I am sitting at the Masi library, and Vinnie is at another terminal a distance away, and I must say that it all felt very weird to say out loud what was in my heart, and I do not know just how weird he thinks it all is, but I have let him know that I am leaving, and well, I am leaving.I have explained to him that I am going to go to the nearest airbase, and take a plane, and go to the USA after evacuating the entire land of people, just because I am in God's Image, I can not forget the Past, I can NOT forget, and if I stay here, I will remember too much. We spoke of my mother, and how I had to weigh it in the balance that although she hated me, and all that, if I had to go back, as I am now, stripped of all pretence, I would kill her. So, I have to leave, and make it a point that she does NOT have to think that I am out to get her; I will explain why I have to point out the truth, and why I must make that truth change her, so that at the very least she acknowledges that NO ONE has a better right than another to be alive.
Then, because I only see the hard part, I will then depart the planet, and nurse my wounds alone, since, when you get right down to it, I can not abide people.
Vinnie said two things, one that he did NOT talk to those people, and TWO that the daughter's name is NOT "zoe", and so, well, no harm done.
I am leaving anyway.
But first, we need to get the issue of killing people for the sake of 'rights' out of then way. I refuse to destroy another human life. I KNOW that God meant this world for one person, but then, if He was so set on it, He should not have given in to the demands of the man, He should have reined in His spirit, and ben clear from the beginning what He wanted, so, I refuse to be some 'stand -in' for the original man. there are far better ways to get one's point across. You are all human, and you all, unlike me, have breaking points, and so, I am stating this, I am TAKING what I want, for now, and I am evacuating the entire land of the USA, and no one will be able to resist THAT. You will move out of my path, and I am giving you all a finite time to be gone. I do not even want to be around or witness it happen, so, instead of a plane, I am taking a ship. By the time I get there, I will have the entire land to myself.
And its borders ringed with fire, so that nothing living can disturb me.
And all that I want intact.
So, my departure time is NOT one that has to be... delayed while I wait for people to leave the country. I say, I move and you all move as well.
At least that way I preserve my sanity, and get to adjust to things as I finally tackle the thorny issue of making 'corrections'
Then, because I only see the hard part, I will then depart the planet, and nurse my wounds alone, since, when you get right down to it, I can not abide people.
Vinnie said two things, one that he did NOT talk to those people, and TWO that the daughter's name is NOT "zoe", and so, well, no harm done.
I am leaving anyway.
But first, we need to get the issue of killing people for the sake of 'rights' out of then way. I refuse to destroy another human life. I KNOW that God meant this world for one person, but then, if He was so set on it, He should not have given in to the demands of the man, He should have reined in His spirit, and ben clear from the beginning what He wanted, so, I refuse to be some 'stand -in' for the original man. there are far better ways to get one's point across. You are all human, and you all, unlike me, have breaking points, and so, I am stating this, I am TAKING what I want, for now, and I am evacuating the entire land of the USA, and no one will be able to resist THAT. You will move out of my path, and I am giving you all a finite time to be gone. I do not even want to be around or witness it happen, so, instead of a plane, I am taking a ship. By the time I get there, I will have the entire land to myself.
And its borders ringed with fire, so that nothing living can disturb me.
And all that I want intact.
So, my departure time is NOT one that has to be... delayed while I wait for people to leave the country. I say, I move and you all move as well.
At least that way I preserve my sanity, and get to adjust to things as I finally tackle the thorny issue of making 'corrections'
