I do not assume that anyone will see things my way, so, I have just a little bit of stuff I wanna say.
First, I will begin with the bible text that God said would happen to ME.
Isaiah 6: 1-13
First the king who tried to be both KING and also an unappointed priest died that... year. While, according to custom, his son was ruler in everything but name.
The Lord of the earth was seen by the... eventual messenger and he had a robe that filled the entire temple (think, the temple was totally FULL of him, he filled everything in THOUGHT, no gaps), but above him, meaning looking over the crown of his head, meaning they thought they could read his mind, and knew better than him wha' are gwaan up, were two creatures whose faces were covered, whose feet were covered, who flew to who knows where without seeing where they were going, and one of these said to the other, holy, holy is the LORD God, the earth is full of His glory.
NOT necessarily THE person that was seated beneath them, they were saying God, YHWH, is great.
the eventual... messenger goes, something like, fuck, I am doomed, because I have just seen the warlord, the lord of the earth. Don't worry, here burn this to your lips (make them insensitive, that is) and its all good and covered. it was all in the name of the game, anyway. The BOSS of the earth THEN says, who shall I send, who will go for US, and the messenger, whose eyes are not so easily covered, goes, here I am, send me, and then he goes, go, telling THIS people (wonder if the creatures knew they themselves were included) that they will see and not really get it... because I want to destroy them. there is nothing like clinging to straws to get buoyancy when you know you are sinking, huh?
Since I am on a roll, though, I will now, because I am not interested in anything else, deal with THAT vision I went into so much detail over, that one of my grandfather's homestead, and the words from the song by TOK, footprints, I will load it up here although I cant hear it since I am at masi library, or, better yet, just skip it, because the words themselves are about when "sister Jacqueline" lost her brother over sea view garden and "every day and every night she still are ask the Father why, her brother had to die/ she hear a voice reply/ when [he] cries I cry, I cry along with [him]... remember that post?
Right, so, in the grandfather vision, this woman, my 'sister' was looking towards the first grandmother's hut, her kitchen, because she wanted to be in it. Guess she assumed that she could resolve what was wrong with everything if she could just ... fit in, but then, when I walked out of the second kitchen, she slammed the door and covered herself, see? Self contained.
anyone get it?
I say I am leaving, and the woman who thought I ought to be cooked again, a child that was wrong, shuts the door and looks to the other exit, towards my father's house, while she has pink eyeshadow, like everything has to be seen as violet sees it. Oh, come ON!
This is the deal, see, I am saying I am leaving, would have liked to have sex with this woman, and maybe stay for a week with her and go, and she is like, the mother, aha, now we have him, we can use that to keep him, and eventually drive from the exit he thought he could take and then go round and drive up to what we really want, that he does not kill my son, see? that is what God was driving up to all along, see, so don't worry, all you have to do is sacrifice your ... dinges ...between your legs, and we shall hook him to us, see?
they don't really GET that other part, where I am NOT going to BEAR a son. remember the captain planet like statement by the green alien?
"by your powers combined I am..."
and then, instead of him going "captain planet" ( fuck, I EXPLAINED the thing she, the woman I love, and them fools, had done makd me ... snap, did I not?), as the earth freak says, he goes, "Find THEM!" and points with his left hand, and the scene shifts to me, in a thor cape, with that mass t-h-s and 7-3 on my chest, and grey body top, and I am moving so that my right hand is free and this woman with the dark, close cropped hair is turning and looking UP to the green freak and is shocked, shocked enough to let go her role of restraining the RIGHT of the government firstborn. I mean, really? and underneath is a boy who is facing a bleak future because he knows his days are numbered and his God is nowhere to be found.
Now, which part is NOT clear?
Fool, do you think I want your sacrifice? That I will say that for the sake of sex, I will do as you want? DO YOU honestly assume that I am that childish, you little fool? I pointed out to you, that if you love me, I will spare, from ALL your people, the five females, among them the bitch that is your misguided, hateful mother, and not even touch hair nor hide of her till I destroy everything that she and everyone else stands for, and then they will revert to dust and nothing more.
I do not do sacrifice. I will not force you to be with me.
You have to decide for yourself, with the right reason, that being that you do not want to deceive yourself or others anymore, that you are in this for love, and nothing else, or by God, stay away from me, because I will NOT have any substitute for the real article. Drop all pretenses, or I will KILL you, if you come my way. THIS is MY time, and I have no time for games. Get used to the fact that I will allow no MORE games, and deal with that or stay away.
Jacqueline was the name of the girl I took to spite my mother my mistake, because I ended up regretting it., and stayed with, and she had a brother who was, funny coincidence, called, like my sister's firstborn, delight, and now, the thing is, this woman is prepared, like in that vision, to have me with her IF and only IF I am also prepared to have her brother in there, and he can help... support us, but all this while there is some form of mere friendship or something, with no real love.Ah, remember that Samaritans and jews will never eat at the same table? Well, that is what it all meant? Remember that I would NOT bear a son? that is what it all meant also. Remember the coloured guy called elroy that had the gate closed to him? that is what it all meant also. Now, which part of all this do you NOT get?Want to play games with me, woman? really? want to take me like a fool, because you think you KNOW my needs? Do you think you are esther to save your people?think five. If that shoe fits, wear it. If not, lose it, and we shall never see each other again, because I tell you, as things stand, I am going to have crash course in flying, and if 'crash' well, I hope they have plenty of the planes in that airbase. YEAH-SSS
First, I will begin with the bible text that God said would happen to ME.
Isaiah 6: 1-13
First the king who tried to be both KING and also an unappointed priest died that... year. While, according to custom, his son was ruler in everything but name.
The Lord of the earth was seen by the... eventual messenger and he had a robe that filled the entire temple (think, the temple was totally FULL of him, he filled everything in THOUGHT, no gaps), but above him, meaning looking over the crown of his head, meaning they thought they could read his mind, and knew better than him wha' are gwaan up, were two creatures whose faces were covered, whose feet were covered, who flew to who knows where without seeing where they were going, and one of these said to the other, holy, holy is the LORD God, the earth is full of His glory.
NOT necessarily THE person that was seated beneath them, they were saying God, YHWH, is great.
the eventual... messenger goes, something like, fuck, I am doomed, because I have just seen the warlord, the lord of the earth. Don't worry, here burn this to your lips (make them insensitive, that is) and its all good and covered. it was all in the name of the game, anyway. The BOSS of the earth THEN says, who shall I send, who will go for US, and the messenger, whose eyes are not so easily covered, goes, here I am, send me, and then he goes, go, telling THIS people (wonder if the creatures knew they themselves were included) that they will see and not really get it... because I want to destroy them. there is nothing like clinging to straws to get buoyancy when you know you are sinking, huh?
Since I am on a roll, though, I will now, because I am not interested in anything else, deal with THAT vision I went into so much detail over, that one of my grandfather's homestead, and the words from the song by TOK, footprints, I will load it up here although I cant hear it since I am at masi library, or, better yet, just skip it, because the words themselves are about when "sister Jacqueline" lost her brother over sea view garden and "every day and every night she still are ask the Father why, her brother had to die/ she hear a voice reply/ when [he] cries I cry, I cry along with [him]... remember that post?
Right, so, in the grandfather vision, this woman, my 'sister' was looking towards the first grandmother's hut, her kitchen, because she wanted to be in it. Guess she assumed that she could resolve what was wrong with everything if she could just ... fit in, but then, when I walked out of the second kitchen, she slammed the door and covered herself, see? Self contained.
anyone get it?
I say I am leaving, and the woman who thought I ought to be cooked again, a child that was wrong, shuts the door and looks to the other exit, towards my father's house, while she has pink eyeshadow, like everything has to be seen as violet sees it. Oh, come ON!
This is the deal, see, I am saying I am leaving, would have liked to have sex with this woman, and maybe stay for a week with her and go, and she is like, the mother, aha, now we have him, we can use that to keep him, and eventually drive from the exit he thought he could take and then go round and drive up to what we really want, that he does not kill my son, see? that is what God was driving up to all along, see, so don't worry, all you have to do is sacrifice your ... dinges ...between your legs, and we shall hook him to us, see?
they don't really GET that other part, where I am NOT going to BEAR a son. remember the captain planet like statement by the green alien?
"by your powers combined I am..."
and then, instead of him going "captain planet" ( fuck, I EXPLAINED the thing she, the woman I love, and them fools, had done makd me ... snap, did I not?), as the earth freak says, he goes, "Find THEM!" and points with his left hand, and the scene shifts to me, in a thor cape, with that mass t-h-s and 7-3 on my chest, and grey body top, and I am moving so that my right hand is free and this woman with the dark, close cropped hair is turning and looking UP to the green freak and is shocked, shocked enough to let go her role of restraining the RIGHT of the government firstborn. I mean, really? and underneath is a boy who is facing a bleak future because he knows his days are numbered and his God is nowhere to be found.
Now, which part is NOT clear?
Fool, do you think I want your sacrifice? That I will say that for the sake of sex, I will do as you want? DO YOU honestly assume that I am that childish, you little fool? I pointed out to you, that if you love me, I will spare, from ALL your people, the five females, among them the bitch that is your misguided, hateful mother, and not even touch hair nor hide of her till I destroy everything that she and everyone else stands for, and then they will revert to dust and nothing more.
I do not do sacrifice. I will not force you to be with me.
You have to decide for yourself, with the right reason, that being that you do not want to deceive yourself or others anymore, that you are in this for love, and nothing else, or by God, stay away from me, because I will NOT have any substitute for the real article. Drop all pretenses, or I will KILL you, if you come my way. THIS is MY time, and I have no time for games. Get used to the fact that I will allow no MORE games, and deal with that or stay away.
Jacqueline was the name of the girl I took to spite my mother my mistake, because I ended up regretting it., and stayed with, and she had a brother who was, funny coincidence, called, like my sister's firstborn, delight, and now, the thing is, this woman is prepared, like in that vision, to have me with her IF and only IF I am also prepared to have her brother in there, and he can help... support us, but all this while there is some form of mere friendship or something, with no real love.Ah, remember that Samaritans and jews will never eat at the same table? Well, that is what it all meant? Remember that I would NOT bear a son? that is what it all meant also. Remember the coloured guy called elroy that had the gate closed to him? that is what it all meant also. Now, which part of all this do you NOT get?Want to play games with me, woman? really? want to take me like a fool, because you think you KNOW my needs? Do you think you are esther to save your people?think five. If that shoe fits, wear it. If not, lose it, and we shall never see each other again, because I tell you, as things stand, I am going to have crash course in flying, and if 'crash' well, I hope they have plenty of the planes in that airbase. YEAH-SSS
