YEAH-SSS!
I was fucking wondering when my fucking eyes would start working at all normally, because, truth to tell, I have been having difficulty seeing things out of my left eye, which has all these blurry things floating in it.
And I am like, fuck this, I am NOT healed, so, fuck, this is all just a waste of my time, and you know, the other things has always been this, for a time now, I have had one of my balls grow a certain lump size thing that has hurt when I walked, see ?
And I was like, OK, I can barely walk anyway, and this was up to about three days ago, and so, I was not so... you know, worried about having a... future... since it seemed that I would not have to live long enough to enjoy any ... life.
Ok, I am a depressed person, and I figured out that I was dreaming to think of sex anyway because i was not healed, see?
And I was silently railing at God.
Now, I also DO know, and I am the last person to seek to ... justify... myself, because I STILL would like to prove God wrong and say, "fuck You", and then, hell, just get some means whereby I can die, but, would you know it, I do ... acknowledge ... that my... body is rather weird.
I am probably the easiest person to ... heat up. I can go from cold to hot for NO reason and be amzed at it myself. Now, if this had happened when I became hiv-+ then I would say that it is that which makes me so... soft... between my legs, but I actually have a very hot... midsection, and also, I sleep naked most of the time, with no blanket covering me sometimes, but since my... place was NOT made by a person who thought that air-vents should be optional, and not a MUST, I tend to ... suffer... because I also can not stand moving air when I am sleeping. My nose, see? So, I sneeze, get a sore throat, and have hot balls, all because i am some weird, stressed-up, undead-living person, with bp that has always been way up the charts, and no feeling of ... pain for any length of time.
I am probably very healthy.
just can not get the holy spirit to acknowledge that and just shove off off of my path, because, well, the ONLY way I can get to move on, since I am REALLY in pain, and do NOT have to do anyone any favours but have to just make sure I destroy everything that exists as is now, is to grasp total control.
maybe I will stop sniffing when i move to a house that has better ventilation, just as I got over the hot balls by ... stopping my habit of ... walking... everywhere I went.
that is what taxis are for, right?
Anyway, I am just letting you all know that, as the new and really, ONLY ever lord of the earth, I am about to destroy you all.
humans of earth, my quest has led me to ... take over ... your planet.
GIVE IT TO ME NOW!!!
You should in no way take any of this personally, it is just business
Ah, I think THIS one is the one where the madman just goes, it is just business, the one below, that is!
