OK, I wanted to just show up and then have to deal with a situation that, even if I was... listened to... is likely to still be one of a few sticking points that I know will cause a lot of friction, but way I am feeling, I do NOT want to have to go over the same ground over and over again, so, I will just start now, tackle it, and then, if I am still NOT listened to;- let me put it this way, I can NOT die, and my...full... powers are just starting to be unfurled, and I can be the most UNREASONABLE person alive if put in a corner, or questioned about things that relate to 'equal rights' (like, with whom will you compare me or make me... equal) and WHY I decide to do certain things.
First off, I want to stress one thing, whether or not you believe that God, the Living God is behind everything that I do, or has to do with me, and I already said this before, but I will say it again,because of attention spans of people who see no further than their noses, and who think I must fall into their... behaviour patterns;- the visions I get, the messages, everything, is sent to ME,and done so by the ONLY Being that UNDERSTANDS me, totally, Who acts like a fisherman, using bait to draw me out, to expose my TRUEfeelings on certain things. The 'seeming' conclusions of people in or after those visions are NOT my concern, these things are MINE, for me to deal with matters that hinder me, or bother me, or whatever, and so, thinking that, for example, because a certain person wants me to stay on the planet, integrate into society, and well, teach from a point of view where she has concluded I ought to be is really putting the world's MOST independent minded person in a corner, and I will never accept someone else's terms and conditions for what happens with MY life.
You are all, without me stressing that point ENOUGH, too stupid to handle me.
I would get bored, and me bored is me frustrated, and me frustrated is me seeeking ways out, so, kindly take note here, that when I SAID I am going to the US, and I am going to make myself a spaceship, then I MEANT that I am going to do exactly THAT, regardless of who stands in my way, OK?
Other thing is directly based on what I mentioned above.
I am seeing another "who the fuck are you to tell me you will kill those guys". Well, I SAID I will KILL people like mike, the imp, faggotface, the obnoxious guard, those berghie parking guys, that guy in the flower episode and all those that the woman defied me over, and the reason is, as I SAID, I amNOT like you all. I do not try to pretend, to do things to make a person jealous so that she can come down to my level, so that she can be led by my whims. No.
And I do not care if someone has a lot of money or whatever, I have said over the last few days that I LOOK DOWN on everyone, meaning that I can see where you are coming from, and where you are going, and I do not have to cloak it all with the pretense of 'civilised behaviour'
i do not flirt.
i do not waste my time trying to goad someone to go the way I want, because I myself respect my own independence too much to try to entangle myself in your schemes.
So, if you attempt something that is geared to make me think, I must grab you before someone else does, then you are bound to fall on your silly face, because if you are in the 'race' and on the 'market' then you are not mine. The one who is MINE makes sure she REMOVES the things that bug me from my sight, and becomes EXCLUSIVE, or by God I will make her pay.
one way or the other.
So, bring that subject up again, and I am saying this on the basis that I am hiolding a faint ... hope... that I am being paid attention TO... and you will see just how completely UNREASONABLE I cann really, REALLY get.
I hope that is understood. Because I am going to come to see just how well, or ... unwell... things have progressed
I'm from a place where dog eat dog
me know about living hard
from me born me see people are starve
...thats why me never drop my guard
...
So, I have effectively COME from a world that does the things that hurt and make me bitter. I do NOT want to perpetuate a lie, or even indulge in it. So, dont push me on that score. Dont push me, period! I do not like being taken for a stupid idiot that is grieving over his mother. That is MY private affair, and that should not be taken into account when a person considers what I say, because I have taken the decision NOT to go back, so... .
put two and two together, and for crying out loud open your eyes.
I AM the Lord of THIS earth, and that is something that should be the FIRST thing to hit you when you think about me. I am NOT like you all. I am the most unique and most powerful thing to ever come into your very lives, and ignoring that because you think I have a sort of weakness, well, lets say that it is, like, saying a cheetah is 'cute' because it has tear ducts. Fuck, cheetahs do not even look themselves in the mirror, they just chase prey and ... eat it!
Well, time to find out, yes?
YEAH-SSSS!
You are all, without me stressing that point ENOUGH, too stupid to handle me.
I would get bored, and me bored is me frustrated, and me frustrated is me seeeking ways out, so, kindly take note here, that when I SAID I am going to the US, and I am going to make myself a spaceship, then I MEANT that I am going to do exactly THAT, regardless of who stands in my way, OK?
Other thing is directly based on what I mentioned above.
I am seeing another "who the fuck are you to tell me you will kill those guys". Well, I SAID I will KILL people like mike, the imp, faggotface, the obnoxious guard, those berghie parking guys, that guy in the flower episode and all those that the woman defied me over, and the reason is, as I SAID, I amNOT like you all. I do not try to pretend, to do things to make a person jealous so that she can come down to my level, so that she can be led by my whims. No.
And I do not care if someone has a lot of money or whatever, I have said over the last few days that I LOOK DOWN on everyone, meaning that I can see where you are coming from, and where you are going, and I do not have to cloak it all with the pretense of 'civilised behaviour'
i do not flirt.
i do not waste my time trying to goad someone to go the way I want, because I myself respect my own independence too much to try to entangle myself in your schemes.
So, if you attempt something that is geared to make me think, I must grab you before someone else does, then you are bound to fall on your silly face, because if you are in the 'race' and on the 'market' then you are not mine. The one who is MINE makes sure she REMOVES the things that bug me from my sight, and becomes EXCLUSIVE, or by God I will make her pay.
one way or the other.
So, bring that subject up again, and I am saying this on the basis that I am hiolding a faint ... hope... that I am being paid attention TO... and you will see just how completely UNREASONABLE I cann really, REALLY get.
I hope that is understood. Because I am going to come to see just how well, or ... unwell... things have progressed
me know about living hard
from me born me see people are starve
...thats why me never drop my guard
...
me nuh come from a normal town
So, I have effectively COME from a world that does the things that hurt and make me bitter. I do NOT want to perpetuate a lie, or even indulge in it. So, dont push me on that score. Dont push me, period! I do not like being taken for a stupid idiot that is grieving over his mother. That is MY private affair, and that should not be taken into account when a person considers what I say, because I have taken the decision NOT to go back, so... .
put two and two together, and for crying out loud open your eyes.
I AM the Lord of THIS earth, and that is something that should be the FIRST thing to hit you when you think about me. I am NOT like you all. I am the most unique and most powerful thing to ever come into your very lives, and ignoring that because you think I have a sort of weakness, well, lets say that it is, like, saying a cheetah is 'cute' because it has tear ducts. Fuck, cheetahs do not even look themselves in the mirror, they just chase prey and ... eat it!
YEAH-SSSS!
