Monday, 24 February 2014

Let the Waters Be Gathered Together In One Place

hurry up and come back
was the last thing she said to her son
the day his life was taken
she didn't know he wouldn't come back...

another baby left homeless
abandoned when he was two
and he didn't have a mom or dad
to help him get through
he said
"help me, Father help me"
and he looked up to the sky
and he heard a Voice reply
"When you cry I cry
i cry along with you
when you smile I smile
I smile along with you
"...

and every day and every night 

she still ask the Father why
her brother had to die
and she hear a Voice reply
"When [he]  cries I cry
I cry along with [him]..
."



As I logged off, after noting the "earth are run red" post that someone was looking up today, I was rather amused, because I realised how it is that the woman I love views me, and I almost forgave her for what she had done, and how it appeared that, even after making me mad, she still expected me to run after her. because it is all a game, mos, and I am just a player, out to make her mad while she is doing the same, and why must I be hurt when she went through the same thing with me.
God, i love the woman.
Pity though, about everything else.
Ok, this is what is going to happen.

One, I do not take God at His word, that well, there is just one other place that has water, and that is in heaven, see, and now, everyone knows that if a person were to build a spaceship to leave earth, then the person would have to deal with the most important thing of all, that of how to get water, because one can recycle it only for so long before it is completely useless. I, of course, am stubborn, and I need to test that to the fullest, BUT, even I know, with how the earth is doing its best to tell ME that I am the BOSS, stop mucking about, the simple truth is that I am going to end up having to kill people, because I can NOT die, and, of course, I am incapable of willing away hunger.
THAT means, of course, i may as well get used to the fact that I am the end of life on earth.

It is that simple.
It was a joke, OK?
I thought that i could... well, find a way around this, I mean, I am the best brain in the business, but the simple effective truth is that well, in the end there can be ONLY one, and that is ... ME.

I would love her with me, but hell, I doubt that she will ever see things my way.
But, see when it comes to these things, God has the final say, in that what I am can NOT be... changed.
Which is why I can say this, I will NOT kill her family members, NO, not the immediate family members, but even if they exist, and there are four of them besides her, well,  thing is, if any of them pissed me off, they WILL wish they were dead, because they will suffer intense pain, until they die. Unfortunately, it is NOT up to them to pull the plug, but to me. Goes with the territory. I am the alpha and the omega.I really SHOULD have paid attention to the fact that when God disputed my mother's right to end MY life, other people elsewhere died, and recently, when I wanted to kill this silly woman for always putting me in a corner and defying me- hell, I really LOVE this woman- other people died, and well, i was not even aware of it happening as it happened. So, why fight it?

Stop Drinking, He said, and I never actually COULD say that I figured it out, and I am still not sure I am there yet. She still is peeved off with me, I suppose, because she assumes I was making an arsehole of myself with silly women while she is there, a virgin _uh, that is God again_ and i do not know what i am missing out on. I know what I am missing out on, my love, you in my arms and all that, but do you know what I am?
 Thing about "he was not, for God took him" means that I am not in your league, I am just ... different. I do not want to kill any that you hold dear and all that, but lets face it, there are no multiple channels for me to take here. Either I ignore my birthright and try to make myself as unobtrusive as possible, or I ... do what I have to do.
this is MY home, whether I look left, right or centre. Fact that God will NOT say anything speaks volumes, because what that means is that He KNOWS that, whatever else I may plan, the truth will end up being as ineluctable as the fact that I...  miss you like crazy and I do not know if there is any way I CAN get you to be mine, because from where I stand, you will never ever want anything to do with me if you knew that I was involved in the deaths of your family.
not now, of course, because that is reserved for the fools that thought they could get me to jump to their whip cracks, like a circus animal, no, later when they KNOW the truth and they are reduced to the piranha in the cartoon, dead, because they do not belong...

Funny, huh?
Now, that is the hoko.

That I thought I could get away from, but which he is saying I ought to leave as is. the fact that there can be only ONE boss of the earth, me, and the fact  that I can not walk away from my birthright.


siya iripo hoko yarohawa kare/hoko yechirangano/hoko yechitenderano/ hoko ineropa.
hona mucherechedzo.

So, this is my itinerary. I am going to take a C-130 hercules, and I will ...um... remove... the americans from the USA and not deport them, just well, degrade them, reduce them, unelevate them, remove the ground from under them, um... send them to hell, and take over, see.
Then start the countdown for the fools that remain, and then kill off what is left in between times and in the meantime, till I get to the end of the chain, and kill off my own mother as well. Before trying to see for real if there are NO other places where water can be found.
Will you come with me?
only you know what you want.
i mean, i love you, I would like you to be with me, but lets face it, whatever else I may 'see' the reality on the ground is that what I saw last time I saw you was you in someone else's arms, and hell, i have no leg to stand on when it comes to you. So, hell, it will just have to be your effort, if you want to be with me, and I am not sure what can be done,, because I am hurt, here, and well, from where I stand, there is NO turning back from the course I have set.





so listen me
those who player-hate and keep on dissing me
tell them say them can not stop the synergy
them could are never limit me
matter how them mimic and are gimmic me
tell them say they can not stop my energy 
I'm giving them the trinity... 


Dont know about bait, woman, to get you, but what I do know is that I love you, and that is all I have for you, and if that is not enough, then I have nothing better to offer you. That is all there is to me. hell, I do not see ANYTHING attractive in me that you could even bother, this is all I have. love. And there is no one else, no one i think of, just you, the contemporary art chick, the apple of my eye. everything else is BAD , far as i can tell. 


use cheddar as the bait and you recruit a rat... 
me are the general and are me trooper that


there used to be a greying tower alone on the sea
you became the light on the dark side of me
love remained
a drug thats the high and not the pill...