Before reading BETWEEN the lines, it is good to be able to... READ... the lines
Well, even shrunken flesh can still burn, and his WILL.
mike, you asshole, I called you a stupid asshole in your hearing today;- I expected you to ... respond, since you are such a... man, who goes where you want to go and all that, but well, I guess that this is the colour of your belly.
Anyway, THIS is what happened, and why I even ended up in kalk bay to begin with.
I got some fish-heads from vinnie who got them from tony's cooks because they would have been thrown away anyway, and well, I do not know if it is stress, or the three-day old rice that I heated up again, or the fact that I slept with my head near the bag that I carried the yellow-tail heads in and did not wash, and the stench was in my nostrils all night long, or I did not cook them properly, or I am really worried, like the words of the same song that begin with "I hear your hollow laughter..." which woke me up before I had my supper intimated;- "It hurts to watch you struggle/ and try so hard to win", but whatever it was, I ended up upchucking everything, and even now, just remembering the whole thing- and I have an iron-cast constitution, usually- makes me nauseous.
So, I had a perfect excuse NOT to come to kalk bay. Except that I was given money by solomon to buy beads, and staying would have meant explaining to him why I did not BUY the beads, and so, since I misappropriated the funds, I had to get ... MORE... funds.
So, I dragged my VERY unwilling butt out of bed, with the help of brian's knocking, dressed and came to kalk bay.
When I saw that jewsih girl's MR-2 (is it?) pass me by headed the opposite way, I KNEW something was cooking in kalk bay. The other day I just showed up, I ... THINK... the imp drove by in the other direction as well, and I had that display of the apple chick in white shorts, showing off her legs and all that stuff. Which I conclude was meant for me to... find out... so that I could run after her, or something.
Being CORRECTED.
Like I actually... CARE.
So, when I got to vinnie's and saw that strolling minstrel with his trumpet, I could have TOLD them what they were telling me, trying to ... remind me;- "fool, dont you know that the woman has 'five' dinges, and you should run after her, and all that?"
VERY... ILLUMINATING!
when the very same woman is currently about to be killed, by me, for the very presumption that she has had, to... CORRECT... me.
NOBODY tells ME what to do.
I do not care if you THINK you have God on your side, but hell, TRY teaching me, the son of man, how to ... BEHAVE... and you are dead.
Anyway, I waited for the rest of the teachings, which included the stupid, senseless red-breeches thinking, "I am a substitute", and coming up to me and stuff, so that, maybe, I think, I would prefer HER to my hands.
Well, newsflash!
Stupid woman, and that includes the little mama and all you fools that still can not get simple ENGLISH;- I SAID, I WROTE, I have SHOWN in real life also, that I have had eyes for ONLY one woman, and NOT for anyone else to do with her, not for any other woman, and I ALSO said that, because of what she has done, I am pissed off with HER, and SHE has got NO say in who I KILL or spare, because NO ONE tells me what to do. Now, anyone who tries to tell ME different is trying to act ... superior... to me, and last I checked, I was superior to anything on this earth, and I am GOING to remove everyone from this earth.Now, if that stupid senseless woman was to actually ... THINK... for a change, she would know that what is best for HER would have had been to ... TRY... to get on my good side, and not persist in thinking she has any kind of hold over me.
Maybe she was ... insulted... that I said I prefered my hands. Maybe she showed up, and I almost did not even see her because I was busy doing something else, but I did see her after she had walked past -which means that she was NOT interested in ME otherwise she would have come to ME, but, as usual, she assumes that the MASTER of the Universe must RUN after her... . I mean, either accept that, with EVERYTHING else, I am the Lord over everyone of you, unlikely as it sounds, or blow it all away as rubbish.
Do not give me another option of your own, because I do NOT follow anyone's ways.
Me say me nuh do what babylon wan me do
them dress inna straight jeans
me inna khaki suit
and when me the only one with pants pon waist
me nuh follow nobody
and when the whole jamaica bleach them face
me nuh follow nobody
tell them trend easy to follow
it nuh easy fir set
me nuh settle fir the less
me proceed fir the best
and if you think I lie put me to the test...
i'm not loving you
way I wanted to
what I had to do
I had to run from you
i'm in love with you
but the vibe is wrong
and it haunted me
all the way home'
so you never know
never never know
never know enough
till its overload
till you lose control
system overload
screaming no no no no no
I'm not loving you
way I wanted to
see I wanna move
but cant escape from you
so I keep it low
keep a secret code
so everyone else dont have to know
Anyway, the disappointing woman, who would actually be better off trying to look at herself and the danger she is in instead of trying to play games with a person that is way, way her intellectual superior, and who has the power to do even MORE that she can imagine in her worst moments, she would be rather less boring. As it is, she STILL disgusts me.
So, she shows up, in this white number of hers, and she walks past, on the toilet side of the main road -very appropriate for ... shit...- and I looked up and sideways when I saw her, because I had my head bowed, and well, she had those glasses of hers on, and she was smiling at the people in the office upstairs, like, maybe she was re-assuring them "I got this, do not worry", like I was going to start drooling over her.
Really. Let us say she is smart. Let us assume that she is as clever as ...the smartest... sea creature. A dolphin. With me, though, she is way OUT of her depth. because I am introducing new... terrain. Hard stuff. Deadly stuff. It is like trying to teach a... dolphin... to count. It may do that just to amuse itself, or to show off, but, as long as it is a... dolphin... which does not need numbers, it is all just a 'trick' to get food. Now, if the improbable were to happen, or fast-forward evolution were to happen in an instant, and the dolphin could become a ... person, it would readily grasp WHY counting is important. Because it would be necessary.
Right now, the silly woman thinks I am like HER, in her world, and I am just being difficult.
I am going to KILL everyone.
ME.
Not... chance.
Not a... mistake.
I, Prince Mutasa have DECIDED that I will KILL everyone.
And that is GOING to happen.
Now, if she or all of you fools, can NOT grasp THAT, then, your loss, because I am NOT interested in having any of you as MY fans. Because I have DECIDED to KILL you all.
So, she shows up, in this white number of hers, and she walks past, on the toilet side of the main road -very appropriate for ... shit...- and I looked up and sideways when I saw her, because I had my head bowed, and well, she had those glasses of hers on, and she was smiling at the people in the office upstairs, like, maybe she was re-assuring them "I got this, do not worry", like I was going to start drooling over her.
Really. Let us say she is smart. Let us assume that she is as clever as ...the smartest... sea creature. A dolphin. With me, though, she is way OUT of her depth. because I am introducing new... terrain. Hard stuff. Deadly stuff. It is like trying to teach a... dolphin... to count. It may do that just to amuse itself, or to show off, but, as long as it is a... dolphin... which does not need numbers, it is all just a 'trick' to get food. Now, if the improbable were to happen, or fast-forward evolution were to happen in an instant, and the dolphin could become a ... person, it would readily grasp WHY counting is important. Because it would be necessary.
Right now, the silly woman thinks I am like HER, in her world, and I am just being difficult.
I am going to KILL everyone.
ME.
Not... chance.
Not a... mistake.
I, Prince Mutasa have DECIDED that I will KILL everyone.
And that is GOING to happen.
Now, if she or all of you fools, can NOT grasp THAT, then, your loss, because I am NOT interested in having any of you as MY fans. Because I have DECIDED to KILL you all.
So, do not play around thinking that I am being misguided, or just unreasonable. Unless it is the unreasoning manner of a person with Absolute Authority over EVERYTHING. I do not have to listen to ANY of you, because you are all dead anyway.
I wonder if THAT has a way of sinking in, not that it matters at all, not to me, because you are dead anyway, and I WANT those who showed their ... disagreement... with me to SUFFER for it.
Savvy?
comprende?
wakarimasu ka?
Savvy?
comprende?
wakarimasu ka?
UNDERSTAND?
the... juvenile... is going to KILL you all
the... juvenile... is going to KILL you all
eh eh
what dem say
work with what we say
or run away
frisco say a mere juvenile run down town
some big boy never hear how our winchester sound
them never witness a man get gunned down
coz a mere juvenile run down town.
Now, after the chick did her appearance, which was after i had had... something... to drink (fools REALLY never learn) and had NOT even looked at the upstairs office to even try to see if she was or was not there, as I walked back from the superette, I stood up, to better see the inevitable 'terms and conditions'
then mr-formal-shirt came and stood not even 3m from me, in those funny tight pants of his, and we were all near the door of tony'e restaurant, me, vinny and the pizza guy, and I pointed him out to vinnie, as mike's toddy, and he was too busy laughing at the pants to pay attention. But he seemed to be phonicating, texting, whoch makes me wonder if anyof them fools can actually READ, "I have added 15 years to your life", and NOW it is seven left, and there was that vision of a man in red, you know, the one about the green alien creature with a head like mine, with a sort of depression in the middle, and he was going, "by your powers combined I am", as he looked down at the people that 'seemed' to be kneeling around this flat topped rock, and then he looked up and to his left, and in maniacal rage he goes, "FIND THEM!!!!", as he points with his left hand, and the vision shifts to a guy with a red cape, and grey tight top, and muscular, and with the t-h-s thing and "7 3" on his chest, and MY determined chin, and he is turning away from this woman, with black hair ( no wonder the swimmer woman thought it was her, but she does not understand the meaning of 'symbolic", I will NEVER wear a cape, for example, and grey means ''ashen", like... dead, like me, an improbability, a dead-man-walking. Black hair means, probably black... thoughts, hidden thoughts, a person who is NOT showing what she is thinking;- I mean, it is elementary stuff. The best genius is one that links the obvious, not one who leaps to conclusions, ignoring step-by-step deductions) who looks back and up at the green alien, in such shock and horror and surprise.
Well, three guesses where I AM?
Turning away.
then mr-formal-shirt came and stood not even 3m from me, in those funny tight pants of his, and we were all near the door of tony'e restaurant, me, vinny and the pizza guy, and I pointed him out to vinnie, as mike's toddy, and he was too busy laughing at the pants to pay attention. But he seemed to be phonicating, texting, whoch makes me wonder if anyof them fools can actually READ, "I have added 15 years to your life", and NOW it is seven left, and there was that vision of a man in red, you know, the one about the green alien creature with a head like mine, with a sort of depression in the middle, and he was going, "by your powers combined I am", as he looked down at the people that 'seemed' to be kneeling around this flat topped rock, and then he looked up and to his left, and in maniacal rage he goes, "FIND THEM!!!!", as he points with his left hand, and the vision shifts to a guy with a red cape, and grey tight top, and muscular, and with the t-h-s thing and "7 3" on his chest, and MY determined chin, and he is turning away from this woman, with black hair ( no wonder the swimmer woman thought it was her, but she does not understand the meaning of 'symbolic", I will NEVER wear a cape, for example, and grey means ''ashen", like... dead, like me, an improbability, a dead-man-walking. Black hair means, probably black... thoughts, hidden thoughts, a person who is NOT showing what she is thinking;- I mean, it is elementary stuff. The best genius is one that links the obvious, not one who leaps to conclusions, ignoring step-by-step deductions) who looks back and up at the green alien, in such shock and horror and surprise.
Well, three guesses where I AM?
Turning away.
Because I am FED up.
And all you fools think that you can wish all that away.
Anyway, if the fool could read, then he would have grasped my meaning with
Anyway, if the fool could read, then he would have grasped my meaning with
alive and kicking for sure
heading for year four
Anyway, the guy walked past, and I was like, OK, here comes the rest of it, them fools never learn. And sure enough, there was mike, in his cruiser, and he parked it right in my face, like normal.
I said his intestines are going to fall out? Well, i want the rest of his flesh to fall off as well, his nose, his appendages, and all that in excruciating pain, just because I feel like it. Even his ... dick.
I said his intestines are going to fall out? Well, i want the rest of his flesh to fall off as well, his nose, his appendages, and all that in excruciating pain, just because I feel like it. Even his ... dick.
So we will call him 'michelle' before destroying him.
And having him burn for ever.
And having him burn for ever.
Anyway, the asshole then walked with the same guy to 'test the waters' as they stood by the blue bottle entrance, but by that time I was already pissed off. Vinnie was there, getting a sense of rage building up, and for some weird reason when I am REALLY mad, he prefers to make himself scarce, and anyway, i had worse things in mind that breaking mike's nose in public, and embarrassing myself, so, i tried to walk away and fetch water to drink. Unfortunately, the coffee mug was in this box that was nearest the assholes, and I walked there, and said aloud, "fools never learn", and then, walked away, to get water.
They walked back to the relative comfort of la parada, and debated, psyched themselves up, and then walked past me and vinnie, seated as we were, to the cottage, or wherever.
I glared at mike, in very unfriendly terms.
When they walked back again, I said to him, "Fucking asshole", and he turned, and I was THEN ready to beat him black and blue, but he did not ... dare... look me in the eye.
Vinnie had by then asked me whether i had ever confronted him, and I said no, and he asked what this was really about, and I said to him that I found mike as a nuisance, because I told the chick that she was NOT to try to make me into some kind of idiot, that if she wanted something to do with me, then she comes out to me, forgets about mike and all those assholes, stops doing things that piss me off, like dressing in that sluttish way, and try to please me. I am NOT designed to listen to anyone else's opinions, if she finds that she can NOT handle MY way, then she better just leave me alone, because i will NOT spend my life in anger over and over again. I KNOW what I want, and HOW I want it, and will NOT tolerate any other way. Besides, I was fucking fed up with the woman anyway, and now them assholes were coming to me, showing themselves to me and all that to underscore the 'fact' that if I must have the chick, then they have to have a piece of the pie.
fuck, if that is the way it has to be, then I would rather stick to my hands, and leave this sorry business behind.
Of course, I did not tell HIM that I was going to kill them fools, or ... him... for that matter, but I would spare HIM from hell, if I ... could.
which all depends on whether them fools at his church decide to give him the heads up about what I am doing, and THEN I am going to have NO option but to kill him.
So, christian fools, I wonder how deep your ... piety ... goes.
When they walked back again, I said to him, "Fucking asshole", and he turned, and I was THEN ready to beat him black and blue, but he did not ... dare... look me in the eye.
Vinnie had by then asked me whether i had ever confronted him, and I said no, and he asked what this was really about, and I said to him that I found mike as a nuisance, because I told the chick that she was NOT to try to make me into some kind of idiot, that if she wanted something to do with me, then she comes out to me, forgets about mike and all those assholes, stops doing things that piss me off, like dressing in that sluttish way, and try to please me. I am NOT designed to listen to anyone else's opinions, if she finds that she can NOT handle MY way, then she better just leave me alone, because i will NOT spend my life in anger over and over again. I KNOW what I want, and HOW I want it, and will NOT tolerate any other way. Besides, I was fucking fed up with the woman anyway, and now them assholes were coming to me, showing themselves to me and all that to underscore the 'fact' that if I must have the chick, then they have to have a piece of the pie.
fuck, if that is the way it has to be, then I would rather stick to my hands, and leave this sorry business behind.
Of course, I did not tell HIM that I was going to kill them fools, or ... him... for that matter, but I would spare HIM from hell, if I ... could.
which all depends on whether them fools at his church decide to give him the heads up about what I am doing, and THEN I am going to have NO option but to kill him.
So, christian fools, I wonder how deep your ... piety ... goes.
Want to add to the number, your number, as you all wait in an agony of suspense over what will be?
Because I... smell a rat... in this sudden invitation to go to phillipi for him to help with an outreach programme.
fuck, why NOT tell him, and lessen my suspense?
Then you will see if I care that deeply for ... anyone!
Because I... smell a rat... in this sudden invitation to go to phillipi for him to help with an outreach programme.
fuck, why NOT tell him, and lessen my suspense?
Then you will see if I care that deeply for ... anyone!
way I wanted to
what I had to do
I had to run from you
i'm in love with you
but the vibe is wrong
and it haunted me
all the way home'
so you never know
never never know
never know enough
till its overload
till you lose control
system overload
screaming no no no no no
I'm not loving you
way I wanted to
see I wanna move
but cant escape from you
so I keep it low
keep a secret code
so everyone else dont have to know
so keep your love lock down
love lockdown
love lockdown
love lockdown
you lose
love lockdown
love lockdown
love lockdown
you lose
