The song goes, Me press trigger me nuh press paper bomb, no bother chat come face me with some'ing/ like the F-22 inna me sound/ turn off the fuse /what you wan start fool, Well, ME press trigger, NOW.
Because sometimes, one has to know when to walk away.
I am NOT interested in ... forcing ... anyone to do as I please, nor can I be forced to do what I do not want. I stated my terms clearly, and clearly they were unacceptable, ... as were hers for me.So, when there is such a conflict, I have to walk away, and well, deal with the fallout MY way, see?
...
you better know when to hold 'em
know when to fold 'em
know when to walk away
know when to run
you never count your money
while you sitting at the table
there'll be time enough for counting
when the deal is done...
every gambler knows that the secret to surviving
every gambler knows that the secret to surviving
is knowing what to throw away
and what to keep...
Anyway, I was already deflated by the words of 'comfort' that I got as I walked to kalk bay, "I wont let you fall", and I knew that well, this was all a lost cause. So I did not even bother letting my ... feelings out. I actually did not even have to ... THINK ... about anything like 'control', because the clouds just started dissipating, and I just walked in the sweltering heat to kalk bay, and saw immediately why I was being 'strengthened';- her toyota etios was parked by the office entrance, and behind her, like a lost cause that will not admit it is ... lost... was the rather distastefully thin, anorexic-looking jew michaela's car.Like it had been parked two days or so in a row.
well, hope sometimes defies reason, but I do NOT see how anyone that I said I ... find distasteful actually can think she has a snowball's chance in hell of evn getting me to open my arms, and hell, I SAID what MY choice was, and the silly women think that I- the stubbornest and most resolute person in creation, do NOT know my own mind enough to know what I want and do not want. I mean, even just a little while ago, when I was about to leave, the silly red-breeches decided to show herself, dressed in a black dress, maybe to show... whatever... to me, and I followed her into the bakery to pour water in her face, but then, I realised that the silly fool was way too beneath me for her to be the cause of my pressing the trigger. I actually started with tony at first, when he came and decided to show who is boss by yelling at vinnie as to why the flowers vinnie planted were not watered, and so, I ended up having the hose-pipe handed to me by my... elder... and I had seen that his car had the windows rolled down, which was when I threw in a piece of rolled up newspaper- actually I should have thrown in the rubbish with it, but vinnie beat me to it- , and I wanted to pour water all over his seats, and wanted to do it with him watching, too, just to piss him off, but he thought he was clever, and came and took the hose pipe, and decided to wash away the 'dirt' from his bonnet, like I would perform the same trick twice.
Anyway, that happened just after I got there, and then I settled down to ... wait... for the gloom of the day.I get bored easy, and when I had waited enough, I decided to check out the love of my life, and first decided to tell brian that I was relieving him of some of the pieces I had made so that I could sell them to vinnie, and cash in and then walk away, as I have done, from kalk bay, for good,and just concentrate on sending my enemies to hell, hopefully after I have had a night's binge.
As i walked back from the parking area near the train station where brian was running after tourists, I walked on the side of the road where I could see her, and I was miming looking at the sky, trying to say- I do not know how successful I was- that the sky was fine, and well, you do not have to be afraid to show me what you really THINK of me, come on, I am just a silly little boy, after all, that needs you looking after me, right?
I saw her, but the blinds were half down, and she dod not make any movement, and I thought, fuck this, and went and took the pieces i wanted from the container where brian keeps his wares, and gave them to vinnie after he had finished talking to the woman who, the other day, because I am such a klutz, showed up so ... conveniently ... -I mean, really people, how dumb do you ALL think I am?- to let me know, by speaking to vinnie, of course, how to deal with yellowtail heads. This time I paid no attention to what her... timely... arrival may portend, but focused on the business at hand, and we struck a deal with vinnie, and then, I wanted to leave soon as I saw the guy she is 'involved' with, according to vinnie, walk past, drop his shades and his shoulders as well, in an... appealing kind of way as I glared at him.
Of course, when he was parading up and down with her,the two of them thought they had me by the balls, and now that it ... seems... their plan to humble the lord over all failed, they think we can kiss and make up?
Eh, where is it written in MY makeup that I let bygones be bygones? I mean, I do NOT give up grudges, but nurse them fervently, till I find a way to get even, and they think I will somehow be willing to let it slide? Hell, NO.
I intend to make people ... PAY.
she knows?
that me treat her better than any man
but she are worry about the millions
millions, millions.
you love me for true?
but certain things in life you say you have fir do?
so me need fir understand that
you love me for true?
but certain things in life you say you have fir do?
so me need fir understand that
you were made for the money man
BUT
if you cant love me now dont love me later
if you cant love me now dont love me later
when my later when my later is much greater
it only proves that you love the paper
my paper
if you cant love me now dont love me later
coz me no want no impersonator
for my paper
... if you leave girl
... if you leave girl
no bother come back
because my heart wont offer you no other comfort
Of course I have had her number for a while now. She can not afford to ... offend... the rich guys by giving in to what she longs for, for example, she NEVER comes out unless she is certain- as she thinks- that she has me in her pocket, and can therefore link me to mike and whoever has money so that she and I can bow to them and have them 'look after' us, like I will EVER bow down to any man.
For that insult on MY ... worth... I will destroy everyone that she has thought to make me bow down to, because of her worship of money, and I will NOT be reconciled to anyone that has made me angry by her stupid schemes. I SAY that I have all the power, and she does not take that to heart, instead she focuses on silly things like here and now. WELL, guess what, you shall see ALL those fools die in agony, and money reduced to something that is not even good enough to wipe anyone's ass as they all have running stomachs that are so... copious... that not even a formula one race driver at the peak of his reflexive action can staunch, or keep back. I will reduce those fools you look up to to something everyone will be ashamed to even look DOWN on, and you will then see just how you have made me angry by taking what you want of my words and ignoring the rest.Think YOU, a silly fool that does not even have eyes to see what is wrong with YOUR own thinking, can correct the ONLY being that has nothing wrong with his sight as far as human beings are concerned?
Fool, you just earned yourself a very, very, painful lesson, made all the more painful because I will NOT, not ever, harm you, but will leave you as you are, and walk away, and your house of cards will crumble before you, as you see the truth, and are left with no one to share your sorrow or comfort you, because the days are HERE when NO ONE will even think of sex or even of hugging another human being.
All will know only of terror, and will hide themselves from their fellow people. You thought you could form a caucus and discuss me, and plan ways and means to defeat my purposes? Hell, there is NOT even going to be ONE noble minded person among the whole lot of you, because everyone will be so busy watching out for his own skin that they will have no sympathy for anyone else. The days of even "friendship" are over, when everyone will just have the thumping of his or her own heart for company, as the morning brings gloom out of the shadows, and the evening terror of the unknown day.
YEAH-SSS!
Because I am holding NOTHING back of my fierce anger, and your own limbs will melt, but you will live through it, and then you will hope for complete oblivion. I will make everyone WANT to die, and just have it over, and not until there remains not a single soul that thinks he or she MUST live will I pull the plug.
You will KNOW just who the fuck you made so light of, fool!
I aint got no money
and I aint got no friends
looks like my world
is coming to an end
no food on my table
and no clothes on my back
You want to hold me back, fools, and think that Iwill be defeated by group action?
Ha, alone I am the ULTIMATE MIGHT, and I am about to take you all on, and destroy, slowly, painfully, and irredeemably, everything that you have based all your hopes, aspirations on, and you will see that I may be alone, but me ALONE is sufficient, and there is NO power or force thatcan withstand or defeat me.
You will see the roaring of the waves as they get above 15m high, and see as they part respectfully before their LORD as they give the acknowledgement that not even any of you fools would be able to ignore, as not even a hair falls out of place or even a drop falls on my shoes. You will see as lightning flashes all around as I move, and destroyes buldings and razes every one of your edifices to the ground, asthe WarLord embarks on HIS reign, and not even in a cave will anyone be safe, because the time of the freedom of the earth is HERE, the land that has groaned as it bears your senseless ways, a society that has been formed out of vanity and lies and self-deluison, raising things that have no real meaning to the position of life's greatest aspirations, and the tramping of others in the path of vain-glorious success a 'way of life'
Ha, alone I am the ULTIMATE MIGHT, and I am about to take you all on, and destroy, slowly, painfully, and irredeemably, everything that you have based all your hopes, aspirations on, and you will see that I may be alone, but me ALONE is sufficient, and there is NO power or force thatcan withstand or defeat me.
You will see the roaring of the waves as they get above 15m high, and see as they part respectfully before their LORD as they give the acknowledgement that not even any of you fools would be able to ignore, as not even a hair falls out of place or even a drop falls on my shoes. You will see as lightning flashes all around as I move, and destroyes buldings and razes every one of your edifices to the ground, asthe WarLord embarks on HIS reign, and not even in a cave will anyone be safe, because the time of the freedom of the earth is HERE, the land that has groaned as it bears your senseless ways, a society that has been formed out of vanity and lies and self-deluison, raising things that have no real meaning to the position of life's greatest aspirations, and the tramping of others in the path of vain-glorious success a 'way of life'
Fuck, You will weep, and you will wail, and then weep till even the tear ducts can not make any more water, and then all you will do is sigh and groan and moan as the days get so hard.
Your very foundations I am ripping apart, because where can you go rest when the earth itself is hostile to you, and treats everyone of you like the enemy you are?
When the earth comes alive, and gobbles you all up and swallows you in its fiery belly, because I SAY so?
then where is money then?
where is being a 'respected' member of society then?
where is make-up, or fancy cars, or looking good for other people to see as you walk by, minis and high heels?
Fool!
When the earth comes alive, and gobbles you all up and swallows you in its fiery belly, because I SAY so?
then where is money then?
where is being a 'respected' member of society then?
where is make-up, or fancy cars, or looking good for other people to see as you walk by, minis and high heels?
Fool!
Hell, you will see how little 'public' matters, woman, because each of those you were embarrassed would see you give your heart out will have their own problems very soon, some of them so ... permanent... that they will not have to worry about your public nudity as an issue.
I am DONE being online, because NOW, the earth is about to speak for me.
Actions, they say, speak louder than words.
So, I will act now.
And everyone will have to confront their own mirrors as I reduce every single one of you to the animals you really are.
I am going to the US, to make myself a spaceship, and depart. I am DONE talking.
To anyone. EVER.
did I ever say
how I feel about you
I think I never found
that easy to do
things that you do
dont need to be heard
you know your actions
speak louder than words
I've got the phial
bring me your cup
from the golden chalice
when you empty I'll fill it up
we'll drink it down till the sun comes up
I'm heading [west]
like a steaming train
foot to the floor
in the driving rain
my head is aching
and my mouth is dry
I've got a thirst
maybe you can satisfy it
see who know fir spread it out war pon hit hard
...
me press trigger me nuh press paper bomb'
no bother chat come face me with some
like ALL the F-22 inna me sound
turn off the fuse
know how fir get the next gun fool
