It is 'seal' that sealed it.
But I do not have time to get into details about it, because vinnie is coming to see me this morning, and well, I am leaving anyway, regardless of what happens, and you know why?Because I can not forget.
maybe the chick thought I was sick and needed something to push me to fight for life, and so, me seeing her in the arms of someone else would make me want to stick around, get healed and have her, or something like that.
But, I want her to ask herself this very simple question:- what would she think would be going through my head everytime I see her, even if I was to say that I overlooked this?
I would see her being kissed by that guy, and I would always wonder at her, and well, I can NOT forget, which means that one of these days I would kill her.
And another thing, God is NOT and hasd never been, a friend of mine, and the ONE time that He directly spoke about me 'being caught in compromising situations' when I had broken up with that girl that I had taken because of that vision of my cousin I spoke of, where she wanted me to go back to my "father's" house, where she had a book that had a hole in a blank page and everywhere else was easy to read, do you know what I did? I immediately went after the chick, and just for that advice, I hit her, the hardest ever, and the sight of her blood on my big toe as I unleashed everything because of TWO things, ONE that I was suckered in to this by God to begin with, and TWO that I had endured a lot of bullshit from someone who assumed that she and I were, because of what she 'saw' about the giant "bottle" and the great cross the day I reluctantly listened to her and God stepped in; doing God's PURPOSE well, I almost broke her nose, and her blood gushed down to my slipper.
The mistake was to assume that ANYONE could coach me on what to do with God.
And the reason, woman, that you and I will never be is that there is NO innocent explanation for what you did.
I will KILL you for it. That is the simple truth.
Maybe NOT kill her, because something in me can not quite end life, but I will make her and the fools suffer.I will punish these for it.The guy who had his car parked outside my gate , this white dude, who thought he was invisible in his toyota condor as i walked out.Then the cunt of a rasta, and then the guy she was with, and mr-picture man, because I HATE being taken for a fool, and well, I may be able to take any bullshit, but for ANYONE to assume that he or she can sit in the same room with me and have God in it at the same time as judge between us, hell, then that person KNOWS nothing about me and about how I view God.
Oil and water do NOT mix, and if a person MUST deal with me, it must be on MY terms and leave God out of it.
trying to appeal to Him while ignoring me is a silly, foolish mistake.
I am angry, and i am going to make those that angered me pay, and thenleave anyway, and everyone will look UP to ME as the α and ω.
God is NOWHERE in the picture if I am in it!
it is that simple.
The other thing is that there can be ONLY one head in a house, and technically, I am the head, and no one advises me about stuff, especially things I know.
while I was having my hair cut, the coloured lady was playing seal, and asking if i was going home.
No, I am taking over the entire world, and going to the US.
I cant keep myself and still keep you too
so keep your love lock down
your love lock down
keep your love lock down
keeping your love lockdown
you lose
you lose
you decided that you would NOT show me love, that you would keep a lock on it, and well, you lose!
As I SAID! so keep your love lock down
your love lock down
keep your love lock down
keeping your love lockdown
you lose
you lose
you decided that you would NOT show me love, that you would keep a lock on it, and well, you lose!
