts to walk, you say 'good' because the child has started to become like others, but you forget that the child never knew how to walk to begin with, but had to learn the ropes, see?
well, in my life, if something CAN be done, then I will NOT do it. But the difficult and incerdible I will do immediately; the impossible, a day later.
fuck, you have no idea just how bored i am at present, and if someone was able to fly, then take it that I can fly without having to be taught by someone. You have all the controls there, all I need to do is figure them out, and use them. And ignore traffic laws. Anyway, you all will be so busy weeping and grieving for the 99% coloureds, xhosas, zulus, suthus who will just all of a sudden be dead, old young, and, of course, the key officials in various government ... posts... that i will strategically remove, irrespective of race, oh yes, and every military man, not because i am scared but because i ... do not care. But of course you do not believe that, right? TRY me. Of course, the white people will have to be ... selectively... removed. Those that I promised death, will die. but I will ignore the rest. Makes me wonder, though, what hell is like. I think those who ignore me have to be sent to hotter parts and stuff. Like deep under. Hmmm, I MUST get to the bottom of this.
YEAH-ss
Now, of course, I am after the impossible, which is effectively getting off the planet, and getting lost. Nobody has been able to do that for extended periods, or attain the speed of light, and I also want to do THIS thing, which is, to make sure NO ONE follows, which means more than trying to keep things a secret, since I am unable to do that, keep a secret that is, but to make sure that ... people... are so altered that they could NOT leave even if they thought of it. Make them NOT want to leave. By showing them... their intrinsic nature. THAT is easy. After all, its just words. And i am good at puzzling things out and presenting them as they are. And well, you are about to find out just HOW good i am at it. But then, when you do, you will understand why I am different. And those that close their eyes to the truth will die. Fuck, NO ONE will have room to close their ears.
everyone will know the truth, and frankly I am no fan of jews, and so I find it rather insulting that one of them would want to draw close to me, because i said that, for God's sake I will not destroy them. Do not mistake my concessions to God for a change of heart. I hate jews, I hate the little ma, her daughter, her son, and her husband,and WILL destroy these and send them to hell, but will spare the jews because of God. Not bbecause I want any of them near me. Fuck, I will go even further. I will totally wipe out, say, mike's entire bloodline, and relations, but funny enough, I suppose i will spare the other quiet guy with this twin cab, because he has never been a... threat. And never 'assumed' stuff with me. The rest die. THAT is not something that anyone will ever change. I just hate the whole family. And even thinking of them makes me want to crush them all, like empty tin cans.
Now, of course, I am after the impossible, which is effectively getting off the planet, and getting lost. Nobody has been able to do that for extended periods, or attain the speed of light, and I also want to do THIS thing, which is, to make sure NO ONE follows, which means more than trying to keep things a secret, since I am unable to do that, keep a secret that is, but to make sure that ... people... are so altered that they could NOT leave even if they thought of it. Make them NOT want to leave. By showing them... their intrinsic nature. THAT is easy. After all, its just words. And i am good at puzzling things out and presenting them as they are. And well, you are about to find out just HOW good i am at it. But then, when you do, you will understand why I am different. And those that close their eyes to the truth will die. Fuck, NO ONE will have room to close their ears.
everyone will know the truth, and frankly I am no fan of jews, and so I find it rather insulting that one of them would want to draw close to me, because i said that, for God's sake I will not destroy them. Do not mistake my concessions to God for a change of heart. I hate jews, I hate the little ma, her daughter, her son, and her husband,and WILL destroy these and send them to hell, but will spare the jews because of God. Not bbecause I want any of them near me. Fuck, I will go even further. I will totally wipe out, say, mike's entire bloodline, and relations, but funny enough, I suppose i will spare the other quiet guy with this twin cab, because he has never been a... threat. And never 'assumed' stuff with me. The rest die. THAT is not something that anyone will ever change. I just hate the whole family. And even thinking of them makes me want to crush them all, like empty tin cans.
In the movie, wreck-it ralph, the first part only of which I watched, there is the slogan, which you may hear in the clip, where the bad guys go
Lets close with the
Bad Guy affirmation
Lets close with the
Bad Guy affirmation
I am bad
and thats good
I will never be good
And thats not bad
There's no one I would rather be
than me
Right, anyway, THIS is what happened when I got back from the library this morning. I found the Ka still parked where it had been, and I also saw the gallery woman parked conspicuously at her gallery entrance, and I KNEW what was going on in their minds. Silly fools were thinking that if the woman ignored me then after a time i would start getting the perfume of the woman's charm get into my memory stems and I would start longing for her. i have done nothing but soak up these fools' thought processes, pressed all the wrong buttons to see just how they would react, and found out where they are, mentally. So, I decided that today we would end this charade, because, frankly, I was interested in the destruction of the whole lot. When I checked, after ignoring the woman's car, I found she was gone. NOW, frankly THAT was something I did not think would happen, and I was, am still, so surprised that i do not know what to make of it. I am suspicious of the woman,of course, because of the way she has despised me, and that, at present makes me so very intolerant of her, because I have given her more than an allowed portion of ... tolerance... .
It was after she had left that i felt the ... impact... of her involvement in my life, and I was, as expected, rather ... hungry. So, I went looking for food, but actually, it was after seeing the other guy walking with the dumpy chick. The guy that I said I would not kill. Just now. Is there something that anyone sees, like I do, that is ... awry... in my conclusion? But then, the dumpy chick is not, actually... mine... and I do not feel possessive over her, for now, because, of course, she could just be playing games with me, yes? so, she is still to be puzzled out, yes? YEAH-ss.
Funny thing, though, was that as soon as they walked past, going up to the harbour? I saw this woman with her top off, and just a bra, and I was asking myself just how long I am going to keep this charade going while I went and slept playing golf, when all I wanted from women was easy sex, and fuck everything else, of course, provided i was just the ONLY one, and, of course, it is unavoidable that every guy who was ever familiar with the woman, in THAT way, would be dead, before I did that, because I am not the kind of guy who will turn his back on people who could laugh at me. Behind my back.
so, I went looking for food, and found, as i walked past la parada, a whole lot of hostile looks, the shaded, hooded kind that show people who would be glad to stab you in the back but have no guts to confront you. Well, I do not have to keep tabs. they are, of course, dead. I mean, who gives a fuck. As I walked back, though, I found the same guy walking back, on the other side of the road. I ignored him. But then, the woman I TOLD to stay out of my way because i was not interested in her, but would forgive her for my friend's sake, decided she would march up to me. I must seem to have an indiscriminating dick. I am not , as yet, sure, what to do, there, because i am still puzzling this other woman out. And it was because of the way she helped my friend's family that I decided to NOT take over the whole american continent, just the US, but she is trying my patience, here. Which reminds me. There is this guy who was at pains to tell me about why I, while I was breaking my back carrying his books, should leave his son alive in the UK. Hmmm, well, let me put it this way. Everyone else, unless it is, of course that english chick with her obnoxious behaviour from cornall, gets to live, but your son will die, as will you. Get with THAT, asshole!
Now, where was I?
yes, I need some elephant here
For One, this is elephant man. Unfortunately, there is no song by elephant man on You-tube, but I assume that he is on this mix.
I do not just let something go. I must either have ... satisfaction or revenge.
So me go so ONE, remember this is elephant man... !!!
Two, fire burn the funny boy crew.
Three , them cant par with we
Put up your hands if your conscience free ...!
Now, when they saw me eating, the fools thought it was open season. I saw, among others, butthead ii, and goat-face, who were not afraid to actually walk past me, and i filed that for leisurely... perusal. At a future time.
Then it all went dark. because the idiot whom i have grown to hate like nothing else on earth walked out, maybe going to his harbour house type shop or whatever.
All very happy and smiling like he is on TV. I mean, it makes a bad guy feel very ineffectual if he can not make people feel... bad. I mean, I have to actually THINK about it to deduce that he is scared of me. And i hate that. I should see it, and I do not.
Maybe the fools have active cameras, trained on me, because no sooner had I become very unhappy than the gallery woman decided to show up, and I could not believe my senses. She walked into the olympia bakery, and she walked out quickly, and then I saw her drive away, pointedly, I think, showing me she was ... washing her hands of the whole business? Well, as i said, I will think on these things, AFTER I have figured out this funny woman.And oh, I found the song. It is called "one", aptly
FUCK, I CAN GET THE RIGHT ONE TO SHOW FROM YOUtube, BUT ANYWAY, YOU GET THE DRIFT, YES?
It was after she had left that i felt the ... impact... of her involvement in my life, and I was, as expected, rather ... hungry. So, I went looking for food, but actually, it was after seeing the other guy walking with the dumpy chick. The guy that I said I would not kill. Just now. Is there something that anyone sees, like I do, that is ... awry... in my conclusion? But then, the dumpy chick is not, actually... mine... and I do not feel possessive over her, for now, because, of course, she could just be playing games with me, yes? so, she is still to be puzzled out, yes? YEAH-ss.
Funny thing, though, was that as soon as they walked past, going up to the harbour? I saw this woman with her top off, and just a bra, and I was asking myself just how long I am going to keep this charade going while I went and slept playing golf, when all I wanted from women was easy sex, and fuck everything else, of course, provided i was just the ONLY one, and, of course, it is unavoidable that every guy who was ever familiar with the woman, in THAT way, would be dead, before I did that, because I am not the kind of guy who will turn his back on people who could laugh at me. Behind my back.
so, I went looking for food, and found, as i walked past la parada, a whole lot of hostile looks, the shaded, hooded kind that show people who would be glad to stab you in the back but have no guts to confront you. Well, I do not have to keep tabs. they are, of course, dead. I mean, who gives a fuck. As I walked back, though, I found the same guy walking back, on the other side of the road. I ignored him. But then, the woman I TOLD to stay out of my way because i was not interested in her, but would forgive her for my friend's sake, decided she would march up to me. I must seem to have an indiscriminating dick. I am not , as yet, sure, what to do, there, because i am still puzzling this other woman out. And it was because of the way she helped my friend's family that I decided to NOT take over the whole american continent, just the US, but she is trying my patience, here. Which reminds me. There is this guy who was at pains to tell me about why I, while I was breaking my back carrying his books, should leave his son alive in the UK. Hmmm, well, let me put it this way. Everyone else, unless it is, of course that english chick with her obnoxious behaviour from cornall, gets to live, but your son will die, as will you. Get with THAT, asshole!
Now, where was I?
yes, I need some elephant here
For One, this is elephant man. Unfortunately, there is no song by elephant man on You-tube, but I assume that he is on this mix.
I do not just let something go. I must either have ... satisfaction or revenge.
Two, fire burn the funny boy crew.
Three , them cant par with we
Put up your hands if your conscience free ...!
Now, when they saw me eating, the fools thought it was open season. I saw, among others, butthead ii, and goat-face, who were not afraid to actually walk past me, and i filed that for leisurely... perusal. At a future time.
Then it all went dark. because the idiot whom i have grown to hate like nothing else on earth walked out, maybe going to his harbour house type shop or whatever.
All very happy and smiling like he is on TV. I mean, it makes a bad guy feel very ineffectual if he can not make people feel... bad. I mean, I have to actually THINK about it to deduce that he is scared of me. And i hate that. I should see it, and I do not.
Maybe the fools have active cameras, trained on me, because no sooner had I become very unhappy than the gallery woman decided to show up, and I could not believe my senses. She walked into the olympia bakery, and she walked out quickly, and then I saw her drive away, pointedly, I think, showing me she was ... washing her hands of the whole business? Well, as i said, I will think on these things, AFTER I have figured out this funny woman.And oh, I found the song. It is called "one", aptly
