KING uzziah was NOT a priest, but he took it on himself to burn incense to God, and had leprosy break out on his forehead, and he lived alone till he died, while his son ruled in all but name.
his son. his firstborn.
Are you following?
the firstborn that I so... casually revealed yesterday. Teenage ... mutant... who hated God on sight. Last night, uzziah... died.
THAT was not a joke.Now, things are heading in the way I want, and as I said, there are NO rules. Expect nightmares, yeah-sss!Talking about things I... KNOW... here is something else, something that is about to blow your bubbles, fools, if you THOUGHT that there is anything I can decide that God did NOT know beforehand, and tell me I would do anyway. But first, a song, or rather, lets make this about... thor
Only in MY vision, which incidentally started OUT being about me NOT wanting a son, the guy in the red cape was in ashy grey, with a tangled mass in the chest that I had to decipher was... 't-h-s', and beneath that "7 3".
And before that was this me-looking green thing that apopeared out of thin air and hovered above a certain flat-topped rock, and went, "by your powers combined, I am... FIND them!!", pointing to his left.
Was a sex looking woman in black hair beside the me-looking determined character in red cape, who seemed to have been restraining the guy because the way he turned and then looked back over his shoulder as the woman turned towards the maniac in green in utmost shock, and horror.
MIND, UNDERNEATH was a boy, and a fat guy was writing on his forehead, and the words were turning into black and disappearing and the boy was looking extremely bleak and his eyes turned into crosses and then faded away as he looked at the fat boy, who was going, "Now, where is your God", with his back to me.
No son.
Remember that, because i am going to be ASKING you, in a few days, "Where is your God?", as I kill you all, like Ipromised
Now, I am outnumbered, and well, the most painful thing still remains that the woman I love, even now, and that pains me, because the 'violet' thing is not just about 'pink' it also brings to mind the pink panther issue, I mean, duh? Did anyone FAIL to connect the dots, when I put the woman under the spotlight, because she was DOING all this because of her mother's... insinuatiuons?
ha, the idiot that tried to get me to go back, run away, the same guy that had his arms around the woman I love, who thought I ought to 'run home, little princess' because he thought he had my measure, the same guy shown as the guy that she looks up to, her... brother?, same guy that is shown as that rambo policeman, well, guess what, YOU made my day, and well, I will NOT spare you. I am telling YOU now, that you have been weighed, measured and found wanting. Mene, mene tekel upharsin. I am going to KILL you, for assuming that you, a mere NON-SUCH, could dictate terms to the lord of the earth. Count the days. I will eliminate ALL the jews, except for five, and these are females, and they would have to be the woman's immediate family.
WHY?
Because when she gets down toit, and when I get down to it, I love her, and she loves me, and she is, like me, too doubtful to believe that such a thing could be. Because I MUST be sick. I probably want to get back at her or something.
NO, she remains the sole person that I can not harm, and if my terms are not suitable for her, then I will leave her and go alone to the US, but I will bear only the women, provided that she is willing to meet my terms. All I ask from her is that she forget everything else, and just accept me as I am, because there is NO changing the way I am. I love her, as I said before, and her approval means a lot to me, but I will NOT play a role anymore. She no more wants to be a mother to me than I want to be her child. What I KNOW now from the way she was behaving was she was trying to find a way to support me because she thought that that was what mattered to me. It is not. I SAID I am taking over the planet, and that is the truth, believe it or not,and whether you want to accept it or not woman, You alone in this whole, entire universe, matter to me. I love you, It is a twisted thing, yes, but still true. I love you, as 100% as I can.
my life would be empty without you.
that is why God prevented me from killing You, before, because He saw more clearly through my rage than even I did then, that if I destroyed you, I would be destroying the ONE thing that gave my hopeless life meaning.
I know you wanted me to run after you, and I would not, but the reason has nothing to do with what I said before.
I am truly just tired of life.I can not even bother much about anything.
doesnt mean I do not long for you, I just am too drained to do more than watch as things happen. I am in a prison of mind here, and I can not break through out of it. Only thing I can give in to is rage, and that is something that your rejecting me NOW would finally bring about, because NOW, you know why I do what I do, and that nothing on earth or in heaven can change me, but only you can somehow... make my life better,for me. I mean, to me, it can ONLY be about me and you. I could never accept you or even stand you for long if I thought you wanted me for anything other than ... me.... just as I want you for nothing other than you. That simple, that complicated.
oh, and I AM going to kill everyone else, like I said. THAT will not change.
That is the REASON why you restrain yourself from casting me totally away, and that is the same reason I can NOT get over you, even when I try.
Admit it, that just as we have been fighting this and denying it with all our strengths, you never could say "no" to me. You are as crazy about me as I am about you, and that is why I am afraid of you. because right down to it, you are the ONLY one, really who can hurt me where it matters. Nobody else.
That was why I was trying hard to get one in before you did, and hurt you first.Only ended up hurting myself. I NEED you, because without you, my life is incomplete.
So, there.
his son. his firstborn.
Are you following?
the firstborn that I so... casually revealed yesterday. Teenage ... mutant... who hated God on sight. Last night, uzziah... died.
THAT was not a joke.Now, things are heading in the way I want, and as I said, there are NO rules. Expect nightmares, yeah-sss!Talking about things I... KNOW... here is something else, something that is about to blow your bubbles, fools, if you THOUGHT that there is anything I can decide that God did NOT know beforehand, and tell me I would do anyway. But first, a song, or rather, lets make this about... thor
And before that was this me-looking green thing that apopeared out of thin air and hovered above a certain flat-topped rock, and went, "by your powers combined, I am... FIND them!!", pointing to his left.
Was a sex looking woman in black hair beside the me-looking determined character in red cape, who seemed to have been restraining the guy because the way he turned and then looked back over his shoulder as the woman turned towards the maniac in green in utmost shock, and horror.
MIND, UNDERNEATH was a boy, and a fat guy was writing on his forehead, and the words were turning into black and disappearing and the boy was looking extremely bleak and his eyes turned into crosses and then faded away as he looked at the fat boy, who was going, "Now, where is your God", with his back to me.
No son.
Remember that, because i am going to be ASKING you, in a few days, "Where is your God?", as I kill you all, like Ipromised
Now, I am outnumbered, and well, the most painful thing still remains that the woman I love, even now, and that pains me, because the 'violet' thing is not just about 'pink' it also brings to mind the pink panther issue, I mean, duh? Did anyone FAIL to connect the dots, when I put the woman under the spotlight, because she was DOING all this because of her mother's... insinuatiuons?
ha, the idiot that tried to get me to go back, run away, the same guy that had his arms around the woman I love, who thought I ought to 'run home, little princess' because he thought he had my measure, the same guy shown as the guy that she looks up to, her... brother?, same guy that is shown as that rambo policeman, well, guess what, YOU made my day, and well, I will NOT spare you. I am telling YOU now, that you have been weighed, measured and found wanting. Mene, mene tekel upharsin. I am going to KILL you, for assuming that you, a mere NON-SUCH, could dictate terms to the lord of the earth. Count the days. I will eliminate ALL the jews, except for five, and these are females, and they would have to be the woman's immediate family.
WHY?
Because when she gets down toit, and when I get down to it, I love her, and she loves me, and she is, like me, too doubtful to believe that such a thing could be. Because I MUST be sick. I probably want to get back at her or something.
NO, she remains the sole person that I can not harm, and if my terms are not suitable for her, then I will leave her and go alone to the US, but I will bear only the women, provided that she is willing to meet my terms. All I ask from her is that she forget everything else, and just accept me as I am, because there is NO changing the way I am. I love her, as I said before, and her approval means a lot to me, but I will NOT play a role anymore. She no more wants to be a mother to me than I want to be her child. What I KNOW now from the way she was behaving was she was trying to find a way to support me because she thought that that was what mattered to me. It is not. I SAID I am taking over the planet, and that is the truth, believe it or not,and whether you want to accept it or not woman, You alone in this whole, entire universe, matter to me. I love you, It is a twisted thing, yes, but still true. I love you, as 100% as I can.
my life would be empty without you.
that is why God prevented me from killing You, before, because He saw more clearly through my rage than even I did then, that if I destroyed you, I would be destroying the ONE thing that gave my hopeless life meaning.
I know you wanted me to run after you, and I would not, but the reason has nothing to do with what I said before.
I am truly just tired of life.I can not even bother much about anything.
doesnt mean I do not long for you, I just am too drained to do more than watch as things happen. I am in a prison of mind here, and I can not break through out of it. Only thing I can give in to is rage, and that is something that your rejecting me NOW would finally bring about, because NOW, you know why I do what I do, and that nothing on earth or in heaven can change me, but only you can somehow... make my life better,for me. I mean, to me, it can ONLY be about me and you. I could never accept you or even stand you for long if I thought you wanted me for anything other than ... me.... just as I want you for nothing other than you. That simple, that complicated.
oh, and I AM going to kill everyone else, like I said. THAT will not change.
I hear them crying out mama
i hear them crying out loud
i hear them crying out loud
they need a rightful place
they need to shelter from the storm
the children are crying out for love
crying out for love
Your voice is what I heard , the ONLY voice I have ever paid attention to, and I retell you of that day when I had rejected you, and you then drove past. I forgot about you, and then later i went and sat on those chairs outside the olympia cafe, and it was ONLY when I sat down that you got out of your car. It was the look on your face as you walked past, and it took me a while to figure out you had waited for me to sit down , maybe 30 minutes maybe more, before walking past... . Your face, is the only ONE I have seen open to me, and you may lie, and I may lie, but the fact remains that just as you KNOW the impact you have on me, so also I can see the impact I have on you. deny that if you want, I do not need just visions to confirm this.Like in the movie IRON MAN 3, when the guy was talking to that kid, "you know how I know that? because we are connected"That is the REASON why you restrain yourself from casting me totally away, and that is the same reason I can NOT get over you, even when I try.
Admit it, that just as we have been fighting this and denying it with all our strengths, you never could say "no" to me. You are as crazy about me as I am about you, and that is why I am afraid of you. because right down to it, you are the ONLY one, really who can hurt me where it matters. Nobody else.
That was why I was trying hard to get one in before you did, and hurt you first.Only ended up hurting myself. I NEED you, because without you, my life is incomplete.
