I am the kind of person that doesn't rest on his laurels, I am always reviewing stuff, and after taking everything into consideration, I have to say I am torn between amusement and rage.
Ok, first, NO one sent an email to me, not even junk mail, or that rubbish. Guess everyone is either scared or just ignoring me. I would think the later because of the number of views, most from south africa.
That said, I have to really settle down to the business of the day.
I made some mistakes yesterday, and in trying to correct them, I came upon some very interesting... facts.
In that vision which I wrote of, I was standing, larger than life , at the waterfalls in simonstown, near where happy valley home is, and my head was higher than the waterfalls, but the spray was enough to reach my ... neck, and wash down my body. the screen was NOT transparent, it was ... silver, and it was in the background. It was only when I decided to turn towards the screen and directed a jet of water from my right hand to it that it parted and I saw that flat topped mountain called noah's ark, only in the wrong geographical position, because instead of it being at boulders beach, it was about my head height, the top of it, and it was just above the mountain, and yet there was a little bit of water around it, and the two people were seated on it.
the flat topped table is easy to get at, it meant, that to THEM who sat there, it was plain -flat- that I was stuck here, just as the rock is stuck there, and going nowhere.
MY 'cleansing myself' ;-I was coming clean,and the silver screen is well, money, the worth I was getting at, see, the ten million dollars... .
Guy was neither naked nor showing any part of his... genitalia... The woman was looking UP to him while he was pointing to HER privates and she was shaking her head in refusal when the spray hit her, and she immediately got off the table and the guy also got off and went from being at the 'left' to the right , separated from my shower area by a little ridge that he
could as easily have stepped across, but he chose not to, and the woman started coming down, and then, as she came near me, I sidestepped her, and in so doing turned to the right of the screen where the guy now had his back to me and was doing his sort-of-dance which indicated frustration, and the woman was left with no leg to stand on, and then I...turned to her and without touching her knocked her backwards and showed how she had this black hole. Both my white dick and her black hole indicated the ,obvious attraction, and she was left looking at herself like she was , well, exposed, and unable to cover herself.
Now, to the interesting bit, which I had to reconstruct from both the other visions to her weird behaviour.
When I wrote that i was left only with her compliance to leave the place, and go to the US, I assume that, since she thought I was here to stay and she was, well, appointed to KEEP me here, she then went ballistic. I have been reveiwing her entire behaviour as far as I am concerned, and the woman has behaved in manners I can call
Brazen
Shameless
Reckless
Crazy
Unrelenting
as far as I am concerned, showing just how deeply she had sunk her hooks into me. It therefore must have chaffed when i announced I was leaving and she staged this stunt, with this guy who, apparently is some sort of guardian of hers,most likely a brother -it better be- just to get me to stop this nonsense and settle down.
like I could.
I have never had anyone want me like that, and I will be honest, the woman still remains the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I was thinking that, after a false start, when I DID go to the hairdresser and i had my haircut, with vinnie, the hairdresser took away from me these glossy magazines with pictures of semi-naked women, after she had gone, as she blatantly called it, to the 'toilet a bit', maybe to make a phone call that would end up with this guy who came and spoke of the owner of , get it, virgin airways, who went to space for the heck of it. I got the message even then, but i was a bit too unsettled by the extent to which the love of my life would take issues inorder to make me jealous enough to care.
I mean, she is the whole ... point... of all I have been trying to do for myself, and yet, what has happened has made me wonder if her wanting to be her guardian's little girl matters more to her than just letting me be me. I will repeat again the same issue, I really do NOT like any of her family, and it is her I was ever focused on, and well, happy valley, I mean, anyone can tell what kind f valley that is that can make a man happy. Look at the picture again. What comes to mind, except a pair of legs and...
so, the woman ran to this guardian of hers, who in seeking to protect her from this diseased, sniffing dying man, helped stage this stunt.
Now,
I dont want to break her heart
although i gotta let her go
the LION has arisen like this song goes
OK, I may as well go on with this here thing and well, show that me nuh play dress up, OK?OK!YES, OK!
This is the deal, see?
I REALLY KNOW God and I REALLY hate Him, for reasons I have gone into exhaustively. Now, if I had any hope in Him, in the life He has set up in front of me, I would grasp it, and I would seek it out. I have shown I have NO shyness about stuff, and I would not cling to a lie, never.
I am NOT perfect, but I never settle for lies, and I have exhaustively searched out the things about God, and everytime I come back to the same point I got to when I first encountered Him;- He is a... burden... to me.
I have shown that I am completely incapable of submission to Him,and well, when you get down to it, who can be more... understanding ... than Him.
yet I despise Him, and am NOT interested in following Him, or His ways.
Now, if God I can NOT bear, how can I bear being ... subject... to a person, blind, shortsighted, bound by time and space and not even, at times, self-critical?
THAT is the reason why, if I do NOT remove myself, since I can NOT die, then I WILL end up removing people from the planet. Permanently
What I am out to do is bad enough, and I will try to do it without killing people, hell, I am bored, which means that everyone is a human chess-piece, and I will just move everyone out of my way as I see fit, since I do have a greater grasp of ... things... than you all do.
So, yeah, i am going to space for the hell of it, in order to NOT send people to hell. It is that simple.I stay, people die. I go, you live.
me and you all are two mutually exclusive events. I have had to restrain myself from killing people, and I have come to understand that if I ever kill anyone, my idle mind, which seizes any opening like a dam bursting its wall, will flow that way, continuously, and cut deeper channels... .
Difference between you and me? I can do ANYTHING I set my mind to, because NOTHING is forbidden me.
I do not know if that means anything to anyone, but MY point is that I want to go, and at the same time, I hate to have to be alone because the ONE person I want with me is, well, a cause for concern, and while I love her in a manner that should be as obvious to her as looking at the sun even if she had her eyes closed, I am not so sure that we are on teh same wavelength.
maybe she worries about the future, if it is with me. How will we live?
Ah, well, I will be honest. Here in South Africa, I am a bit restrained, because I am not so sure how to eh... appropriate... stuff.
Unless I am moving out, and I get my hands on some airplane or some such shit, and then, well, I am planning on evacuating the americans -after all, they are almost all of them aliens, except for the red indians, whose 'reserves' I think, are mostly in Alaska? I have to check that- to some other country, and well, by then I will be fully operational, and well, I mean, HOW to live is an easy thing, then, with everything at hand, from the farm produce to electronic equipment and some cutting edge technology.
So, well, it is not such a problem, for one who has mastery over the entire earth.
Now, that is the issue.
I know it all sounds crazy, and I know that it seems ridiculous for anyone to actually succeed when he is at odds with God, but the POINT is, I have ,... maybe I should find a picture here..
That is the earth as seen from a slanted angle from space. Imagine that that is the way a person sees stuff, OK.
God is the sun, and somehow, because of the fact that there is ... love... from other people, one's mother, at least, one is protected from the full GLARE of Him by that protective layer we call the atmosphere, and that person therefore does NOT get the full impact of who God is, what He is about. this sounds a very simplistic view of what is going on, but essentially that is it.
I am NOT saying mothers are bad, or God is evil, I am just saying that, well, first impressions tend to distort what is really there. It is ONLY if someone has that protective coccoon removed from one that one gets the full glare, and sees everything as it is, with sunsposts, pits cracks and gulleys and valleys and mountains and all that.
.
It is NOT a pretty sight, seeing things as they are, and i assure you all that if it was possible for me to just curl up and die,. I would, but I cannot. God made sure of that. There can be only ONE of me, and well, I am it. No one can see as I see, no one can have his eyes opened the way mine are, and at the present moment, I am teetering on the brink of two things, shall I spare people or just destroy them all. It eats into me what I should do. Or can do.
So, do I just refuse to be myself and pretend that what is there is NOT there or do I seize the day and do as i must to make sure that people do not labour under false pretenses, or at the very least this bullshit about christ and the holy spirit comes to an end. christ, well, he is NOT such a problem, because we have demons also aping everything he did. I am NOT saying that that is a GOOD thing, i am just pointing out that he is a bit... constrained. Not the spirit of God, who is ONE very good reason why I REALLY hate God, because it is obvious what He could have done to end this charade, but He would not, because He wants someone else to do it for Him. Solve problems He created.
All because He takes umbrage at the fact that He was NOT specific about what He meant about the 'helper' He wanted for the man, and decided to sulk when He made the woman to order for the first man -which reminds me, people, when God DID say that He claimed me for Himself, well, to Him I am the guy that fulfills what He intended for the first man, and so, if, in any matter I make MY stand, you willlose if you think He will stand for you. Pay attention, what I, ME, Prince Mutasa, open, STAYS open, and what I close, stay CLOSED, because God is honour bound to stand by what He also included when He made me what I am. I am just saying, so that you know, even though you do not want to listen to me- because the spirit decided to also entangle himself in the issue.
It is a tangle, a knotted thing, and only someone as bloody-minded and irreverent as i am, without any leanings, can untie it,and leave the ends separate, I THINK hell for the holy spirit and demons is quite fitting, since they did NOT have to be involved with people at all, and so, I would like it if people did NOT see fit to want to be included in that hell by stepping into my path.
Weird it is, but then, I do ONLY the weird and the incredible, and not the easy and usual. I am NOT normal, and will never act NORMAL.
Things you take for granted irritate the crap out of me, and so, I am just saying, do not judge me as one of yourselves. I am NOT.
Ok, first, NO one sent an email to me, not even junk mail, or that rubbish. Guess everyone is either scared or just ignoring me. I would think the later because of the number of views, most from south africa.
That said, I have to really settle down to the business of the day.
I made some mistakes yesterday, and in trying to correct them, I came upon some very interesting... facts.
the flat topped table is easy to get at, it meant, that to THEM who sat there, it was plain -flat- that I was stuck here, just as the rock is stuck there, and going nowhere.
MY 'cleansing myself' ;-I was coming clean,and the silver screen is well, money, the worth I was getting at, see, the ten million dollars... .
Guy was neither naked nor showing any part of his... genitalia... The woman was looking UP to him while he was pointing to HER privates and she was shaking her head in refusal when the spray hit her, and she immediately got off the table and the guy also got off and went from being at the 'left' to the right , separated from my shower area by a little ridge that he
Now, to the interesting bit, which I had to reconstruct from both the other visions to her weird behaviour.
When I wrote that i was left only with her compliance to leave the place, and go to the US, I assume that, since she thought I was here to stay and she was, well, appointed to KEEP me here, she then went ballistic. I have been reveiwing her entire behaviour as far as I am concerned, and the woman has behaved in manners I can call
Brazen
Shameless
Reckless
Crazy
Unrelenting
as far as I am concerned, showing just how deeply she had sunk her hooks into me. It therefore must have chaffed when i announced I was leaving and she staged this stunt, with this guy who, apparently is some sort of guardian of hers,most likely a brother -it better be- just to get me to stop this nonsense and settle down.
like I could.
I have never had anyone want me like that, and I will be honest, the woman still remains the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I was thinking that, after a false start, when I DID go to the hairdresser and i had my haircut, with vinnie, the hairdresser took away from me these glossy magazines with pictures of semi-naked women, after she had gone, as she blatantly called it, to the 'toilet a bit', maybe to make a phone call that would end up with this guy who came and spoke of the owner of , get it, virgin airways, who went to space for the heck of it. I got the message even then, but i was a bit too unsettled by the extent to which the love of my life would take issues inorder to make me jealous enough to care.
Even now, I am more than a bit uneasy about trusting her with my heart again. Once bitten... .
But I suppose I was being just a bit too... drastic when I said that I was going to kill people. Nuh, I am NOT a killer. I guess I will just walk away.
I would REALLY love to have her with me, but hell, to be frank, I am afraid of all this.
so, the woman ran to this guardian of hers, who in seeking to protect her from this diseased, sniffing dying man, helped stage this stunt.
And now, i have burned into my mind the thought of this guy's hands on MY property, and his lips on hers. I was watching her as they kissed. As usual when she is up to no good, she had shades on, and when he meant to kiss her the second time she averted her head, like she had delivered her point.
but I still wanna just give up, and settle for something simple and straightforward; i mean, my WHOLE life is already skewed up enough without this whole other baggage.Now,
I dont want to break her heart
although i gotta let her go
the LION has arisen like this song goes
Arise
from your slumber
never you play that number
I say the lion wake up
from your slumber
never you play that number
I say the lion wake up
gideon boot them lace up
them fall down and break up
some boy where are model in a makeup
are them where no one raise up
we tell them now straight up
nuff are them fir get crazed up
what some of them are do fir wear jack up
boy all are play dress up
they think me fir are dress up
badder than the whole are them and everybody know...!
say them got the dough!
know yourself
eh scorch them,
burn them like a torch them
are them where no one raise up
we tell them now straight up
nuff are them fir get crazed up
what some of them are do fir wear jack up
boy all are play dress up
they think me fir are dress up
badder than the whole are them and everybody know...!
say them got the dough!
know yourself
eh scorch them,
burn them like a torch them
This is the deal, see?
I REALLY KNOW God and I REALLY hate Him, for reasons I have gone into exhaustively. Now, if I had any hope in Him, in the life He has set up in front of me, I would grasp it, and I would seek it out. I have shown I have NO shyness about stuff, and I would not cling to a lie, never.
I am NOT perfect, but I never settle for lies, and I have exhaustively searched out the things about God, and everytime I come back to the same point I got to when I first encountered Him;- He is a... burden... to me.
I have shown that I am completely incapable of submission to Him,and well, when you get down to it, who can be more... understanding ... than Him.
yet I despise Him, and am NOT interested in following Him, or His ways.
Now, if God I can NOT bear, how can I bear being ... subject... to a person, blind, shortsighted, bound by time and space and not even, at times, self-critical?
THAT is the reason why, if I do NOT remove myself, since I can NOT die, then I WILL end up removing people from the planet. Permanently
What I am out to do is bad enough, and I will try to do it without killing people, hell, I am bored, which means that everyone is a human chess-piece, and I will just move everyone out of my way as I see fit, since I do have a greater grasp of ... things... than you all do.
So, yeah, i am going to space for the hell of it, in order to NOT send people to hell. It is that simple.I stay, people die. I go, you live.
me and you all are two mutually exclusive events. I have had to restrain myself from killing people, and I have come to understand that if I ever kill anyone, my idle mind, which seizes any opening like a dam bursting its wall, will flow that way, continuously, and cut deeper channels... .
Difference between you and me? I can do ANYTHING I set my mind to, because NOTHING is forbidden me.
I do not know if that means anything to anyone, but MY point is that I want to go, and at the same time, I hate to have to be alone because the ONE person I want with me is, well, a cause for concern, and while I love her in a manner that should be as obvious to her as looking at the sun even if she had her eyes closed, I am not so sure that we are on teh same wavelength.
maybe she worries about the future, if it is with me. How will we live?
Ah, well, I will be honest. Here in South Africa, I am a bit restrained, because I am not so sure how to eh... appropriate... stuff.
Unless I am moving out, and I get my hands on some airplane or some such shit, and then, well, I am planning on evacuating the americans -after all, they are almost all of them aliens, except for the red indians, whose 'reserves' I think, are mostly in Alaska? I have to check that- to some other country, and well, by then I will be fully operational, and well, I mean, HOW to live is an easy thing, then, with everything at hand, from the farm produce to electronic equipment and some cutting edge technology.
So, well, it is not such a problem, for one who has mastery over the entire earth.
Now, that is the issue.
I know it all sounds crazy, and I know that it seems ridiculous for anyone to actually succeed when he is at odds with God, but the POINT is, I have ,... maybe I should find a picture here..
God is the sun, and somehow, because of the fact that there is ... love... from other people, one's mother, at least, one is protected from the full GLARE of Him by that protective layer we call the atmosphere, and that person therefore does NOT get the full impact of who God is, what He is about. this sounds a very simplistic view of what is going on, but essentially that is it.
I am NOT saying mothers are bad, or God is evil, I am just saying that, well, first impressions tend to distort what is really there. It is ONLY if someone has that protective coccoon removed from one that one gets the full glare, and sees everything as it is, with sunsposts, pits cracks and gulleys and valleys and mountains and all that.
It is NOT a pretty sight, seeing things as they are, and i assure you all that if it was possible for me to just curl up and die,. I would, but I cannot. God made sure of that. There can be only ONE of me, and well, I am it. No one can see as I see, no one can have his eyes opened the way mine are, and at the present moment, I am teetering on the brink of two things, shall I spare people or just destroy them all. It eats into me what I should do. Or can do.
So, do I just refuse to be myself and pretend that what is there is NOT there or do I seize the day and do as i must to make sure that people do not labour under false pretenses, or at the very least this bullshit about christ and the holy spirit comes to an end. christ, well, he is NOT such a problem, because we have demons also aping everything he did. I am NOT saying that that is a GOOD thing, i am just pointing out that he is a bit... constrained. Not the spirit of God, who is ONE very good reason why I REALLY hate God, because it is obvious what He could have done to end this charade, but He would not, because He wants someone else to do it for Him. Solve problems He created.
All because He takes umbrage at the fact that He was NOT specific about what He meant about the 'helper' He wanted for the man, and decided to sulk when He made the woman to order for the first man -which reminds me, people, when God DID say that He claimed me for Himself, well, to Him I am the guy that fulfills what He intended for the first man, and so, if, in any matter I make MY stand, you willlose if you think He will stand for you. Pay attention, what I, ME, Prince Mutasa, open, STAYS open, and what I close, stay CLOSED, because God is honour bound to stand by what He also included when He made me what I am. I am just saying, so that you know, even though you do not want to listen to me- because the spirit decided to also entangle himself in the issue.
It is a tangle, a knotted thing, and only someone as bloody-minded and irreverent as i am, without any leanings, can untie it,and leave the ends separate, I THINK hell for the holy spirit and demons is quite fitting, since they did NOT have to be involved with people at all, and so, I would like it if people did NOT see fit to want to be included in that hell by stepping into my path.
Weird it is, but then, I do ONLY the weird and the incredible, and not the easy and usual. I am NOT normal, and will never act NORMAL.
