But at least my enemies know that we are enemies and that we are going to fight, or rather, I am going to kill them, painfully, I have this to say;-
I have always loved to throw caution to the wind and just let things be, but then, I ama lone wolf, walking a lone path, without a map and without a fallback option. Never doubt this, people, I AM going to kill off everyone on this planet, and that is NOT in doubt, and someof you, I will kill rather painfully, and the rest, well, will wish that they had never been born before I kill them. That is not the issue here. What I said in my rage holds true, but anger left to simmer is longer lasting than a burst of fury that destroys even its weilder. No, I can NOT be destroyed, so if I move back a bit from some action, it is because i have discovered, and with me, it is always the HARD way, since I am stubborn, that that way does NOT lead to either my prime goal, which is self-destruction, or my secondary goal, which is the annihilation of any threat, human or other wise.
Because as I see it all, all of you are threats to my existence, and not even God is a friend, because Friends do NOT do as He does. So, I expect no good, at least, not any more I do not, and I will make my plans on the best way to go forward, because, as they say, those who fail to plan, plan to fail.
Fine, i will be honest, MY plan, first and foremost,is to fail, and to drag God's promises into the mud. because I hate Him, and hate above everything else having Him in my life. Fact that I get to do anything else I may want is not as important as making Him eat His words, because if I can, then I can demand that He let me die.Second comes all of you,and the fact that, really, once I get over God that I cannot reach, I have you, little pathetic wimps that I can and will hurt as badly as I want to, and you have nowhere to hide, no one to heed your calls when I am reeling you in like a fish. BUT, despite all that, I never do anything because I am just spiked at present. No, as with my mother, I bide my time, try to find out if I am serving any of God's purposes in the end, the obvious ones anyway, and then once I realise that He is not to gain anything, I act.
So, yeah, I will kill my mother. BUT I will not send her to hell, because she IS after all, my mother. I am alive ... OK, that DOES not even begin to compute. I am NOT alive because of her. I came into BEING because of her, and now, I SHOULD have ceased to be because of her, and so, because God saved my ass, and I did NOT even ask HIM to do so, which is my WHOLE point, I would have been happy NOT to live, because I KNOW that no one does anything for nothing, and so, He obviously expected something. Which I am at the greatest pains to make sure He does NOT get, That is my first priority.
God none of these people have any idea just how much I HATE you, do they?
I mean, You Yourself showed me that I would explode someday and curse You in public and there would be that " δ", slight change when people realise that I am not tied to you, that october day, when You played me right into the corner You wanted me and I reacted predictably. The other problem is that, they assume that, if I hate You, then I automatically have some kind of estrangement from You. Now, maybe You can explain this to THEM, ha? I give You permission to, please, because i reject every single one of them, and will spare NONE of them, not even ONE! Yeah, not even HER!
How I am NOT BOUND by YOU and yet I survive and live because I have MY eye on You, all the time? And have You telling me everytime that the escape route I always seek will NEVER be found, and so, You are bound to watch my back because I am always seeking Your face, to check if I have scored one over You, yet?Because they actually assume that I am YOUR servant, and will be ordered around by You.
That I will bow down to You and say, "yes, Master, I exist to serve You". Well, FUCK that, and Fuck You!
Now, You did say that You would pour OUT Your spirit from all flesh, and see, You did say that some people would prophesy, and dream dreams and all that jazz, and I KNOW that the only people You speak to are those that are NOT... mine. Because mine You let me handle alone. Well, since I have no people that are MINE, God, tell them how much You will restrain me, and fight for them. TELL them, and I will know for sure where I stand, You are after all, The God of The Jews, and according to them, You made an everlasting covenant. God, I SAY, today, that come my birthday, at least, when the true beginning of the seven years starts, and I am no longer a couch potato, I will wipe them all out. TELL them, if what I say has ANY chance of being changed, that I am wrong, that they must NOT fear me, because, after all, YOU have sent someone to 'stop me in my tracks', ha? Tell them, and explain to them WHY You would show ME things that will be used against me, and make ME someone's puppet, someone's tool to further the delusion of Your PEOPLE. Tell them, O God, Who is Awake Over His Word to Perform It. Tell the christian fools that tried to stop me that their JESUS will set them free, and that they will not have to fear anything from ME. Because as I surely live I SAY that no one, except vinnie and family, and the old timer and family, NO ONE of that entire congregation will live to see the twefth of march. NOT even their dogs and their dogs cousins. I will wipe OUT EVERY single one of them fools, and not only them, but everyone that is in their vicinity. TELL them that it will NOT happen. Because jesus is lord.
Then they will listen of course, for You are the God of ALL Flesh, and according to THEM, YOU are in charge.
Tell them that I am NOT going to succeed to get my hands on an aeroplane and get to the US and that such a thing will NOT be allowed to happen, because I am supposed to be stopped and stuck here! TELL them, Oh God Almighty, because You are LOVING towards all You have made.
Tell them I am sick and in need of repentance because my soul is in danger of hell-fire. Tell them I am nothing and will suffer for my boastful, vain and irreverent words. TELL them that You have a record of ALL my wrongdoings and I will pay for that. TELLLthem You will judge me. Oh MIGHTY God, Whose Glory You will give to NO Other. Is that NOT so written. Can a WORD from You be altered?
Now as I said, the FIRST ruleof business will BE:- THERE are NO rules.
Of course, Your God will fight for you, so why get fright? It wont happen.
War,of course, yeah.
I have always loved to throw caution to the wind and just let things be, but then, I ama lone wolf, walking a lone path, without a map and without a fallback option. Never doubt this, people, I AM going to kill off everyone on this planet, and that is NOT in doubt, and someof you, I will kill rather painfully, and the rest, well, will wish that they had never been born before I kill them. That is not the issue here. What I said in my rage holds true, but anger left to simmer is longer lasting than a burst of fury that destroys even its weilder. No, I can NOT be destroyed, so if I move back a bit from some action, it is because i have discovered, and with me, it is always the HARD way, since I am stubborn, that that way does NOT lead to either my prime goal, which is self-destruction, or my secondary goal, which is the annihilation of any threat, human or other wise.
Because as I see it all, all of you are threats to my existence, and not even God is a friend, because Friends do NOT do as He does. So, I expect no good, at least, not any more I do not, and I will make my plans on the best way to go forward, because, as they say, those who fail to plan, plan to fail.
Fine, i will be honest, MY plan, first and foremost,is to fail, and to drag God's promises into the mud. because I hate Him, and hate above everything else having Him in my life. Fact that I get to do anything else I may want is not as important as making Him eat His words, because if I can, then I can demand that He let me die.Second comes all of you,and the fact that, really, once I get over God that I cannot reach, I have you, little pathetic wimps that I can and will hurt as badly as I want to, and you have nowhere to hide, no one to heed your calls when I am reeling you in like a fish. BUT, despite all that, I never do anything because I am just spiked at present. No, as with my mother, I bide my time, try to find out if I am serving any of God's purposes in the end, the obvious ones anyway, and then once I realise that He is not to gain anything, I act.
So, yeah, I will kill my mother. BUT I will not send her to hell, because she IS after all, my mother. I am alive ... OK, that DOES not even begin to compute. I am NOT alive because of her. I came into BEING because of her, and now, I SHOULD have ceased to be because of her, and so, because God saved my ass, and I did NOT even ask HIM to do so, which is my WHOLE point, I would have been happy NOT to live, because I KNOW that no one does anything for nothing, and so, He obviously expected something. Which I am at the greatest pains to make sure He does NOT get, That is my first priority.
God none of these people have any idea just how much I HATE you, do they?
I mean, You Yourself showed me that I would explode someday and curse You in public and there would be that " δ", slight change when people realise that I am not tied to you, that october day, when You played me right into the corner You wanted me and I reacted predictably. The other problem is that, they assume that, if I hate You, then I automatically have some kind of estrangement from You. Now, maybe You can explain this to THEM, ha? I give You permission to, please, because i reject every single one of them, and will spare NONE of them, not even ONE! Yeah, not even HER!
How I am NOT BOUND by YOU and yet I survive and live because I have MY eye on You, all the time? And have You telling me everytime that the escape route I always seek will NEVER be found, and so, You are bound to watch my back because I am always seeking Your face, to check if I have scored one over You, yet?Because they actually assume that I am YOUR servant, and will be ordered around by You.
Now, You did say that You would pour OUT Your spirit from all flesh, and see, You did say that some people would prophesy, and dream dreams and all that jazz, and I KNOW that the only people You speak to are those that are NOT... mine. Because mine You let me handle alone. Well, since I have no people that are MINE, God, tell them how much You will restrain me, and fight for them. TELL them, and I will know for sure where I stand, You are after all, The God of The Jews, and according to them, You made an everlasting covenant. God, I SAY, today, that come my birthday, at least, when the true beginning of the seven years starts, and I am no longer a couch potato, I will wipe them all out. TELL them, if what I say has ANY chance of being changed, that I am wrong, that they must NOT fear me, because, after all, YOU have sent someone to 'stop me in my tracks', ha? Tell them, and explain to them WHY You would show ME things that will be used against me, and make ME someone's puppet, someone's tool to further the delusion of Your PEOPLE. Tell them, O God, Who is Awake Over His Word to Perform It. Tell the christian fools that tried to stop me that their JESUS will set them free, and that they will not have to fear anything from ME. Because as I surely live I SAY that no one, except vinnie and family, and the old timer and family, NO ONE of that entire congregation will live to see the twefth of march. NOT even their dogs and their dogs cousins. I will wipe OUT EVERY single one of them fools, and not only them, but everyone that is in their vicinity. TELL them that it will NOT happen. Because jesus is lord.
Then they will listen of course, for You are the God of ALL Flesh, and according to THEM, YOU are in charge.
Tell them that I am NOT going to succeed to get my hands on an aeroplane and get to the US and that such a thing will NOT be allowed to happen, because I am supposed to be stopped and stuck here! TELL them, Oh God Almighty, because You are LOVING towards all You have made.
Tell them I am sick and in need of repentance because my soul is in danger of hell-fire. Tell them I am nothing and will suffer for my boastful, vain and irreverent words. TELL them that You have a record of ALL my wrongdoings and I will pay for that. TELLLthem You will judge me. Oh MIGHTY God, Whose Glory You will give to NO Other. Is that NOT so written. Can a WORD from You be altered?
i was born on the street i am a fighter
I was born as a survivor
hear my song hear me again
i'm are fly again
i'm are fly again
even when they try to break me
thank God I'm doing greatly
hear my song, hear me again
I'm are fly again
dont know how, dont know when
I'm are fly again
...from day one
believe in yourself
dont let vanity lead you to deceive yourself...
doing life and still get extension
promised a payback to my enemies in time
I know you are listening, well, KNOW that this world is mine
I'm the diamond in the dirt they couldn't find
shot me out, want to see me suffer
but I survive as tings get tougher...
I know you want to get me down
I know you trying very hard
but I'm still here in this jungle
setting my eye on God...
promised a payback to my enemies in time
I know you are listening, well, KNOW that this world is mine
I'm the diamond in the dirt they couldn't find
shot me out, want to see me suffer
but I survive as tings get tougher...
I know you want to get me down
I know you trying very hard
but I'm still here in this jungle
setting my eye on God...
Now as I said, the FIRST ruleof business will BE:- THERE are NO rules.
Of course, Your God will fight for you, so why get fright? It wont happen.
War,of course, yeah.
